So I am off my dry spell for the year and recently I had a wild and bizarre sexual experience with a cute blonde girl (and I am sure a lot of you know what that means to me). I am loving life right now and I am doing better than I did months back.

As many are aware, in the recent weeks I have posted a lot of threads on this forum talking about my insecure feeling of being Brown and scoring with the kind of women I want. The one thing I realized is that people gave me decent advice, sure some people flamed me but a lot of them also gave me good advice. Yet rather than hearing "fix this and that and you are good to go", a part of me wanted to hear "Sure man in this place white women are crazy for men of your race!". Like it offered me some sort of relief on the inside to know that I can go to a certain area of the world where things about myself that I cannot change (in this case being Brown) would work to my advantage. Never found out about that area and neither do I care.

I realized something, all this time I was looking for some short term validation like some sex tourist. Kinda like guys on the Roosh V forum who ask what country they can score with good looking women in because of their skin color and race alone.

In the long run, I was running away from my problem. Problem was that due to the stress of academics, so much going on in life, and all that, I was not able to approach women with the same charm I usually did and as a result I failed. Also, being in a new area was a lot for me, and often I did not have enough energy to go out and sarge as much.

I also wanted to travel and daygame girls in other places but was again scared because of my ethnic appearance holding me back in some places where I have heard stories about Indian men having it tough. Rather than going into the fight with fists up, I wanted someone to be behind me and tell me "you can do it!".

Then I realized that when it comes to bettering ourselves, as people we want to do everything but actually put in the work. Now in the future, I plan on remembering this.....

_________________
I just come on here these days to give advice and read interesting threads. Gone are the days when I came to seek advice and validation.

interesting...

_________________

Good post Paramount21! Glad to hear you scored with a blonde chick and that things are going better.

_________________
Never get broken up with again: the-addiction-formula-never-get-broken- ... 88794.html

Stop listening to your mind, it will lie to you often.

Start listening to your heart, it will truly set you free!

Peace...

_________________
Crypto...
______________________________________
All girl's are Freaks...It is your job to bring it out in them! - Crypto

You need to stop bending over and letting her ass fuck your brain! - Heywood

nice one my son... its not that i didnt heard it or followed before...its just that i forget it from time to time...thnx for the reminder!

_________________

Your heart and emotions are also more likely to get you in trouble.

_________________
I just come on here these days to give advice and read interesting threads. Gone are the days when I came to seek advice and validation.

interesting stuff.. i think these 2 are different...whatever, i actually dont believe trouble exists... i always cross that word when buying a new dictionary and substitute it with a more suitable one:
1.lesson 2. opportunity for growth or to get to know thyself 3.blessing in disguise 4.test

_________________