last night we went to the drive-ins and it was really good. But it still isn't like shes horny and wants it. Its more like "we haven't done it in a while we NEED to"


And I really need it to be "Oh my god i cant wait to F$*k you."


I dont really know, im kinda trying to put a little distance between us and make the relationship a bit more casual. I think that may help it out for better or for worse. My philosiphy has always been to be your best and not worry too much about what the other person is doing, and things will turn out ok.

Thanks for the help though guys, last night was a good step in the right direction. I wore a new shirt out, and a bracelet i made, and I think that helped quite a bit.