Ok, I thought I was on the path towards healing, I thought I was on the path towards solving my problems.
Tonight I was at a bar, just praticeing some shit, one girl was hugging me and telling me I'm cool, and another was telling me I'm a creep and a stalker and I need to get away, and I ended up getting punched and thrown out of the bar. A

And that just goes to show how brittle women are, one false move in the astomsphere and everthing comes tumbling down.

I thought I was healing, I thought I was improveing, but maybe I need to execpt the fact that I'm terrible at talking to women

I had a goal in mind, to get me first girlfrinend, to meet one girl in my misrable fucking life that fucking exepts me.

I asked a girl I really like out and she shot me down, right there in the middle of my work place.

22 years I've strived to rise above my opresttion and I still stuggle I know, I still have some sticking points here and there, and part of me knows that at the end of the road I can sucseed, but another part of me knows I'm a dip shit, and that
I'm nerd
I'm a geek
I'm a spazz
I'm a creep
and I know no love
and I feel no love
and I will never know love, or emotion or anything that normal people feel becoue I'm not a normal person, I'm a degenerate.

Right now you are destroying yourself.

By controlling your own thoughts you can control your own emotions. You can even control your own confidence.

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There is NO secret ingredient. Theres just you.

It's okay, man. These things happen all the time.

Focus on the hugs and success, and break down the negative and find out what you did wrong. While you learn this stuff, it's normal to experience some downs before the ups. It's all a matter of change and congruence. You'll get there, man, just keep up

Build confidence. Get som healthy and good mindsets, and so on.

And there's nothing wrong eith being a nerd and a geek. As long as you're confident, playful and alpha, you can do almost anything. A good friend of mine plays CoD4 for at least 4 hours every day, and pulls girls left and right.

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~ Nightfox ~

<Facher> Who the fuck drinks alcohol at 2 PM?
<Chief> Oh, you silly non-New Orleans people

I mean it depends what you are doing, obviously you are doing something wrong, try something different. Have you read 'Mystery Method's Venusian Arts' or 'How to get beautifull woman into bed' ? They are really good and helping me currently allot. Find people who can be good wingmen and have fun first of all !

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**If something does not work, try something else**

Or The Attraction Code, by Vin DiCarlo. Great stuff.

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~ Nightfox ~

<Facher> Who the fuck drinks alcohol at 2 PM?
<Chief> Oh, you silly non-New Orleans people

ok personally it sounds like your coming from a really bad place right now, maybe you need to figure out if there are other problems besides women that are making you so upset with yourself. RULE #1 if you dont love yourself, no one else will either

Never take failure and rejection personally. I know it can be hard as hell sometimes, but I always try to think 'it's not me she's rejecting, because she hasn't seen enough of me to reject me on a deeper level... what she is rejecting is my game, and that I can improve.' Keep trying and try not to get serious with girls who aren't serious with you. Remember this mindset (most mPUAs seem to have a version of it):

YOU are the price. THEY have to earn it. YOU have nothing to prove. YOU know your own worth. THEY are worthless, until they display value.

Might seem a bit harsh, but it makes sense in the long run.