So last night was the first time I have tried viagra and wow what a pill. I would highly recommend it to anyone trying to have a fun night. Literally, you get off, n ur dick just stays rock hard forever. Its pretty fucking crucial lol.

So onto the night. This 7 who I've hooked up with a handful of times came over last night. I had been drinking all day which is in no way uncommon for me. I wasn't really drunk because I had been drinking moderately all day. Anyways she came over n we kicked it with my roommates for a min then I took her to my room. I told her to find something on ondemand n went to the bathroom, popped a viagra n took a piss. I go back to my room n put on get him to the greek. After 15-20 minutes, we start making out. End of the day I eat her out n she blows me. This girl gives crazy good head n said "consider me ur head waitress, n ill do whatever u want" (she also has no gag reflex, so face fuckin her is cool as well. Anyways I get off, n my dick is still ROCK hard...n not like ur worked up n rock hard, just that's how it was lol. So anyways we smoke a cig n go back to my room. We keep making out, n then she says she can't be sexual all the time n wanted to cuddle. I said "I don't remember sending out a dtc memo today". Anyways we cuddle for a min n then I freeze her out by going upstairs, taking some shots with my friends, smoking a cig, then coming back to her. When I get back to her she gives me some little speech about how she isn't trying to have sex n blah blah. Anyways this girl used to be a total slut, n now she "isn't" because she doesn't like to fuck but will suck dick all day lol. So I tell her some bullshit about how life is about living in the moment n such n how I don't slap the universe in the face, I go with all the beauty of itself that it presents to me. Something like that. Anyways she says how she used to be like that n isn't now n blah blah blah. Im thinking this is just some antislut n to blast right through it. So after that I start making out with her again n we get naked n in my bed. I show her a tiny amount of some tantric principles like being close n breathing back n forth into each others mouth. Anyway she digs it n still everytime im about to slip it in, she stops me. She tells me she hasn't had sex in a yr n a half n how she used to hate herself n now she doesn't n blah blah blah. So my one roommate who has been my best friend since I was 13 is a dj n he starts spinning upstairs, but I can hear the music perfectly. So I finger her to the beat of the music (we listen to alot of electronic music so its all pretty fast paced). Anyways this whole time my dick is rock solid hard. She after continually getting beatness everytime I try to stick it in, I tell her to blow me. All the time she's stopping me from fucking her, she keeps telling me how sorry she is n blah blah blah. She blows me again n keeps complimenting my dick (it is pretty great tho lol). So all in all, I copped two dome shots from her last night, but this is the annoying part...right around christmas, me n my roommates decided to set our numbers to 0, n race to 100. Well in this race you have to fuck not just get head. So im only down one point right now, n this Bitch should've had me tied for first yesterday, but grr she wont fuck lol. Anyways...viagra is a super win. I wouldn't use it all the time, but its definitely something to crack out from time to time. Next...I love getting bj's...I mean absolutely love them, so I will def keep the girl around. Oo also, she's leaving in a week n a half to go to europe cause she won some young american poet thing. So...anyone have a similar situation, or any advice? She basically is "saving herself" but will suck dick on the reg no issue. Im not super concerned if I don't get the point, cause their are millions of girls, but its super annoying having this girl, n not getting the point. Solutions???