Okay this saturday was an okay day to go out..not as good as most and far from as wild as I like them but fact remains it was okay, but as I see it I caused buyers remorse and set myself in an awkward position, I accidently laid a chick which works with me..ofcourse I did not lay her the same night was way to wasted to do so.. problems downstairs well this is how it all went.

I was planning on heading out that evening so I asked the girl which works with me if she was planing on doing something special..was meant to keep convo going and not at all any intentions of hooking up later, she told me she might be going to meet a friend in Gothenburg(sweden) so I played around acting a bit arrogant(guess its in my nature) and said Ohh to bad I wanted a free drink from you..but seems princess is a bit busy..no worries, ill find some one else to buy me one.

So befor the day is over she goes I am headed to Brats, where you goin?

Was going way to easy if you ask me so i had to make it a bit more intressting..and said well I am not sure..but not brats.

So we chit chat for awhile and she asks me if she could get a ride home with me(we live in the same area) I tease her and tell her she could ride in the backseat.

Well the drive home was'nt intressting just lame talk about stuff which dont matter really.

Okay as I arrive to the club I talk to some people that know me, hey what can I say I dont know alot of people..seems a shit load knows me tho

anyway as I chit chat to a mixed set I feel someone hugging me from behind and turn around I recongnize her..she even bought me a beer is'nt that cute?

anyway we dance, chit chat..well I simply show her an awesome evening

as the night is about to end (the club closing) She tells me she does'nt want to sleep at home, some lame excuse about a spider bla bla bla well you know, she wants to come along with me, hey I am not gonna say no so she spends the night at my place..was way to drunk to lay her so we just fool around I feel her up and after awhile I guess I fell asleep, wake up the next morning and she's cuddled next to me..huh is'nt that nice? I give her a kiss on the forehead and just relax for awhile, then some shit got me arroused and I just start kissin her and fingering her oops and befor you know it I was asking her if she was on the pills Damn she was'nt yuck hate rubber!

the thing here is I really dont want a relationship so I am not callin her for a few days..but sooner or later ive got to reconnect her ass and try to FB her..but if it cnbs I might be in for some fucked up shit at work!

SF