Hey, so im pretty sure this will be my first lay report. you dont have to read it, i just wanted to type it up because it success for me and hopefully will motivate me to keep going by typing it out
Before i knew this community i used to hang around douchebags to see if i can learn how to get girls like they do, and i met this girl through a douchebag friend who got me to practice escalation moves on her, it was an educational night. anyways we always talked over fb after that, some deep conversation sometimes all night long. she told me i shouldnt try to become a douchebag cos she likes nice guys...even though she liked my douchebag friend.
the years pass, i get into pua, and she invites me to her birthday party 2 years later even though we sort of stopped talking.
i eventually show up and the only people who are there are her SPAM. i find out she has a bf and they moved in together. at the end of the night i manage to talk to her for 2 hours in her doorway secretly hoping to cockblock her bf from getting birthday sex. not sure if it worked and i felt that sting of failure in my throat and went to sleep.
the coming weekend i decide to ask her out to the movies, fuck it. she didnt respond so i went to watch a movie with my friends. i really hate it when girls leave you hanging instead of a simple no. the next day she says she didnt see the message and we go watch another movie on monday.
so when i met up with her i didnt think of it as a date, she has a bf and shes a friend for 2 years, so no tricky business, no escalation and therefore no problems. we have dinner first, grab an icecream, take a walk, then watch the movie, it was a horror movie i had wanted to see in some time, "annabelle".
throughout the movie i got obvious hints that she wanted me to place my arm around her or something, at one of the jumpscare moments of the movie she jumps and tried reaching for my hand, except my hand wasnt there, i had my arms folded...mwahahahahaha i felt so evil
movie ends and we go our separate ways, i think i got some iod's from her.
the coming days i find out that she broke up with her bf and he got kicked out...so bascially i went on a date with a single girl and made absolutely no moves on her.....SHAME ON ME!!
so i tell her "damn if i knew u were single i would have made a move on you at the cinema"
this starts a whole conversation about if i like her and if she likes me and blah blah, the goal i had in mind was to get a fuck buddy. so i clearly stated i am physically attracted to her but if i date her we might break up and then id never have her in my life again, id prefer to be friends and have her in my life forever....pure genius
i go to her place one night, we both agreed that getting physical with eachother is fine. we get to her bedroom and start watching movies and talking, i use the question game to lead the conversation. i find out she has had sex with 17 guys...big number for a girl my age (20 years old) so i found that really intimidating. especially when she said she only has sex with guys that can become a bf or have fuck buddy rules established. these 17 guys wernt one night stands..
she has to go to have a shower, while shes in there i figure out my plan and rehearse it so i dont chicken out like i always do. ill start tickling her and get into a position ontop of her, pin her arms down, look into her eyes and kiss her...yeah thats exactly what i will do, perfect.
she has a long freaking shower, which is good cos shell be extra clean i guess. i get bored and check her bedside table. theres a nearly empty box of extra large condoms i assume belonged to her boyfriend...insecurity starts creeping into my mind since im not extra large, how the hell can i compete with that?!
also i find a white 7 inch vibrator with flat batteries and lube/massage oil next to it. i couldnt help egtting a cheeky grin on my face. i take the vibrator and put it in my pocket for a joke i though of.
she comes into the bedroom with clothes on, i guess she put them on in the bathroom. she sits next to me and i compliment how nice her hair smells now.
we resume the movie and i pull the vibrator out of my pocket and slowly wiggle it like a worm across the screen. she first asks "what is that? (5 second pause) oh...yeah that belonged to my ex boyfriend".....
i drop the tainted toy and run into the bathroom chanting fuckfuckfuckfuck and turn the hot water and soap on.
shes laughing all over the place so i hit her with a pillow, she retaliates and we have a pillow fight. i disarm her, throw my pillow away and sit on her and start tickling her feet and just like i had planned i ended up pinning her arms, looking into her eyes....but i couldnt kiss...i chickened out what a pussy. so i said "no im not going to"
she said "not going to what?" and i told her "now would be such a good moment to kiss you"
she said "well you dont have to kiss me if you dont want to"
then i kissed her!
and it was a good fucking kiss
very fulfilling
we keep kissing and she turns off her laptop and puts it on the desk....no more ioi's needed...its on now all i have to do is try to get passed LMR
i touch her boobs with her shirt on and shes fine
i slide my hand under her bra and shes still not giving LMR
so i pull her up and tell her to take off her shirt (this is good because i still have no idea how to take off a bra)
she takes off her shirt, bra and all, i take off mine
and well...things go well no LMR at all
we take a break after her 5th orgasm and start talking about sex stuff.
she masturbates every day and has 5 orgasms unless she is in a relationship and then she has sex every day. she has her own vibrator.
i convince her to show me her vibrator, she shows me her whip and handcuffs cos shes into domnination.
her vibrator is fucking huge! its one of those big vibrators with the clit stimulating thing sticking out of it. again it felt pretty intimidating that i had to compete with that thing
i ask her "how many orgasms shes had in one night" and she says "21" i think. so i tell her i want to beat that record.
1 hour later she reaches 15 orgasms and then says shes starting to get sore, we decide to call it quits.
i feel fantastic, gave a girl 15 orgasms in one night and lasted over 2 hours. good considering this is the 3rd time ive had sex
the next morning we have another round before she goes to work. i get home with alot on my mind.
ever since then or relationship has been completely platonic so she doesnt want to have sex with someone unless its something meaningful
anyways shes had sex with 17 guys now and that makes me uncomfortable and also she takes it BIG which again makes me uncomfortable... those are some issues that are on my mind- any thoughts on the matter would be greatly appreciated
i typed this up mostly to find some encouragement and motivation since shes on my mind alot now and i need to get out and meet more chicks
CHAT
