So about two weeks ago i realized my best friend got super sexy and i wanted to fuck her ( i've always wanted to bang her but she just got more sexy). So she ends up inviting me to one of her parties like she usually does we get drunk everyone's gone and she's kissing on some guy i kinda know sorta. I tell her that i'm going out for a smoke, and then just leave after that. She then calls me 10 min later and asks where I'm at i told her I'm at home and got bored and i told her well i don't want to be the 3rd wheel. She says okay and i don't talk to her for a cpl days.
Fast forward about 3 days later, i get a txt from her asking if i was getting jealous and that it just doesn't seem like me. I told her the truth i was like yeah i've liked you for awhile but were best friends it's not expose to be like that. She's like yeah and she (sighed). The next weekend rolls by and she invites me over but this time is different. We both get drunk and she takes me over to the side, and says why couldn't you have told me sooner you asshole, and gave me a big hug and started making out. Fast forward to the end of the night i'm at her place and were cuddling and she's kinda scared and wouldn't even let me hit it. I end up asking her out the next day she said yeah and i stayed at her house for the week but she's unwilling to have sex. (I guess it is the sexual barrier she doesn't want to ruin the friendship).
So she has another party again on the weekend and she says a bunch of stuff to me trying to get me scared. She said she's more then likely to cheat on me and that it wasn't a good idea to go out with me. So i end up trying to bang her on the way home from the party throwing her against a fence but she just wasn't into it saying i'm her friend. So the next day comes around and i tell her this ain't gonna work out and that i can't talk to you for awhile blah blah blah. A few days go by i end up txting her that i miss her and she gets all angry and says it prob wouldn't of worked out anyways and to not try to contact her or be her friend anymore. So the next day she ends up txting me and saying she just wants to be friends and all that shit. I didn't respond to any txts for a cpl days as she said she would bother me every day. So then yesterday came around and i msged her telling her i need my charger and that i would come by for it. So i ended up comming by for my charger and she asked me to spend the night. I ended up spending the night and we started to tickle each other and i ran my finger on the lower part of her spine and well you guys can tell what happened after that

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