| Today at 7 PM east coast time I was invited to come to a friend's party. I was actually planning on not going since I was a bit tired from working out and a bit sore but I said why not.
So basically I went to the party, had some fun, we danced, music played. It was a house party and I talked to people. I met this one girl who helped me during the semester and we talked and she was really nice to me as well. So I met her at the party and we ended up talking for a bit. Thing is I had a ride to come to the party (a friend dropped me off) but my friend told me he can't pick me up until 10.
At 9 PM I kinda already felt like leaving and a few people were leaving. Well then it happened. The girl asked me where I was going and I told her that I was gonna leave and chill at home but my friend can't pick me up till then. She smiled and told me she will drop me off.
Well, I noticed she drove to her house. I didn't say anything, didn't want to be rude. She told me her parents were out of town, I looked at her and smile and said "nice, you have the house all to yourself". She smiled and told me to come in, I told her alright.
Now after doing that I went inside, she went to another room and told me to sit on the couch. She came out wearing shorts instead of pajamas and a short shirt. Sat next to me and rubbed my cheeks and smiled.
I WENT FOR THE RISK! Meaning....
I went in for the kiss, one thing led to another but for nearly a minute we kissed. After that I grabbed her butt and squeezed it a little and then took some of my clothes off. My pants were off and pretty soon my boxers came off, I was afraid I was going to ejaculate prematurely, but I didn't. I do not need to continue what happened
thing is
I lost my virginity tonight!
feels alright, especially since I was at kind of a low point in my life......
she was nice enough to drop me off back home a few minutes later though, told my friend not to bother coming _________________ I just come on here these days to give advice and read interesting threads. Gone are the days when I came to seek advice and validation.
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