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I have followed these posts for a while now. I love reading them however something seems to bother me about them.
after reading your previous threads and this thread I have made a few assumptions of clozer..
TBH I think you are a loser. I said it. I'm not hating but common man, you are addicted. I feel bad for you. you are lonely and insecure. Your game is GOOD but it is good because it is your drug. You are in your 30's and your still chasing girls for sex. My SPAM got dumped by his girl a year agoi and he still bringing her up in conversation. It is lame. She moved on a long time ago. Doesn't speak to him anymore. He needs to move on and so do you. You are waiting for her to come back and she isn't.
I don't know what else to say but I feel sorry for you. I would hate your life.
You are unhappy and insecure. You say you have Season Affective Syndrome...... What a load of shite!! Sort yourself out. please for your own sake.
Regards
hero
It's okay man. I'm not going to get all strung out because you think I'm a loser. Hey man, I just love fucking women, that's all I can say. I too have pondered whether or not it is an addiction. Usually sex addicts are classified as people who have no control over their behavior and thus lose their jobs, money, go into debt, take extraordinary risks for sex, lose important relationships, etc. I did lose an important relationship. However in that experience I am slowly coming to the realization that, for myself, monogamy is not the way for my life. Beyond that I have never lost a job, put myself in financial jeopardy or taken an extraordinary risk. I hate wearing rubbers, but on my last trip to Ghana I wore them religiously even when some girls asked me to fuck them bareback.
And yeah man, I have been unhappy. I'm not going to deny it. I had an awesome girlfriend who loved me like I had never been loved before. But after finding out out about the other women around me she knuckled down on my already short leash and started demanding a family, children, cars, a monthly allowance (no joke) and house as well. The pressure mounted and it all came tumbling down. So yeah man, who the fuck wouldn't be unhappy after going through that? Me being unhappy is me being REAL here.
But after the shit storm comes a beautiful rainbow. Things are getting brighter, spring has come and I am so excited about life and the new me who really realizes who I am and at the deepest core level which means I have to live the way that I know is right for me in my heart. It's like another person commented here, there are no rules in life that a man must be at point X at point Y in his life.