My very first lay report

I try to really focus on the stuff that could help you and less on boring details.
The key actions I want to make my point with are marked with

There is a bit of a history between me and that girl but I won't bother you with details.
Only thing you need to know is that I went to school with her and because of some strange rumors I went to her place in order to clear things up.

So after 3 minutes we cleared everything and started talking about other stuff, sitting on opposite ends of the couch.

I wondered about how to reduce the distance between. Then I did it using my phone and showing her pictures and stuff.

I played with my fingers around her knee and leg as we talk and look at her in that special kinda way

She then looked at my hand on her leg and asked if I was hitting on her.
I smiled and said; 'Yeah sure! I just want to have fun!!' (Shit-test)
She most certainly did not expect this response, stood up and sat down at the
window to smoke a cigarette. We continued talking.

A few minutes later I went to the bathroom. When I came back to the living room she was gone. I found her on her bed, lying on her belly, facing the wall.

I lay down next to her and started touching her back and continued to escalate more and more.
She asked me what I was doing and again I said that I'm just having fun.
I started kissing her neck and then I turned her around so that she faced me.
Then we started making out.

I removed her shirt and bra but she wouldn't let me remove her pants. I just ignored her little rejections and started touching her over her pants.

She said that she won't have sex with me, which I completely ignored.
About 20 sec later her hand was in my pants and you probably can imagine
what happened then.

In order to summarize the important lessons;
- shit tests; extremely powerful if you really pull them off.
- it's only a big deal if you make it one! When she said that she won't have sex with me I ignored it. What girls say is not what they mean. Actually it was just another kind of shit test.

So I went there expecting to have sex with her and with some more condoms in my pockets
At first it was a bit awkward and for a moment I thought; 'Umm no sex for me tonight.'
But then I suppressed this thought, saying to myself that she totally wants me and I can do this.

another point I actually wanted to make just came to my mind again;

how to handle LMR;

At some point she was turning herself away from me. I carried on kissing her neck for a moment but then I turned away and started to button up my shirt.
She then turned towards me, kissed me and told me to not button it up. And it was on again

So how to handle LMR is to back off and let her come to you.