INTRODUCTION

I have lurked around on this forum for the past couple of years and have read "The Game" by Neil Strauss as well as the companion guide. I own and have read both books written by Mystery and Gambler's book as well.

SO... with that being said I know quite a few routines and have tried them out in various situations where I was comfortable and have had great success. I want to develop a few MLTR's and start getting laid on a regular basis, but I need to get over some initial sticking points... I have AA problems.

When it comes to Day Game I feel like I'm manipulating the situation... And when it comes to Night Game I am terrified of going to bars and clubs because it's not my scene. I have been practicing my Stripper Game to get over this... but I am still nervouse about going out at night, plus I have a day job and am not a night owl...

I know this is no excuse and I'm am arranging my schedule so that I can go out a few nights a week along with learning Day Game as I go about my work week...

I've heard that Night Game is really where I should start, but I need some sort of moral support, guidance and some people who can relate to the struggle that is Pick Up... It's time to change my life... and with this forum and a place to post field reports I feel like it just may be possible to turn my life into something wonderful... I'm starting this journal and writing a book about my experiences...

I've failed at so many things in life that I am afraid I'll fail at this too and be alone forever, but I'm tired of not having a girlfriend (or girlfriends) to go to the movies with or see a play or what ever dorky stuff couples do together..

I am need to become a social expert, build a Lair here in Davenport and start living the life I've always wanted to live... I want to master the Venusian Arts and teach other guys how to do so as well...

I look forward to becoming an integral part of this community and not just learning from everyone, but helping others to learn as well...

Lovecraft...

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How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her as if she were a perfectly normal human being. - Oscar Wilde

am very nervous approaching and opening... I have suffered from AA for too long though...

I get the impression that this is something that I will never overcome - but must learn to deal with...

There's an old saying that you can't get rid of the butterflies, you just have to make them fly in formation...

That's what I'm doing... I'm gaming the not so hot chicks and learning how to overcome my AA and make it work for me... and along the way I will even get to sleep with some HB's...

I've never been above having sex with chubby chicks before, so why start now...

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How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her as if she were a perfectly normal human being. - Oscar Wilde