i know that sounds crazy but stay with me. I did a lot of things wrong to as you'll see, which shows how big of a rookie i am.

so me and some buddies plan on going to a big block party at the college we go to. but first we went up to meet some girls to do a little pre partying.

Ive never met any of these girls but i heard they were hot. so when i first went in i put a big smile on my face and tried to act like i owned the place but after about 30 sec into my plan.

the afc in me came out cause these girls were 8's 9's. in some peoples book they were 10's but im kinda picky. I later calmed down and picked my target. a little blonde about 5'2

with a tight little bubbley ass. So i was trying to work my game. looking for ioi's, negging her alot then ignoring her and talking to her friends. everyone was laughing at my jokes and they loved my stories i'd rehearsed.

then we jetted to the main party which was crazy, everyone got split up but i didnt care there was 2000 people and i was just socializing. listening to music dancing and having a good time.

well about 45 min into it the cops came and shut it down. so we headed to the after party. which was at my targets house. what i didnt know though is that she had a water bottle

full of vodka and sprite. and she was wasted beyond belief. when i got to her house she was in her bra with 2 other girls dancing on the coffee table. so why she was trying to get attention from every guy there i

started flirting with her friend. which became my new target. i struggled here to come up with some interesting stuff to say cause she already heard my game plan from before.

i was on my phone a lot to, i couldnt find my ride home so i was trying to get a hold of him every 5 min and i was texting a girl that im hanging out with next thursday.

so with the boring convo and me on my phone, i notice that she is getting bored and she pulls out her phone. so in a last effort i bust out "its so rude to text on your phone when your trying to get to know

someone." then she gives me shit about doing it first. so the next five min are good just joking around. then my original target grabs my hand and slurs sorry ive been so rude let me give you the tour.

so she pulls me off of the couch and shows me her house. so then she takes me to the kitchen and we start talking and then she says i know about these shirts and

tries to unsnap my shirt in front of everyone (i was wearing a western looking shirt.) then she started biting my chest and saying i want to see you with out your shirt on.

she was grabbing my ass and whispering in my ear i want you to keep me warm tonight. Normally i would of kept her warm but she was way to smashed and i was into her friend now.

(damn morals) well after that my second target acted weird around me like i was trying to take advantage of her friend or i handled it wrong. so on the ride back to my car was way awkward.

it was late i couldnt think of anything to say. she was texting and talking on the phone telling another guy to come over. kinda a slap in the face. then i went home and laid

in bed just thinking about what i should of done. what i did notice was kinda off when gave all my attention to my original target she loved it but when i tried to get her to chase me.

she was gone and i would eventually have to go get her.

This an example of why canned pre planned routines don't work. You need to get you natural conversations skills together. U were used up before the part got started. U were to focused on finding a ride home u should have been focusing on how u could have spent the night at the girls house. Don't be playing on your phone all night setting up future events with a girl who aint even there who could possibly flake on u when you've got girls right in front of u

(And that moral stuff thats just an excuse) if was morals were the case here u wouldn't be thinking out what I should have done that was just Plain Fear. U struck out twice buddy one with the girl who was all over u That was all u you should have kissed closed and took her somewhere private and U didn't have to have sex with her but you could've set up a future meeting and spent the night she wanted u to keep her warm(Take the signs Man!!!!). 2nd with the girl who ended up calling some other guy because u had nothing to say(I doubt you had a chance with her because you didn't do and kind of sexual escalation you didn't attempt and sort of kissing with her smelling her neck.

But part of this is learning from missed opportunities and not to letting it happen again

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