So... today while texting back and forth with this cute girl I have been seeing off and on for a few weeks. ( just grabbed coffee and talked... etc)

never really made a move.

than today I said I wanted to take her out... which lead to this.

Me: Hmm I want to take you out.

Her: Melissa you and I could all go bowling together.

Me: you keep adding Melissa into our plans.

Her: Yes we are all friends.

Me: I see.

after this little exchange my blood started to boil.... I slammed my fist on my desk. which broke my keyboard tray. dropping my expensive keyboard on my toe. this just made me madder. I took the keyboard and slammed it on the ground and threw it at the closet which broke the keyboard and put a hole in the door, this made me up and punch my xbox which broke it and my new Black ops disc.

so... rejection costed me.

100 dollar desk 300 dollar xbox 60 dollar game 70 dollar headphones and a hole in my closet door. and whatever the keyboard costs...

and I have number 49 to my rejection list. (I have a list of women who rejected me, shes number 49)

So... been talking to a few guys on here. Chief told me to do the newbie mission, a few others said to just talk to women in general. talking to women is easy opening them is easy... I had a girl I was attracted to and she was willing to go with me and what not but... I had no idea what to do from there. no way to go from..... having coffee... to touching her hand to kissing. I suffer from oneitis as the moment a girl wants to be around me its a rare thing so I hang onto it as long as I can... but I can never escalate.

All the girls I talk to say I need to change the way I dress. and my hair style. ( i really have no idea what it is.)

So how do I go from...

this... ( as in... not being confident with a HB6, oneitis, neediness, and massive levels of hate anger and frustration)

to posting

this

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You need to see a professional therapist. No excuses.

mystery method will help i guess. the more women you meet the more you will get used to actually being with women. whts so bad abut having girls as freinds. you can go out with them girls and meet more girls in the process. if the girl is really your freind then she wont get jealous and ull be wit the other girl. if she does then bobs ya uncle its a win win situation man. just be freinds when it happens.

but yer read the mystery method that will help you with escalation.

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