Just talked to a model that came in to print out some headshots at my work. She was in a hurry to LA. Talking to her she has a kid, she didn't look as good in person from her pictures, as usual. I was gonna use the U and C shape smile routine and she knew about it. So that threw me off a bit if she's been gamed with that before or she just knew about it in general. She also had a mark on one tooth plus the acne on her face and her kid had me not really attracted to her. If I was attracted I would've pulled the trigger but I felt the need to sarge anyways and get a number close.

I didn't in the end I felt I was just doing it for my own personal satisfaction to see if I could and not really interested in following up if I got a number. I feel if I don't sarge when I see an opportunity then I feel like I failed especially at work when it's so easy to open on customers. Sometimes we need the validation of others for our personal satisfaction/ self esteem and know that we are attractive in society just by getting a persons phone number, or just by simple IOIs from others. I felt it was better I didn't n close but who knows she probably wouldve blown me off anyways. I felt if I did insist a number her answer couldve gone either way.

For the first time I felt some kind of guilt in sarging. Just to see if I can close is not my goal. I'm in this for a relationship not booty calls, I already have that.

you're pov is pretty chill. i'm going to be honest and say that you shouldn't use sarging as a crutch for your personality
i've had and solved that problem: i would get thrown a little off while i was out living my life and shutdown or decide that i'm not interested when i might've been before
the solution is to stay in THE ZONE
you should be treating old ladies, lil girls, businessmen, your boss, your wife, and your girlfriend all the same.. stay IN THE ZONE and you'll be playful and having fun with everyone
SMILE SMILE SMILE and you can get away with murder.. sometimes more

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i'm more playful, ergo i win