| Before I start I just want to give a background of who I am...
My seduction name means Secret Lover. My goal is not to be the guy they are in a relationship with but to be the guy they dream about at night. Im new to the Pua stuff. I started in the winter of this year and at the time really didn't take this seriously I spend most of the winter just reading the infomation and it didn't fully make sense to me. Near the end of the school year I got into a "fuck it" mode and decided i will stop caring about the out come and just do it. So instead of just planning stuff out I just flowed with it. Just went with a what ever happens happens additude. After that things started to get fun, I just tried what ever came to mind. Which alot of it was funny (example: I walked up to a girl and told her that she has an amazing energy about her and that i have to capture it onto paper)
So yesterday I after taking my regents, oh by the way I'm in high school and hopefully going to 12th grade, I Spend some time with this one girl I've known for a couple of weeks. She's black, is a christian and has a boyfriend, out of a 10 I would give her a 7. I nicknamed her secret( I give nick names because Im really horrible with names). From an outsider's point of view I had no chance.
When I first met her, which was in the school library, I tried to talk to her but she ignored me but i didn't give up. Every day I seen her I would try to talk to her, mostly try to get her to laugh. I would ask her questions like is she a spy or stuff like that. If I felt like I was bugging her I ask her if I was bugging her, she said no and thats when I assumed she was attracted to me. Long story short she gave me her email and told me that she was faithful to her boyfriend. That word has no meaning to me. But again I didn't expect anything. So we email a couple times and then Im walking down the halls one day and I see her, by herself. So I was like y not. I caught up with her and ask her where she is going. She tells me and I said me too. We end up getting there n it turns out to be empty. Perfect now I can spend some time getting to know her. We talked and I showed her some of my poems n art. She was really interested in my poems so I told her to read one, but not just read it. I told her to pretend like its hers. She complied. So after that in one of my classes I send an email.... wow This came out really long so I will cut this short.
Yesterday I went to the college by my house with one of my friends and brought secret along. My friend ends up leaving. Me and secret ends up getting real intimate. I can't bring her to my house because too much questions and we can't goto her house because her boyfriend and her being a christian and all. I wanted to F-close but we cant do that in this college, too much cameras I already got into alot of trouble with this college so security don't like me. It would be impossible. We end up going by the creek where i think there is no cameras and I get head there. Later after that we sit and talk and I tell her to message me about what she thinks of yesterday. She does and here it is:(I edited the names out)
today is Wednesday, June16 2010. right now i feel drunk from lust. i spent the whole afternoon with silentamor. after regents i walked home because when i was waiting for silentamor one of my bf's friends came over to talk to me and he told me that he saw bf about 30 minutes before he was talking to me and i guess i acted paniced so he asked me if everything was fine between us and i think i said yeah but i walked away out of the cafeteria and went to my house. i got home and i called silentamor and asked him where he was and he said he was still in school. he asked me where i was and i answered. i said i was at my house because my mom said he was at my house. but when i got there he wasnt. well silentamor told me to meet at school and to bring some food because he was kind of hungry. so i told him that i was coming. (i can't wait until i can actually say that) i made him pizza rolls/bites and i packed other snacks. so i was leaving my house and i told my mom i was leaving and i was going back to the school to meet up with my girlfriends. i thought she was going to give me a hard time about it but she didnt i was so glad. i walked to school and saw silentamor and his friend standing inside the FA entrance. silentamor came out and he told his friend to come along. his friend said he needed a phone so i gave mines to him. we walked and talked. we finally reached union college and silentamor left me and his friend in the college cafeteria to get to kno each other better while he goes to take care of his business so he can come back. i immediately felt awkward but we actually ended up talking. hes a cool person. i asked him to draw me a picture so he drew me my juice bottle. it was actually good. it was way better than what i would have drawn. about 47 minutes later silentamor showed up and thats when the REAL fun started. for maybe 3 minutes me, silentamor and his friend was talking and then silentamor said that he was expecting me to be wearing my sexy outfit( a green, white, beige, and black silk shirt with jeans that i already had on and those black heels that he likes)when he arrived. so i got up and grabbed my book bag and he showed me where the rest room was. he said he wanted to come in but i said no your not. i wanted him to come in really bad. but im just not ready for that with him just yet. its too soon. we probably will have sex before school starts again. i hope so. well i finished putting my outfit on so i walked out the bathroom and walked to the table. i dont remember if his friend was still sitting their when i got out of the bathroom. i dont think he was because i really dont remember saying bye. me and silentamor sat at the table for about 5 minutes and he asked me if i wanted to take a walk. i said sure come on. we left out of the cafeteria and went somewhere. it was nice. its somewhere where i can see us making love. not having sex. not fucking. not having a quickie. but making lov then we started talking about head from a previous message. and i asked him if he wanted it. so we walked to find a more secluded area in union collge. we stopped for 3 seconds and i was scared at first that we might get caught but then it just happened. i asked him if he had anything that i should know about before i gave him head and he said no he actually gets checked every six months and i said thats good. then he asked me if i did and i said no. i hope he wasnt lying because i want children someday of my own. and we made our way to a pathway in the forest part of the college. there was trees and a nice stream that flowed with clear water. then we put our belongings on the leaves that had fallen to the ground. then we kisses. then he unbuckled his belt and fliped open his boxer briefs.and BAMMM there it was. a nice, sexy, big, circumcised, long, round headed penis that was just beautiful. i can tell that god took his time making silentamor. i put my mouth on his penis and it felt great. it was something new. something that i've been craving for. something that i've been wanting. he told me how to operate with his penis and i liked it. before him i didnt think that i had gagging reflex. but silentamor is more bigger and longer than bf so i learned something new for the day. it didnt take long for him to give me his children in my mouth. which i liked because with bf it takes about 10 minutes for him to cum. well i swallowed his children and i liked it. i also like when he was pulling my hair. how come bf never does that. well we got our belongings together and we walked to a spot where there was table and chair sets set up outside inside a garden area. it was very beautiful. i thought it was romantic. we talked for a while and it was nearing the time for me to go home so before i left i ended up giving him head again. and i swallowed his second round of children and i liked it. after that we went back it the cafeteria and i went to the bathroom to change back into my regular clothes. and we walked out of the cafeteria. we walked and tlked for about 2 minutes the we parted. i had a lot of fun today. and i know for sure that theres going to be more days like this. it it 9:48 right now and i am really tired. i have to get some rest for my session two part of the english regents tomorrow. i hope i dream about him tonight.
So this is from her point of view and if anyone has any questions or any confusion feel free to ask.
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