It's a bit long guys, copied and pasted from my blog. I've known and studied the community for over a year, but just recently, in the beginning of 2010, did I really start hitting the field and working on my game.

Wow, talk about a much needed time, hanging out and sarging. Work, the past couple of weeks, has swamped me. I’ve been on 7-12‘s, so, needless to say, I haven’t got to go out much. Although, before, I had really been struggling going out alone day gaming, but, I think, that really help push my night game along, come to find out.

Friday, I’m the first to show at the roof and start to feel a bit uncomfortable thinking, “damn I can’t stand around looking like an afc, not really having any fun.” I then decide to chat up with a bartender and then the boys show up. As were chilling by the bar, I finally get outside my head long enough for me to get into the mindset I always want to be in, which is, simply, fuck it, this place is kicking…I don’t give a shit what happens, I’m having blast. Paladin, pushes me into my second set, he realizes I don’t need to spend much time shooting the shit other wise I’ll just go cold again, and sure enough, it goes well for me, but I eject after a few short minutes as I feel myself start to stall.

After a few more sets that didn’t seem to hook, feeling ballsy, I see a HB8 tall (I love tall girls), dark brunette on the other side of the L shaped bar. I go in really direct, it hooks hard, IOI’s like crazy with lots of good kino, which has been rare by me lately, but, once again, mindset can take you far. Suddenly, her lonely friend comes over for defense. I start to get nervous, but some how, quickly, pulled myself together enough to intro myself, and she, luckily, flows into the conversation. She (the obsticle) still thinks I’m going to buy them drinks, though. She then says, something along the lines, “it’s only gentlemen like” and I snap back, “well, I’m sorry to upset you, gentlemen are just trying to find the easiest way to get in your pants.” After that, smarty pants, finally, turns around to the bar for a drink, which gives me long enough to close with a number, face book, and Kiss on the cheek (lol I know guys, Newbie alert! I hesitated on the real thing, but it was awesome for me).

My state is booming, everyone is having a good time and the place gets packed! I notice Tov and Paladin in a couple of great sets and this motivates me to go for a stronger close the rest of the night. I had already had huge improvement earlier, so the pressure to do well was absolutely gone. I took a few risks that didn’t work out, so I quit gaming so much, and go over to listen to the band play. I’m dancing for a bit, when this hawg and cute short chick come open me, with “your not from here are you.” I said “No, I live in the cardboard box across the street.” They don’t believe I’m from TN, because of the way I dress, etc. The cute one, my target now, obviously, the hawg wouldn’t give me the time of day lol, is whispering in the hawgs ear, which makes her leave. I finally notice what is going on, duh, and bounce her outside, a bouncer interrupts, because she‘s got a drink in her hand and makes us go back into the loud environment. I’m actually enjoying my convo with her, she’s got a cool personality, which makes me realize that it really is rare to find a girl in these places that doesn’t bore you to death. Anyways, I number close, go in for a hug, thinking, “you pussy, where in the hell is your balls at”, but as we hug, she kisses me on the neck…I then, firmly, grab her shoulders, and say “I know you can do better than that”, sure enough, first cold approach kiss close, wow this is what walking on clouds feels like.

Saturday night was fun, but man was I exhausted from the night before, and all the work from earlier this week. Most of my sets didn’t hook very well, and in there it got so loud, for me, it seemed it was gonna have to be on or nothing at all. Also, after a good night, my next night/day always seems to not go my way. I’m still having a awesome time, though. The DJ’s were hitting it off in the next room…I mean, it was crazy in there. My legs are still sore from jumping.

All in all, great weekend with the boys, and damn isn’t it great to live the lifestyle we know about. My game being, Natural, as I’m one of Paladin’s students, factors off from 99% inner game, so, I really learned this weekend that if I’m not actually having fun nothings going to really workout for me, at least not consistently. I mean, I have known this, but before it has been, as if, I go out thinking more along the lines of, “okay, I’m sarging set, set, set”, instead of just letting go like I did and enjoy the moment. Biggest realization, though, was most of my sets that went really well were not systematic at all. There was a opener, trans., and then a steady flow of me being my true best self.