The man with the dancefloor game has decided to go with this Journal, I forgot that I had friends on this forum that would like to know how I am doing in the field and maybe some guys that doubted the skill on the DF game thread lol.. Needless to say, sorry for waiting so long to post this here, enjoy the read and by all means express ur opinions and advice if need be lol...

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12/31/09
Bishop Lounge

Just before the new year Seven and I talked about doing a journal together on becoming seducers. To start out the year I made a revelution to at least sleep with one new girl a month, but also I wont be lowering my standards to meet my quota either. I havent had a chance to read what he is reading either, just his references and what he says works for me because it is simple but a bit creepy lol.

I'll take you guys back to New Years, where I was thinking of spending the night alone but my resolve told me to go out and kiss a random girl. The goal was a bit farfetched but hey Ive kissed 5 random girls 5 nights in a row once, so I dont see whats different.

Side note: My game up to this date, isnt very aggressive up to the approach, the past few months I have been sitting back and waiting for the night to come to me and giving value to to my friends. This has had a backlash in my social game quality, and I havent been in practice in a half a year.

Knowing that I had no money, all I could do was look and smell good, I have a few contacts that work at the register at the Lounge I went to. But, I ran into some friends and they asked me to join them, saying "Juice, come with us man"!! I wasnt going to say no, was I ?

I was excited and anxious, about the night not knowing what to expect or think of the first thing to do. Approach Random people? Nah, talk to my bouncer friend and go post up on the wall, yeah that's it !!! After following my friends to the VIP table making introductions with the people I didn't know, I decided to step out and go do this..I post up in an area where there is high traffic normally right from when you come into door, and between both bars in the venue. I lean back against the wall, head held high, slight smile on my face and getting into state. I see a few girls, I'm thinking of approaching but like I said I'm out of practice so, I dont do it.

Side Note: Seven told me that I need a good cologne to wear something women, will notice before and after they past me walking by should help immensely.

I look around calmly trying to make EC with some girl, and I do with a couple but I get quick head turns and no double takes.
(Double takes mean girls that look back after the initial look, this usually means come approach me or I like you)

After a few of these I get restless and go back to the VIP table and this happens for the next 45mins, and now I just have 15mins before the ball drops, so what do I do? I go into Overddrive, and I txt Seven for some advice on escalating faster with the kino upon meeting girls. So, as I'm going back out I run into Cat, HB8 Asain girl, with some potential.. I know I'm attracted to her and I can tell she is also. We begin talking and I'm touching her forearm rubbing it slowly, down to her and I make a motion for us to gab and she complies. I ask her the same question I asked every other girl up to this point, "What are you doing when the ball drops"? She replies, "Nothing"! So, I make a motion for us to kiss when it does and she is down for it, but she is on her way downstairs, so she gives me her number and tells me to txt her 10mins before hand so we can find each other.

I was thinking great Mission complete, but my BS meter says,."You wont find her Juice", so I keep looking I go outside towards VIP and I run into a friend's sister and her friend, I do know this girl is off limits knowing my life is on the line if I even try to do something with this. I follow them outside on the balcony where my friends were, and I just noticed the guy they were with. Brittany gives me the situation as she doesnt really like him much, but he drove all the way from Georgia to see her, so she would give him a pity kiss at the AM, I chuckle hard on the inside and think WOW!

I roll off to the dancefloor where its about 5mins til, I dance and continue to find EC to make. I see Brittany and her friend Jenny, Jenny is dancing by herself, and she has a nice girl face but a bitchy vibe to her feels like she's too good for people, and I like the confidence really. I put my hand out for us to dance and she complies with a smile.. while were dancing I notice she's not engaging me really..

Body Language: Back turned, no Kino, shaking her ass in front of me but not grinding, and off beat like she is dancing to rock music?

I make her face me, she puts he hand on my shoulder, no EC she's looking down, our lower parts are touching but not the top, I'm thinking she's not interested. So, I spin her and try to dip and she passes that test lol..I bring her back up and then ask the question, "What are you doing at 12"? She pauses, looks at Brittany and says.. "Kissing Her"!!!!!

Of course this was her reaction, I had done nothing to get her attracted to me and 2nite I was too dependent on the outcome. So, Fail!! Of course there was something certainly to learn from this, Less talking more Kino, if you want sex damn the talking let her know with your body.

1/02/09
Push Ultra Lounge

I dont remember much about this night because it was about 8 days ago and a lot has happened since then. This night was just about slowing my movements down and soaking in the scene and things started to happen. For comic relief, Yes, I forgot to wear the damn cologne Seven!!

This night started off with me, being fast and dancing and enjoying myself. Around 12am, I looked around and started moving from side to side not trying to impress the girls but just subtley Just looking around and soaking up the room. All of a sudden, I felt eyes starting to peer off on me, and I caught everyone of them...not just 5ft away, across the room and to the bars.

Side note: I have my head held high, swaying body movement, smile on my face while singing the songs the DJ is playing all by myself!

I start to notice sets getting closer to me, whether the girls are hot or not varies, I meet eyes with a few and give them a slight smile, and turn my head around playfully. About 5mins of me doing this those same girls would be in proximity of me, I didnt initiate them because once again my social game suffers whenever Ive opened my mouth lol. I have payed great attention to my "Bedroom eyes" and the way I move, I still have to stop thinking i'm unattractive when I look at girls, not my face just my overall size. I dont want to appear intimidating so that's and obstacle to overcome.
I want this year to be the year, that I finally reach my potential that everyone wanted to be, and how do I become that? Focus? Determination? Drive? All seem very farfected but very achieveable .... Stay tuned its gonna be a while ride!!

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The Venue
1/11/10

Went out alone again Monday Night, Now like in my opening post Ive just started recently going out alone again after a year of either having a wing or friends with me for company. I didnt know how much it effected my game til I started but the mission remains the same, "BECOME THE SEDUCER".

I have this tendency to lose focus and get off the target mission I'm doing while I'm out, and the focus 2nite was getting better with making seductive EC with woman. I get there around 1130pm, kinda late for my taste, but the crowd isnt that big. I see some people I know, and greet them as always and I'm pretty familiar with this place as I get in the middle of the Dancefloor and begin to get to work. For right now, I chose the dancefloor because its where Im comfortable plus the lighting is better and its high traffic for girls walking past going in and out.

Music is playing, Im not dancing at the moment just swaying back and forth, I get to work..

Process: I have to slow my movements down, moving my head, the way I sway the look in my eyes, I can display confidence with my poster and body language but I have to use my eyes also. I get the "Bedroom Eyes" in reference to a term my friend Se7en uses for Chuck Bass from Gossip Girl.

In about 5mins time, I start getting proximity, I see a few girls looking my way...I make EC but I dont feel I'm conveying sexuality as of yet. A few more girls get near me all around 7-8 in beauty, I get a lil more extroverted and off focus with my dancemoves.. fast, looking down trying to gain the attention of girls. To some degree it works, but not the way it used to be when I first started, but Ive mastered Dancefloor game at least my style lol.

I run into a girl, I see occassionally when I come out here.. she is with 2 other girls, 1 has dirty blonde wearing tight blue jeans and a very fierce smile. She looks like some1 Ive met or known before so I introduce myself to her, I grab her hand slightly not gripping it and when she takes my hand I felt that she squeezed it once ( Attraction perhaps) I thought to myself, Dammit I didnt plow foward but I stick around the girls turn my bad and get dancing again with my swaying. Then the group dynamic change the 2nd girl, whos in the group she next to me and we are touching shoulders, I butt bump her and she complies back and we hip dance for a while, with the other 2 watching us.. I take her hand and spin her bring her in close to me, my leg in-between hers.. and moving from side to side. I stop slowing down the grinding, and I rub my lips cross her cheeks slowly and back off to view the reaction. She smiles, giving me the look of, "You sly dog you" lol

I tried to keep the momentum up by I get the whole, "We need to go get a drink" move, I continue on the night as planned making EC and doing minimal talking but something was wrong, seducers make EC but theyre also aggressive on the approach they let theyre intentions be known from how they touch and speak... EC is enough to gain curiosity and intrigue, but I have to be aggressive and go after it..

Opinions ..are welcome!

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1/15/10
Bishop Lounge

Let's just say a lot of this last night and some sexual projection, got some interesting results and a lot of pre-selection.

I dont know why but in a well lit place with high volume music and 3 women surrounding me plus something I'm trying wearing perfume of a woman. It could be identified as a little try hard but fun nonetheless. I'll get to the point, I walk in with Cindy who is a friend of mine. I think it takes 10mins just to walk thru half the bar, and this wasnt just because of EC either just seem like I had to go past every girl that I know. Carli, Lesley, Crystal, and Luisa in that order in the pictures:






For months now, I've been ignoring Lesley for good reason, she doesnt like black guys, but she fucked one that plays for the Rays lol Right? So, I say hello, hug her and move about my way. Next I see Luisa, to my knowledge she is not that hard to read but at the same time, I can tell we have some chemistry. She greets me with a long 10-15sec hug that gets tighter. I took this as an IOI, so I grabbed her hand and starred into her eyes, Imagining that I'm doing her missionary... to know avail her next words are, "Dont look at me like that..." and hits me on the chest. Maybe, I created an IOM, I wasnt trying to but it was good to practice.

Moving thru the crowd I run into Carli and Crystal, they seem to be good friend judging by how much they hangout. Crystal is an upbeat very high energy spunky girl, that wears glasses? You can see what I'm talking about if you read into her picture well enough, at this point Carli is drunk I hadnt realized it til later but what I noticed about her is nack for getting attention or wanting it, and she should have it she is gorgeous. I can also tell she is an highly sexual girl, she moves slowly with her hips twisting and her eye contact being really seductive.

I move to the median of the bar, where I post up against the wall, and the women i'm with they dance around me and I play around with them. Things seem great at the moment, so I'm looking around and 10mins later 5 or 6 more girls, I know come to hug and great me. I believe my preselection value is thru the roof.

I'm singing songs swaying back and forth, and I catch this girl looking at me, I tilt my head and lick my lips and she smiles and turns away to fix her hair. I didnt approach, but the intention was well done. After that, we decide to move the party upstairs and leave the downstairs bar part of the Bishop. On my way out I meet up with Crystal and Carli again, Carli is drunk, and Crystal grabs me and starts dancing with me. She is making good EC, which could be the alcohol or attraction (doubting the IOM), but I didnt after she invited to pull me to the next bar down the road. I told her no as I was watching over the girls I was with initially, It didnt matter to me though. Funny I laughed to myself as the guy they were with just sat there and tried to look happy as they were both dancing with me.

Side note: I do think I miss some oppurtunities with girls, when they invite me to other places, but I no I show value because I'm taking care of the girls I'm with.

When we went upstairs nothing much else happened, I tried to kiss Luisa, which in turn when I think about it was my fault because I hesitated a little. Couple girls approached me and asked me if I was from New York \= but nothing much else happened I just went and had fun.

Opinions..

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1/15/10
Bishop Lounge

Another night here, but the only reason I was here because I was catching up with a old childhood friend, that I havent seen since I was 11.

After that was done, I left the Tavern part of Bishops and went to the lounge area. I'll save us the reading time, and just get to it... I took Se7en's challenge of just practicing with 3 girls for the evening.

Girl 1

Name was Kimberly, she was wearing a zebra print dress with a gold high heels and belt, dark red head. How I met her was, I was on my way to the dancefloor she had put her hand on my back like she was guiding me thru the crowd. I thought to myself, "She doesnt have to touch me", so I took it as an IOI. Walked passed me and went and posted up by the stage I follow her there and when I initiated her I, ran my hand down from the back of her elbow, grabbed her hand and said, "If your going to touch me, at least speak". She laughs and introduces herself, I stay playing with her hand and she is playing and squeezing mine almost simultaneously.

Side Note: I always say, that sometimes girls will show there interest, when doing something completely intentional, but making it seem unintentional.

I notice the accent, and I mention it and she tells me she's from Britian. She had been traveling a lot the last 10yrs exploring the world. I was actually impressed by this. Throughout the whole interaction, a lot of EC, I would say I went for the kiss a little early by saying, "I've never kissed a foreign woman before", she responds, "Well, sorry that might not be happening tonight", I hit back with, "I.. never said.. you would be ...the foreign girl, I kiss". She laughs and makes note of the comeback, I tell her I know it was good. We continue dancing, and I'm admiring her body, her top was good but the bottom was semi-flat lol. After a while I get irritated because her nose is poking my fuckin cheek bones. I was happy when her friend came and got her because I wanted to leave. (On to the next one)

Girl 2

Girl 2 was a chick I met thru a mutual friend about a month ago, dont remember her name much. I'm walking past her and she puts up her hand for an high 5, I comply then I follow thru with process. Telling her she smells, good and she says the same of me. It turns into mutual conversation, and I didnt have time for that I had to find one more girl, so I eject after I see a dude put her hand between us and take her away lol.

Girl 3

Just a few steps after I left the previous set, I see this girl look at me with the fuck me eyes. That's all I needed really, this should be easy right? I come to learn quickly that she is drunk (ah gawd) So, I proceed quickly.. we begin a little banter and I start by saying I could teach you some stuff. She pulls into me and I say, "By you putting your legs around my head, so I can wear you like the crown you are". She was like OMG, your so bad, I didnt say anything I just looked away.

I continue forward by making mention of what I'd do to her, her eyes roll upwards as she thought of the images. I start asking logistical stuff, where does she live, do you live alone. She lives alone with 2 dawgs, I think to myself I really hope they arent massive lol. I say, "Let's get out of here" she replies, "I have to find my aunt", well noted I think the aunt likes me, she the one that left me alone with her anyway. We walk to these couches by the exit, and she starts asking me the questions of who am I and Etc. Her aunt walks past, she gets her attention, I let her aunt know that I'm taking her home. This was a bold move I did, as seeing the reaction afterwards. Her aunt says something in her ear, and leaves I'm like cool lol this is actually happening. She mentions she has to pee, so I escort her to the bathroom, its a long line, and then wtf, I see her aunt right next to use fixing her hair.. I'm sure she was keeping an eye on us after she left.

The go into the restroom and I wait outside and I open some more girls to make some chit chat to see where it goes. 10mins later they come out, her aunt goes right passed me w/o acknowledging me, well, I know what this is.. cockblock time. Regardless I go foward, I follow them with my phone in my hand making a txt to Se7en. They had a table, but I didnt follow them all the way back I just made sure I put myself in her eye sight, so when she saw me she came back to me. Which did happen, I went heavy with the kino, and escalating then she asked me a question, but I dont remember but I responded with, "I'm just going to show you with action instead of words". She takes my hands off and walks back to her aunt, I'm thinking I fucked up right? right? So, about 5mins later, she comes back to me just when I was about to open another girl, and pulls out her phone. Drunk bitch is number closing me, I give hers w/o giving mine. And we proceed out the door for closing time, he aunt makes a strong case for her to take her home. Lol, I guess there was a long talk in the bathroom about me. We walk out, and down to the corner where, she kissed me for a while, but at this point I wasnt feeling it so, I went home.

Opinions..

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Thanks for the advice Tripp, I made note of that and took it with a grain of salt 2nite.


1/19/10
The Venue

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"Baby, You got to work for this ringpop"

I'm going to start out on how the day went for me, it was mediocre at best until I got a call from a HOME DEPOT saying they wanted me to come in for a interview for a job. It had to be the best news, I ever heard since Dec. 07 which was when I got my last job. This put me on a high, because I nail interviews lol, I know this job is mine and finally I'll be secure financially.

To the Night

Started out by me going out to a local walgreens and getting sum gum and 4 ring pops (More on them later). I go home, get ready, go out ... something about putting on cologne makes me feel really masculine, I have my own scent lol cool.

I get to the club and park n the apt complex down the road to keep from getting towed again. Lately, I read "How to be an alpha male" and I printed out affirmations to say to myself before I get into the venue. This is the 4th night in a row, Ive done this and I'm starting to feel a change in my demeanor. I have my Superman shirt on, Blue, jeans and a pair of all black Jordan's, I walk into the club already not really thinking of what to do, just when.

As I'm going up, I'm met by homegurl lets call her Lu I mentioned her recently in a FR, she comes and hits me on the shoulder while I'm in the line and walks away. After I pay, I make my way and run into her again.. She is always excited to see, she makes and introduction and I go quiet and make seductive EC... In my mind the music goes quiet and its like me and her in a bubble in my own world while I'm fuckin her from behind (Is what I'm thinking) She looks back and doesnt say anything, just smiles, hits me on the chest and hugs me again very tightly.

I make my way upstairs, going thru the crowd I'm checking out the selection of women I have at my disposal to meet 2nite. I walk onto the dancefloor, seems to be fairly even with the guy to girl ratio, I go into there looking for my friends. I look to my left and see this HB7, curly hair with a black and pink trimmed dress on. Without thinking I roll up...

Me: You should be smiling, wtf is up?
Her: I hate this place
Me: Its your first Time here u'll learn to love it..
Her: (Laughs) How did you know...

I didnt answer that question I just cut the thread and went for introductions

Me: What's your name?
Her: Bri..
Me: I'm Anwar, see now since I been here, uve been smiling and having a blast look!
Her: (Laughs)

This whole time we've been taking, I had been moving slow, playing with her hand, touching her ass, told her she smelled good. At the same time, she is touching the small of my back, kino'ing me very heavily also. Things are going good between her and I, I figure she might get a ring pop, then the set ejected to go get drinks.. I just moved on like I haven't met anyone, but I knew I planted to right seed for a sexual vibe, so I'll initiate later and see what happens.

I continue dancing, and I'm swaying slowly, looking around and I see girls looking at me and dancing. Even when, I turned my head all the way around, I saw another woman looking at me, So I turned on the bedroom eyes, gave a slight smile.. and she smiled back, it was adorable lol. Continuing to feel the music still, this 4set comes beside me, starts fist pumping I give my disapproval by making a slice gesture to my throat. They all laugh, and I run my dancefloor game by butt bumping and kino'ing from the least hot to hotter girl.. seems to work well, but I wasnt interested in them.

Time passes, and I find myself to be outside on the balcony, I'm talking to some friends and when I go to leave I see this 2 set, HBWisconsin and HBISwallow.. I initiate the chat, and start some friendly banter with the women.. at the moment I'm not touching because I dont see any signals. Where talking about, dancing, drinking and smoking.

HBSwallow: She swallows..
Me: (A little suprised but I played it off a little well..) Then I look at her and say, "Its ok, you dont have to use ur friend to refer to yourself"
Swallow: I know its me, I do swallow, its good for the skin, has a lot of vitamins in it. (ITS ON)
Wisconsin: I dont like the taste, so I wont do it
Me: Maybe, the guy doesnt eat well
Wisconsin: What do you eat?
Me: Fruits and Vegetables (LOL)

At this time, I hadnt touched the girls yet but on the shoulder. We start some more banter about drinking and smoking and Art. I put my back to the wall, so I can see around me. This was the best move, Wisconsin goes to get a drink and me and Swallow are having a conversation about Art, and where could I get mine seen, at someplace on the beach.

She comes back to her friend laughing, and her and I got kinda close, during mid-way thru the conversation I put my right hand up to Wisconsin she grabs, I start playing with her hand while still talking. I can sense her leaning into me, and smiling, on another note I see a girl lighting up a cigarette..Swallow had been jones-in for one for about 15mins now. I direct, her attention to the girl with the cigarette she leaves the set with me and Wisconsin isolated. She kepting making mention to the ringpops to no avail I said, "I just cant give this to you, you have to put in some work" lol

I turn to her not saying a word and pull her in for the makeout, and she complies to follow-thru. Throughout the interaction I didnt note about showing her the ring pops I had and how much she wanted them. I made it really hard and challenging for her to gain my approval, even her friend made note of that, I was using MM game and the seduction game hand in hand, I turned a simple comment about swallowing and embraced the sexual vibe that was put forward. After she asked me what could I teach her, I went to her ear and said, "I want you to wrap your legs around me so I can wear you like the crown you are"!! After pulling away, and this is all before I put my back to the wall, she grabs her face and starts blushing and made a note bounce saying "Let's go"!!

I can tell she was just kidding at the time, but nonetheless I took note of it. After we kissed she made a notion to really bounce me out the club, after I told her "Let's go"!! She wanted to go tell Swallow that she was leaving with me, at the same time I had an uneasy feeling that she would try to cockblock me. To no avail it did happen, I let them 2 talk to long without taking the initiative with the window I had presented itself 2mins earlier. Instead I shouldve taken charge and not let her near her friend, or told the friend myself that we were going to "GO DANCE" =)

The girls bounce away, and the oppurtunity slipped thru my fingers, I didnt dwell on it at all to be honest, I just moved forward with the night. For a bit after this I caught myself walking around and looking for something to present itself, I had the girl I told Tripp about in a previous post, and her friend who likes me also. I went and spoke to them for what it seems for only a minute or so. Bounced off to find adventure, I went out to the same balcony again, to find 2 girls I know.. One I'll call Kim and her friend Chicago (because of where she is from)

Kim, gives me a hug and I give a head nod to the guy in the set. I did something I had never done before but always thought about, I had such a high state and confidence at the moment, I just didnt care. So, while Kim was talking I pulled Chicago to the side and asked very bluntly.

Me: Do you like black guys?
Chicago: /Nods
Me: Ive seen you around be we've never had a conversation before.
Chicago: Well, Let's have one.

Side Note: I have nothing off the top of my head to talk about, so I go into a cold read after listening to her speak for a moment.

Me: Your not from around here are you?
Chi: What makes you say that?
Me: Its just your swag, I can tell your not from around you dont act like the girls do.
Chi: Not alot of people have seen thru me like that

We made EC for a lil minute I want to escalate so, I pat her on the shoulder and go down the back of her arm with my hand, down to her fingers and start playing with them while we start speaking again. We banter for a while and out of nowhere she goes..

Chi: Your gonna give me your number so you can holler at me?
Me: /pulls out the phone
(In my mind Im quite taken by her aggression, but its also a turn on)

After we exchange numbers, we talk for a bit more and go on our separate ways. She looks forward to seeing me, as do I.

I go back in as I'm on the search for a girl, I know to give her this ringpop. I find her dancing, so she's a little incoherent. I get down on one knee, and I see girls looking and saying "Omg", take the ring pop outta my pocket and tear it open with my mouth. Play like I'm proposing and then give her a kiss... this was all for fun but definitely not the highlight!! I give my other ring pop to another girl I know, kissed her slightly on the side of the mouth and left the club.

The Highlight

Walking out of the club and I notice a girl walking behind me, and I do a double take. When I turned around, it was a cute HB8, we'll call her HBSoCold, I engage her...

Me: You scared the shit out of me, what's your name?

She tells me her name and I'm walking beside her outside the club, I keep my distance for some reason she is walking really fast. So, I do the one thing I do know..... Be... Funny?

Me: Your walking so fast what's wrong?
HB: I'm Cold, trying to get to my car as fast as I can.. (Arms folded)

I initiate some kino, putting my arms around her and she says thanks for walking her to her car because she's alone. After having some banter with the tow truck people, I turn around to see that she is about 10feet away going to her car still. Normally, I dont chase but this was fun...

In a playful tone:

Me: Hey, why are you so far away, you cant leave me with the tow truck people.
HB: Your talking to your friends...
Me: Haha

I'm running towards her and we continue the coversation and she is talking about her friend who didnt show up. She tries to eject, but I didnt listen this time to it. I continued talking, but I initiated some kino with my hands.. and bought her in for a hug... I forget what we spoke about, but I had her laughing about the whole ring pop deal. She sends a few IOIs my way by saying, "I like you", "You make me laugh". So, the conversation is dying so she says that she has to go, I comply to this but.. Im ... not ... finished .. yet!

I pull her close to me, I look into her eyes, she gives some resistence like, "I dont know you that well"!! That's fine, I didnt listen instead I took action.. pull her close, and we kiss, and kiss again.. didnt give me much, I can feel the resistence in her lips. So, I say good bye, and she says, "Be safe walking to your car" not thinking I turn around and say, "You got jokes, now your gonna drive me to my car"!

We pull up to the car, and I make a joke and kiss her while she is laughing. She tells me to call her, and that she would see me later. I didnt even say goodbye lol.

Tonight was crazy, exuding that confidence and charm, that I know I have. Tonight made me realize that women like me, they want a reason to kiss and grab my cock. Everything just clicked tonight and I can feel myself getting closer to the goal lol. I successfully ran game the way I wanted to run game for quite sometime and made this night one of the best to come.

I'm Fuckin Juice and Pickup World... aint seen nothing yet!

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Wednesday and Thursday
Green Iguana and Bishop Lounge
1/19th-20th/10

I'll try my best to remember what happened the past couple days, its still fresh in my head but the small details are hard to remember a little bit.

Wednesday Night it was dead, I remember mostly because of the lack of women or even being remotely interested in any girl there. I mean, I'm allowed to take a break from pickup when I want, but 2nite was when I wanted to be practicing on girls, I thought would be worth it instead of being like I'll practice on an ugly bitch.

I saw HBChicago, there and spoke to her for a bit she was unresponsive to some degree, but I didnt mind as far as that went. The mission to some degree was it escalate faster and practice my sexual presence a little better. I engaged the 2 beertub girls who have become good friends of mine, I usually speak to them first hand when I walk before opening any set.
I would want to describe them but I dont feel like it right now maybe later.

Continuing forward, the night went on very plainly...I opened a few warm sets and saw some oppurtunity, but I couldnt get back into state and my words wasnt coming out very smooth. To no avail I kept plowing... and tried to move past it, I was studdering words, and saying some off the wall shit.. that didnt post any good reactions.

Low Point

Now, I seen her earlier through the night, she is a girl I gamed on myspace and we met outside my house once when she came over. Let's call her HBHoodWhiteBitch, she was wearing some high casual shorts with with a black top with a weird ass hat that looked like a condom with a bill. Now she and I met eyes a few times and I noticed her looking back at me, seeing what girl I was with. I remember observing her for a while as she danced with 4 random dudes, and gave them all her number. And sometimes she would pass by me and rub her body on me..

My demeanor towards her was non-reactive, even though she has some ass and nice tits, she's never talked to me on facebook when I tried or answered a simple, "Hey, what's up" text.. so why do I need to show her attention again.

Throughout the night, I'd catch myself watching her dance, so I tried my best to pay attention to why I was watching her. And maybe, its because I was envious off the dudes dancing with her, or was the fact I did like her once. As the night ended, before I left I told her to dance with me for 1 song, and she backed up from me and shook her head no. I rolled my eyes and left her standing there, I had no time for bs anymore fuck her.

What do you guys make of this?





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Last night, started off better than wednesday... I was talking to people before I got into the door, and opening sets and felt the vibe was on a little bit. After meeting my friends there, I decided to travel to the back.. I see HBSexyEyes, from a far and I go towards w/o the intent to speak really.

She stops talking to the guy she was talking to..

HB: Hey!
(Gives me a hug)
HB: Sorry, I didnt txt you back last night I got into an arguement with my dad.
Me: ??? (thinking, since when did I have her number)

She went into a short story of how the problem started, before she stopped I had already grabbed both hands.

Me: I have... never.... had your number!?
HB: What, wait a minute... Omg, I thought u were my friend Legion.

Apparently, I looked like a DJ, a Bounce and some other guy..aight I'll continue

Me: I dont look like anyone, your highly mistaken?!
HB: So, where do I know you from?
Me: You met me thru a mutual friend, DJ, Aliesha and David..

She doesnt remember, so I had to keep plowing to see what happens.

Me: So, This guy Legion he's in the Friend zone correct?
HB: Yeah
Me: I'm not (with a sly smile)
HB: (Laughs) I have a BF..

I ignored it...

Me: Well, I'm going upstairs in about 10mins I'll see you up there..

Nothing else really happens, so I go upstairs... when I get up here I see a 3set to my right but I decide to run my rounds and I get tapped on the shoulder by a bouncer friend .. we catch up for a bit, and he tells me if I still need a job its lined up for me if I want it. I tell him about my recent opportunity and he let's me know to hit him up if anything changes.

I go to the dancefloor and I run into Lu, you all should kno her by now, we dance for a minute and the kino is different from normal, she's not dancing with me closely like always. But, we have good EC, and H2H (Hand 2 Hand) Kino. I look it her eyes with a slight smile and she hits me on the chest again and says stop it. Since, I became a seducer the sexual kino between us has been better.

The sort of highlight

I see a 2set at the bar, one has glasses, pink top and jeans on.. the other one is brunette about 5'9 and theyre both drinking champagne out of a wine glasses, I thought they were celebrating. Instead of opening directly, I decided to post up beside them at the bar.

The brunette girl, takes a look back at me and turns around.. so I tap her on the shoulder.

Me: Dont just look at me and not say anything, its rude! What's ur name?
HB: HBSpunky
Me: I'm Anwar my friends call me Juice
HB: This is my friend HBClosetBitch (I'll explain later)

We get into a lil conversation about what theyre doing, and why theyre drinking champagne. I get them both giggling for a 2nd and I tell Brunette, If I had a ring pop you would so get it right now. Closetbitch, says, "Why just her", I said because she's cool. She pauses for a 2nd, and makes a decent comeback from which I countered easily. After some idle chatter I decide to eject on a good note.

2seconds after that I run into SexyEyes, she gives me a hug, and tells me how she is having a girls night out. I look at her with the eyes of the same intent as Lu, shortly after she ask, "So, what's ur number"? She hands me the phone, and I dial my number and press call...

HB: Pull out your phone!!

I'm kinda surprised a little.. So, I pull it out slowly and observe the number and save it. She tells me again she cant chill because of the girls night out thing. She gives me a kiss on the rim of my mouth, and we desperse..

After this I kept opening some previously warmed up sets to try and stay in state and practice around 1:15PM. I run into Spunkey and ClosetBitch..

HBs: AHHHHHHHH!! (screams for me)
Me: What's up (Calmly)

They both come in and give me hugs, and Spunkey flee's off somewhere living me and closetbitch isolated.

From when I first met her she didnt even want to shake my hand, at this point she starts touching me mutually. So, I make a comment on her being a little short so she get's on her tippy toes. Her soft boobs, are rubbing on my chest but I dont think its intention or I dont feel the IOM. The kino is good but I am trusting my instincts..Its not on!

I lead her outside, but before we sat down we both heard a song we both liked and went back in to dance. There's no kino now, almost like I missed the IOM at soome point.. we continue talking as the place closed down, go down stairs and outside as she gets a call from her friend.

Her friend is but a few feet away and she comes with this black guy she just me and holding his hand. ClosetBitch comes out..

HB: Let's go Spunky I want to go home
HB: I want to go say goodbye to my friends first ClosetBitch..

She looks at me for a 2nd and I lay silent, observing the situation..Thinking how can I turn this into a DHV moment..

Me: Come with me to the corner.

We walk a couple feet to the corner, and she turns around telling waiting for spunkey her and the black guy get into a spat, about him being a little bug and she starts just rolling on him with the jokes from which I know caught him off guard. After they banter for a moment..I breakout and start singing "Pants to the ground"...

She starts singing it to the black dude her friend is with.. and we get a good laugh from it and we talk abot something else.

We get to the car, the black guy throws out a FTC, and tries to pull his girl into the alley. I laid silent watching and observing as Closetbitch, starting joking on him again... and the guy starts to fireback with some comments.. and made a gesture to try and help me Isolate ClosetBitch. I didnt want to help him because I wanted to observe how he reacted to Closetbitch.

Even during all this I couldnt think of anything that would come back and work into my favor and bring a IOM to the table. So, I enjoyed watching this guy lose in a banter contest with a white girl..(Really? umm.. no)

Her friend goes to the car, ClosetBitch locks the doors (hahahahaha) as he tried to follow suit.

She turns around and gives me a hug, and tight one with no buddy pat on the back. I wanted the number, but when I asked she said, "Oh, ill be around" I thought so I said to myself, not enough attraction..

Opinions..

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Update on the last couple days!

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I wanted to take a break from picking up the last couple days and just go out and have fun. And this is true, I know that seduction is the mission but I want to be responsible about it and not alienate my friends while pursing this ALTHOUGH it still isnt nothing wrong if SOMETHING presents itself.

Wedneday Night, I went out to Green Iguana it began like any normal night. I walk in and do my regular rounds, talk to the beertub girl (Kinda curious about hired gun game) usually I greet her with a handshake and catchup with her and talk about her day, but today she instantly greets with a hug and no buddy pat *IOI maybe* I talk to her and tease her about how she owes me money and pimping aint easy... she hits me and I walk away when a guy comes up for a beer.

After a while I find myself outside and I see my friend and greet her. After that I meet her friends HBSexySmile and HBHeyNow.. (Great names right).. my whole interaction with SexySmile was KINO heavy and flirtatious, I would call her over and qualify her and she was very responsive to me. I knew it was on because my EC was engaging and she touched my face liking my smile. I tried to push it forward more, but again my words sometimes just kill me. I stuck around for a while and talk to the guys and get acquainted which went well and I made some new friends.

I didnt do a lot of walking around normally like I do because I could see every set in the room. Minimal dancing, and some KINO can take you a long way. On The dancefloor, I engage a set which I met mutually thru a friend, while the hottest of the bunch was unresponsive.. Her friend wasnt. Her name was HBNiceBody, I remember her real name ... my whole thing with her is just that I was having fun and dancing w/ her, and she is a fresh 21 about 2months in. So, all of a sudden she says, "I just want to let you know that I have had a b/f for 6 year and I love him very much". I look at her for a moment and say, "I dont care, Let's have fun"! We continue dancing a moment longer and I decide fuck her, and walk off, not because I gave up just she fucked my good headspace for a moment.

Wierd Situation

These girls I know HBIKnowSheWantsMe, HBIncoherrent, HBKindaSexy, and HBAsain. These girls are friends of mine, so I go over and greet HBAsian and talk about theyre Saturday night after they left me. Then I engage HBKindaSexy, I bring her in close and nibble on her ear, she puts her arm around my neck and then just hangs off her feet. Long story short I ask for her number, this where things go south. Now, if I dont know her name I just wont say it but a lot of girls have been testing me lately on names so I have been trying to develop a system where I remember them. But...

As Im getting her number I she punches it into my phone, she gives it back to me and asks me to What's her name? I start thinking and it comes to I dont remember, but I do know it because with an A. Then she tells me..

HBKindaSexy: You can have my number, but were just gonna be friends.. Since you cant remember my name!
Me: Heh, really?
HBKindaSexy: If you dont remember my name, that does it for me!

I couldnt respond to it the way I wanted but It only rises with the question, why is it ok for women not to remember our names but it makes or breaks the pickup for us because we dont?

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Thursday Night - 01/29/10

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This night was different, but its one specific situation I want to address that will make this short. Seven knows about this, a girl from myspace I met a few months back and I mentioned her in a FR from last wednesday HBGhettoWhiteBitch.

After I make my rounds, I look to my left and see her right in my Field of vision she is starring right at me. I turn my head around to go and I noticed that she motioned for me to come here. I take 2 steps and tell her to meet me in the middle, I remember full n well about what happened last week and how she tried me. I'm just too forgiving, but she goes into talking about how the white dude she danced with got mad because she wouldnt give him the digits. I didnt care, so I turned my body halfway ... then her aggrivating friends come up behind her, asking these dumb questions. I let her hug me and I went off to the back for a moment.

I engaged a 3 set for about 10mins and did some banter with them and things didnt progress as well as I thought, But all of them were very pretty though, college soccer playing girls. All 3 of them really seemed to like me, and I shouldve email-closed them all.. but I could see them again very soon.

Moving back to the front and I'm noticed by HBGhettoWhiteBitch again. And I'm just dancing to the song, when I am engaged by her. So, just fooling around I start krump dancing a little bit, then her black friends start doing the same thing, I swear these girls were so far off my radar, the scanner was thought to be broken or busted inside my head. She goes into this pose and her black friends point at her, her friend comes to me and says "Let me tell you what this means, it means your not ready"! I laugh, and bring the white girl to my ear.. and say, "Apparently, you didnt get the memo.. but your not ready"! And before she could say a word I walked off, so she could absorb her shock.. not from the words but just what followed afterwards.

Curious to what you guys think about this... if you want me to elaborate on me and GhettoWhiteBitch's situation I will.

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Month of January
Stats of the month
10 numbers
5 kisses
2 possible lays

Its been a busy month for me, starting with the seduction process.. I made some strives but I know its more to come with the adventures I present for myself.

Just want to get some stuff off my chest before I continue.. this past Fri and Saturday were mediocre days. I was timid and shy, and didnt think my talk game was ever going to get a girl....

Putting to much pressure on myself perhaps

I look at women and I love the way theyre shaped and the clothes they were abbreviate the curves on the body. But, I dont want to be an observer I want the girls I look at. Constantly, making it difficult for myself to get a lay because I wont take charge or seduce properly.. and still women or at least the girls I know hasnt seen the side of me that wants to fuck them all..

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Chuck Bass muthafuckas...

Anyway, I do feel in order for me to be successful I have to stretch my limiting beliefs again in the field. I dont like to dwell on the past that much, talking about my first year of pickup.

I think the only difference between that time and now, is that I have people that want to go out with me now, so going off on my own and making my own night seems limiting sometimes. Knowing everyone in the venue still helps me and preselection does its job with the right timing.

But still...

When I go up to a girl, the goal is to get the lay I know, but leading the interactions seems to be undercutting me also. Being interesting, and actually having some personality for her to be impressed only happens when I'm in a good state and I say the right things...

But bottom line..

I do lack some confidence when it comes to seducing a woman, I plow foward when I know its there, but having the balls to create the vibe from out of thin air seems is difficult. Sometimes

Suggestions to myself...

Get better at txt and phone game, if a girl wont talk to you over the phone she wont meet up with you. EITHER START MAKING PROGRESS OR STOP GETTING NUMBERS ALL TOGETHER!

Be in a better state before going out, call some1 do something to get yourself in a more positive mood

Use Props : I.E. ring pops

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[quote="Juice24"]
Month of January
Stats of the month
10 numbers
5 kisses
2 possible lays


dude, clearly your sticking point is getting laid..

have you tried working on that area?

Yeah, that's why I made the journal lol

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Date: Valentine's Day Eve '10
Where: Push Ultra Lounge

It began like any other saturday, I had worked a shift at my new job and thus felt really good about the upcoming night...

"Do you want to find your nut or come dance with me"

More about that later, I started the night by paying to get in which normally I dont but I dont have a problem with doing it. They give me a screw to which I'm reminded about last year and how long it took me to find the girl with my number. I think to myself "2nite is going to be awsome"

I walk pass a couple sets of girls, and I just go str8 inside to greet friends.. but on the way I open a couple girls ..

Me: Do you girls have nuts...
Set: Ewww... dont talk to us

This is the kind of night its going to be, some girls didnt have nuts, and thus I know reactions are going to be one of a kind lol. I open a few more girls to know avail some girls are way off with theyre numbers... mine is Screw #47... I get numbers like 180, 11, 2, 17, 27, 57, and so forth...

I get to my friends to no avail, and whip out a bag filled with Ring pops and give the to the girls. I fluff talk with them for a while, I show them my screw and then tell them I'm on a mission and I bounce...

Starting with the dancefloor, I start asking girls if they did or didnt have nuts, when they did none matched and I had found myself made a complete circle around the bar before realizing that I had asked some of the same girls twice... Then I proceed outside to the deck of the club!



I scan the deck for possible sets to open, look to myself I see this set of older women I was like "Please dont let it be one of them". I proceed to go open..

Me: You guys have a nut..

Set: What's ur number...

Me: You first

Set: 170, 48 and 55...

Me: To bad for you guys, u looked really fun..

HB7.5 lets call her HOTSHOT, she has short red hair some tight jeans and a wicked smile so, she leans into me and makes a mention about my efforts.. from her body langugage I can kinda tell its on.. I grab her hand and bring her closer to me. Now, she is where I wanted her, but she is under this hot as lamp that seems to be cooking the back of her neck or so she mentioned.

Inside our bubble is a frame of sexual tension, some kino and innuendos. She told me what she does for a living which is training Arabic people on how to shoot guns or something for the military. She gets closer to my face and I'm well aware of her Eagle Eye Eye Contact...She moves her hand to the lower part of my back, as Im rubbing the sides of her figure slowly. As I am talking, she gives me the doggy dinner bowl look.. I stop mid sentence and ....SHAZZAM!!!

We KISS, first is slow pecks and then she sucks my lip into her mouth.. and started to treat like a dog tugging at some beef jerky.. I was thinking IT FUCKIN HURTS but damn, let her do what she wants with it lol...This goes on for about 5mins, and then she asks for my number to make a note by saying, "Call me anytime, 2morrow, monday... just whenever" I punch her number in talk for about 2mins and bounce on forward with the mission.

Still on the deck I open a couple more sets, to no avail I didnt find my number 47.. but then I saw this 2 set on my right near the girl at the door, I go to open them...

Me: Do you guys have any nuts..

HBDrunk: No we didnt get any number at the door, we came a little late.

I turn around to the next girl..

HBPenny: Hi

She moves closer to me and off the guy that she was dancing with. She moves closer to me with a seductive eye That would make slug go drink a glass of saltwater...

Me: What about you, did you get a number?

Her friend veer's off with some guy she was with.. apparently this must be a double date or something.

HBPenny: No, but what are you doing!

I go to explain the theme from which the club has with the nuts and bolts, to which she laughs and she goes into asking if I wanted a shot.. she asked me what I like I say, "Your choice, Surprise me"!

While we are waiting for the drinks the bartender, is taking a while to engage us, so I start to build some comfort with her.. by asking where is she from, how long she's been living here and so forth.. she looks every bit of 22, but to my surprise she is a year older than me... I joke on her the fact that she is 3 years from 30. I remember Legend from Pickup Evolution told me that bouncing a girl around in the club gives her more memories of you thus making less flakes... I take heed and after we are done dancing I tell her, "You know what, you can help me find my nut... let's go". She says, "ok" and tells her friend she's coming with me and then we move inside.

I go to ask some girls about theyre number when she grabs my hand tightly and says, "You could either find the girl or come dance with me" (Serious IOI) I comply and take the lead while she follows me thru the crowd.

Side Note: To me if a girl says something like that, she is really into you. This was not me falling into her frame she was just giving me an option to take.

We get to the dancefloor and I make sure we dance near my homegurls that I'm with for a little preselection and right on que one comes and hooks my arm and says, "Come on". Penny hooks my arm tighter, and ask me, "Who is she"? I tell her "Oh, thats just a friend nothing to worry about". We keep dancing, and I spin her around to front to back, vice versa, then we are face to face... she is giving me those eyes I made mention to, so I move in to kiss her and she moves away an inch before I touched her lips but I could see a smile behind it. I have to escalate it a bit, she wants me to take the lead, so I grab her legs and mount it against my hip, we grind hard and deep .. I caress her back harder and pull her in.. she looks down, I tilt her head up... I say, "Let our eyes tell us what to do". We stare deeply for about 5seconds and then we kiss again... we make out for about 5mins...

I say, "Its crowded here lets go get some space", she agrees and we move outside.. she leaves me for a 2nd and goes to the guy that she was dancing on earlier. After a minute she comes back to say, "That's the guy you pissed off earlier". We both laugh, she says she'll be right back...

Im hanging out by the door and I fool around with another friend of mine for some preselection. I come to think how, I've never felt so good with kissing 2 women directly in proximity of each other, I wonder how I didnt get caught. I remember thinking about how I go into this state, with the Social Momentum I had to some degree, I had made this night happen because of me. It was about 115am, and I found HOTSHOTT again.. we made out and then made some plans to me sometime this week.

When the club closed, I saw Penny again to no avail... she had found my friend on the dancefloor and Penny gave her number to her to text to me. I thought "Wow" she really likes me. She kissed me again and then left...

I couldnt help but think to be proud of myself, I had tried to bounce 2 women to sleep with them and said some things completely out of left field, I'm not mad that still got in the car alone 2nite.. the most fulfilling thing is to know you tried what you could and be content with the results. The state, the framing, the sexuality the responses from my openers with the girls.. This game is all about the numbers..

Until then people...

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Now, let's be real here.. This is a seduction blog, journal or w/e but the reason I wanted to do this was to be completely honest with those reading it and receive opinions and suggestions has I partake on this Journey. Recently, I changed my mobile service from Metro to Tmobile and I must say upgrading to a G1 was well worth the purchase, because now I have records of every single txt to every single girl...it stores an unlimited amount as long as I dont delete the thread lol.

Recently, since I started working I havent been going out much to clubs, needless to say just been focusing on the recent pick-ups and practicing my text game aimlessly...

Here's 1 conversation:

Me: What's up? Working hard? Staying Outta trouble...

HB: Ya I have midterms and I am moving this weekend and working a few extra hrs so I am on overload right now..U?

Note: Her and I have decent rapport from the past and have made out once on the beach... its a minimal attraction between us!

I want to practice leading the conversation on to something but, I'm not going to do it in a big chunk in small baby steps but if she gives me a oppurtunity to drive thru, then I'll make it happen..

Onward..

Me: Where? I been working myself going to enjoy these 3days off, I'm making some tentative plans for march..

Note: I baited a hoop for her to jump thru, with saying something I about having plans in march.. just to see if she will comply and ask what I am doing.. Needless to say .. she .. doesnt lol

HB: To another house in largo, my lease is up..

Note: Instead of asking where is she going to live I make a statement about her living on the beach since its the last place I dropped her off at..When I kissed her in the car..

Me: Still near the beach you no you gotta keep it gangsta....

Note: When texting keeping it as illogical as possible unless ur in a different situation like relationship status or something.. always invoke emotions from the girl.. with silly statements such as these.

HB: O I always keep it gangster That was my moms house on the beach, I have been on my own for a year... Hows The Depot been treating you?

Note: Invoke good emotions, you get good responses from the girls..

Me: Treating me good... cant wait to put some years onto that place. Make sure your gold teeth are shining and u got kool aid in the fridge!

HB: You know it, lol I just saw ur old txt about lunch.. We dont get lunch at my work and sometimes if im at school I eat on the run.

Note: I make her laugh, and thus another good response and NOOOW, She remembers the txt from a couple days back about meeting up for lunch, needless to say I didnt even respond to the message at all, not on purpose but because I dont know how to seed meetups with busy girls such as this one...

Suggestions...

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