To start off, Happy New Years guys!!!!
Still recovering from a little bottle sickness, but not to bad.
So, last night I got invited to a New Years party from this HB7 that I used to work with years ago. At first i did not want to go because I hung out with this chick the other night and she was overloading me with IOIs but I was not that interested. Anyways all my friends went home for the holidays so i just decided to go... Party started of a little weird, I opened up the entire room, smile on my face and all that, introduced myself to all her friends and just started to mingle. I got AMOG'd immediately by two guys and didnt let them get to me, which bumped up my social proof cuz they were both trying to hang out with me most the night, haha i even got one of them to grab me a beer. Anyways, back to the problem. New Years is passed, im buzzed and so is HB7, we hit up the dance floor and i can feel the sexual tension building up on her. I knew I needed to bounce but she was my ride and by this time, i was making stupid decisions. I kept trying to avoid her and i kept telling her i was drunk and (drum rolls) we ended up with a make out sesh. I realized what i was doing and ended up having my buddy come pick me up... she still has my stuff in her car.
So, I know im going to have to see this girl again, and that really isnt a problem for me. In all reality, if i would have framed our first hangout a bit better, to deliver strict attraction I would not be worried right now. The thing is, i have a heart (somewhere) and i dont want to lead her on into thinking that we might develope a relationship, I finally got back into the game this WEEK!!! HAHA, i dont need this right now.
So, what should i do, I wanna keep her as a hookup if possible But I wanna break it to her that i dont wanna b just with her without hurting her.

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What a dick! Right!?!

Well, I took care of it. Told her i was not interested in relationships, she was hella chill about it, I see an F-Buddy coming my way. Happy Fkin New Years!!!

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What a dick! Right!?!