Okay so pretty recently an hb8 got hired at my work. Without going into much detail she's deff the girl that iv'e been waiting for. Without too much conversation at work, i'd neg her and make her laugh. (i work a a grocery store so i'm always busy doing something). Anyways, we exchange numbers one night, and i tell her i'd call her after i got home and showered up etc... to see whats up and see what she was doing for the night. I'm a full time student as well as a 30hour a week worker, so when i got home calling her was the last thing i was guna do.. i shot her a text message telling her i had a lot of work to do and that i'd call her when i was done.. it was getting late so I wasn't going to call her.. She actually wound up calling me and i gave her the PU-HU (a term me and my friend made up, it's "pick up hang up") which is +1 to GAME. A lot of emotions must have been going through her head, but w/e it made her want me... for sure.
so the next day was payday (wooohoo) She didn't have a car at that time so i just gave her a call to see what she was doing, she said she wanted to pick up her check with me, and i said since i was near the neighbor hood i'd be down to pick her up, only if she bought lunch...
she agreed, and we got our checks and got some pizza at a cool place in town. After pizza i insisted that we hang out more and get to know eachother a little better, so we went to our state park and took a walk around the lake.. The whole time just having tons of fun getting to know eachother! After, i took her back to my house (parents....) and we watched a funny flick and started giving eachother messages.. i knew there were enough IOI's there to kiss. I looked her in the eyes and moved in, she accepted.. She was a little insecure, her heart started beating fast, breathing fast, etc.. which was really cute. I made sure i ended the kiss before she could, and she started saying how she couldn't believe that we kissed blah blah blah.. i dropped her back at her place later on, where we made plans to go back out the next day.
the next day i was really tired and insecure for some reason... wtf.. anyways, i took her out to a nice mexican food restaurant where i was uncomfortable for some reason.. she was really well dressed and looked BANGIN and i was just in a t-shirt and jeans... and tired/not in the game...
i didn't really talk much and it seemed that everything i was saying was coming with too much thought... which was pissin me off.. i coulnd't do anything about it tho..
anyways... i kinda blew it, and since then i haven't been able to come up with a plan to sleep with her, i mean i know its possible but she knows me to much now...
why the hell does going to school full time, having a 11 second quarter mile race car, going to the gym 5 days a week, and being a genuine nice, but c&f guy turn girls away if one night i felt out of it..
this sucks for her, and for me cuz i dono what to do.....
i gamed her good for the first few steps then kinda clammed up....
any advice would be tiiiiight, thanks

cliffs notes: hb8 new hire at work, number xchange, pu-hu, got her hooked, took her out, made a connection, hooked up... planned another meeting, then i clammed up... and she went her own way

we still talk.. iv'e partied with her quite recently infact, i give her rides on account that she does something in return, which is usually a kiss when i drop her off.... i dono i cant seem to get this one in the bag!