Pretty calm at work, so I decided to enrich the community with a field rep.

Fridaynight : 1900 hours

After I parked my car I was psyched. I walked only two feet away from my car and there was a two set (9&8) jogging. I have this thing called “approach compulsion”, it does not take away AA, but makes approaching like a lottery ticket. You never know whats behind it…right?

I met up with Mano. He’s also on the forum and pretty new to Amsterdam. We talked about pick for an hour or two and then went to a place called. The Mini Bar. This is a bar were you get your drinks form one of the 50 fridges. (like in a hotel). A HB 8 was having some trouble with the lock. So I helped her out. Approach and DHV off course. She was waiting for her friends, so she wanted to join us. I really noticed myself getting more relaxed with the small successes (right approach, DHV etc), that make way for close. Her friends joined us and we had a really good time for about 1,5 hour. We both gamed the entire group. And had fun with other people (tourists, personell, etc.) as well. The anhor with the HB 8 went as following.

Bucc: so you like fish hmm?
HB8: yeah love it…
Bucc: I’m a really good cook you know…
HB 8: and…
Bucc: And what?
HB8: I feel an invitation coming
Bucc: * looking around in complete confusion.*
Bucc: actually, it sounds like you are inviting yourself right now. But that’s OK you can come over.

After a while the entire set said goodbye and went off. I had a few scary moments because HB was gone, after agreeing on the day two of course. I deliberated with my good man Mano, and he said it would be way too needy if I walked outside to stop her. Luckely she came back for her purse and the # was a piece of cake.

Just for funs we opend a really hot 5 set with the “who lies more” opener. I was really hitting it off, and could sense certain girls scanning me and getting attracted. They had to leave fast, and we called it a night. Anyway are first sarge together was a fact and we both learnt a lot from it and I got a close wich is great off course.

Saturday

Saturday I had a day two planned: A HB 8 woman I could have F-closed two months ago decided to come over to the place were I live with her twin sister. I was bothered by the fact her sister came by. I had to entertain them both, and off course it’s a kind of shit test: “my sister has to like you or your out”. She didn’t say that, but it felt like that. The first hour was little awkward, but when we had a boat trip and some wine things got real fun. People were opening us (it was quite a sight: a younger tall guy with two tall attractive gallant sisters (38 yrs). My optician yelled at me that I looked cool in the street, and a waitress told the girls I was attractive. It felt great!

They made it clear that they were sleeping over at my targets house, so no spontaneous sleepover at my place. I decided not to force things and just have good fun. This worked. We had a great time and I’m going to visit her in a few weeks probably anyway.

They had to drive through Amsterdam to get home so I asked them if she could drop me off in the centre of Amsterdam where my friends were partying. Feeling thrilled with all the feminine attention and positive energy I got, I felt like sarging in a relaxed way. When in a bar I tried to have an interesting conversation with an Romanian HB 9 who was studying in Amsterdam. I told her I was bothered by the loud music and wanted to number close her so we could meet up later. She said no, but wanted to meet with me on a square at 1800 the following day. I told her I doubted wether she would show up… and left it at that.

The lesbian bar...

Later I ended up in a gay bar for women… LOL! I was meeting up with a bisexual girl I met a couple of monts ago. I made compliments to HB’s just for sports. They couldn’t be seduced anyway…so, no pressure. I came there to play my friend there, but I was to distracted at what was going on. Girls were getting drunk and a couple of HB 9’s were making out right in front of me. It was heaven! I totally forgot about gaming, so sorry if there is not a sentence here that would describe a close of some sort.

Sunday.

Got op at 15:00: totally wasted. I thought about the Romanian HB9, and decided not to go to the meet up. I thought she was fooling me. Later on I thought that I should go anyway. Why would she be fooling me? Because she thinks I’m unattractive? I have these internal battles continuously…the battle for my inner game. I’m winning though.

I drove up to the meet up. I decided to go because not showing up, and her showing up would be bad karma… I was there 5 minutes early and decided to wait up till 18:15. I felt like a complete tool…but at 18:7 (I was checking my watch every minute) she showed up. I cursed myself for being so negative all day, and went back into gaming mode.

Damn she was hot. We went to terrace and had a few drinks. She was a really intersesting person and we really responded well to each others personality. I didn’t run any routines…just had fun with her for about two and a half hours. In the end I number closed and proposed a day three. She seemed interested, no 100% but she’s careful, I already knew that.

I would have loved to get some more real action this weekend, K- or F close. But this has been great for my confidence and realized that you can have a lot more fun if you let go of the outcome. Let the holidays begin!