I was at this university party fulled with young students. it was first party after learning all these new things from seduction. Before this I was very afraid of all parties, becouse I had no idea how to get the girls...

I went to this party with HB 9, who invited me there. I had done some teasing and cocky&funny with her on before. We were on some courses on university together so I had many changes to do that:) And our personalities got very good together, she even asked my name first and later for my phonenumber with no special reason. I think it was one of the first time ever somebody asked my number. Needles to say I was very into her, but she lived with a boyfriend that stopped me for proceeding her which I think now was a huge mistake.

ok, we went to this party and I do all this teasing to her that I know she likes. For example I said to some of her friends that we hated eachother, becouse we are too alike and she just keep on laughinng. Later this women tells me that she thinks that she feels that we are get together so good and that we are soulmates. And sometime in the evening we were dancing on the floor. Sometime after she asked what time i was going to leave so that we would leave together in same time...

But that's it. Sometime in party we had very intimate conversation about her boyfriend that she didn't know what to do, but she felt that she should go on with him: Was that a test for me? . This man was trying to call him 9 times in this evening and I tell her to give greetings from me, that of course makes her laugh a lot. BUT I DIDN'T do anything more, no attempt to kiss or hold hand, NOTHING! And I had plenty of opputunities to do this, but this fear of rejection is still so hardwired in my mind. And after this party everything changed, becouse now it is very hard to even talk to her or to see her:(

So what do you think, am I a total wussy or what? Is there enough IOI there? What would you have done???

Sometimes I just hate myself, that I have been so badly programmed before...

MikKe

Just yesterday I've read a few good BF destroyers. You should check them out in Routines. The one I liked most was from harmless.