| Met this woman, looks like the ex glamour/porn model Linzi Drew, who I had an obsession with when I was about 14 .
She said I looked like someone on the tv she really fancies . Anyway on the first date she met me basically barely said hello, went to a pub, she sat there arms folded ultra defensive. Lots of eye contact, gave her lift home, she said call her when I got home, forgot to, texted her next day she ignored my text, texted her that it was not a problem as I through she dressed like a swinger. She said she throught I was a player.
Anyway, a few weeks later bump into each other, we started taliking on phone again.
Out of blue she calls me late on a Sat night to go for a picnic on Sunday, I say no thanks, I dont to stand ins.
She calls me on the Tue to go over and see her, just as friends, I go over she jumps me, Im not horny as I had action already that day. I dominate her, she tells me she loves it. Tells me she really fancies me.
I then walk in her bathroom and see a guys stuff, I say never knew you had a boyfriend, she says, hes a married cop.
I feel pissed off but dont show it, she wants to meet again, I tell her i have to go to Europe midweek on biz.
We meet the next week go out in London, shes got it into her head Im some sort of crim, I play along with it, I have a briefcase, tell her to wait in the bar of the Hilton, on the 28th floor while I meet a contact. Her attitude to me is v critical. Even of my red sports car, she said her ex had a newer one She wont kiss is very distant and says Im not her boyfriend.
I Come back, after meeting contact we go to a casino, where I win £150 quid which pays for day out.
On way home she sees my note book on car floor starts quizzing me, I let her read it, on back theres a list of 23 womens names on back which her name was top of, but it does not impress her, I tell her of all the woman I had dated this yr, she impressed me the most.
Drop her home, dont go in cause of kids, text her next day shes blanks me I tell her to f... off, and that shes only up to dating pikes(knackers) and married pigs.
Any way this week after 2 months we get talking again, told her I would collect her in my new porche, she was an ex cop when she was younger and thinks Im some sort of villain, the car is actually a friends.
Im fascinated by this woman, but shes a total screwed up bitch, I know if I take her to bed if I dont instantly perform, she will seek to destroy me.
Seems I have meet my match, thats the fascination.
I just cant work her out. Shes v good looking and admitted she intimidates most guys, yet all her exs are losers. Also said not being used to being treated so well, I through glam places would impress, not make her insecure.
How can I get the psychological edge ?
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