| hi,it was the third time my ex girlfriend invited me for a drink,first time was a month ago,i said sure,she came and picked me up.we talked and had 2 beers each,next day she texted me saying that she was happy for seeing me,i said it was nice to see you too after all that time.
second time she invited me to go to the sea,so we went swimming,that day i hugged her,i noticed that although i went solely for meeting and swimming i wanted to push it a little bit to see if she has any other plans for seeing me,that went nowhere,i didn't mind.
she was talking about her life for the past year and a half,ever since we broke up,she talked how her ex boyfriend ditched her and went for England,how she got cold in terms of sex and not interested in it,how she feels empty and so on
the third time was yesterday,she texted me if i am free,and if i am,she will come to see me at my place,i said no,i"m not home,i am out with my dog,which was true,she replied ok,i"ll go swimming and i"ll see you another time,i responded sure ok,3 hours later she texted me if i would like to go for a drink with her,since i had nothing better to do i agreed.
last night was somewhat different,as usual she started talking about herself,her job etc,and mentioned that a friend of hers might join us later,that guy is a bit afraid of me,so i realized that he is probably fucking her when she feels like it,i don't mind,i want nothing from her,entire time she was twirling her hair,we talked about pretty much anything,joking etc,i haven't pushed anything at all,dint want to,there was a sign on a table saying: we have a beer cold as your ex girlfriends heart,i found it funny so i ordered an ex girlfriends cold heart,we both laughed,that guy was late and came after we finished our drinks,she drives me home and said she will text me when she gets back home,i said "be smart and take care girl" and i went home,i fell asleep before i got the message,so i replied in the morning saying good morning.
i"m not really asking for advice,since i want nothing from her,but i would like to hear an opinion about this
ps,i know she is fucked up,and probably has no idea what she wants right now
reasons for me going to meet her was 1.i wanted to see how far she went with her life after we broke up,and how far i went since then,and she is still in the same place,although she says she is a lot better person now
2 she is not a bad company,it"s fun actually,but not as a girlfriend
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