Dear PUA community fellas. As the saying goes, a man is what he thinks all day long. Well, mmm, I think about white girls all day long because their looks have a magic grip on my wildest imagination that I can’t get enough of. The desire has been firing up for 5 years since I moved to the States from China.

Obstacles are tons. I am Asian. I have thick accent. I have confidence problems. I have a small penis that’s draining my confidence. I have every excuse to not be awesome.

But deep down, I want to pick up white girls so badly. Thus, I wanna keep this journal along with my Penis Enlargement plan to keep reminding myself of what I can do and possibly get some support from PUA veterans. If you have the same situation as me, keep reading and you’ll find strength because I’ll work hard for this reborn mission.

Background: I am a 24-year-old undergrad senior at an Ivy League School. Being around with so many hot white girls makes me regret the inability to act. I consider myself good looking and I am 5’9’’ and I am 160 pounds in great shapes (I go to the gym and do Muay Thai three times a week). So the physique is above average. I have tried to change myself in 2012 with PUA techniques and PE exercises and they WORKED!! I became friendlier and had more buddies. I made girls giggle more and had the good eye contact to initiate conversations. I walked slowly and knew what I was doing. And also due to my resilient practice, my penis went from 4.5’’ to 5.4’’ within a year of stretching. So my life was dramatically changed if not completely.

Having moved to Manhattan for 3 years, I found myself stuck in the dead zone of no-action again. So I wanted to change my life one more time. This time, COMPLETELY.

Once a day, I plan to ask for direction and start the conversation for 30 seconds with White Girls ONLY for about three weeks. And I’ll compliment them directly without too much conversation. I start slow and will build on it. It’s about the tension I face not the number I close. And I am doing my penis exercise once every two days for 45 minutes. My goal is to reach 7 inches at the end of 2017, by the time I am confident of approaching white women.

In the past three days starting from Monday, I’d been faithfully following my plan. First day I asked a blonde in the subway for direction for about 20 secs and I felt the tension. So that was good. And I commented on a HB 6’s boots. I should’ve known that she had Russian accent. Could’ve gotten the number.

Second day was OK. I talked to a HB 6 on the subway and she patiently explained the answer to me. I felt close to her eyes and the tension was good. She even shaked my hands and introduced herself to me and I ignored it because I chickened out. I commented on a girl’s dog. That was surprisingly odd.

Today was ok. I commented on a girl’s handbag and we continued the conversation for 2 minutes. She was nice but not good looking. And I asked 2 directions today. Keep going inch by inch.

For the reasons you mentioned you are going to have a hard time using straight game to get girls, not impossible but hard.

Your main goal should be to build your social status by having an inherently high value position. That could be bartender, DJ, business owner, or someone who brings a variety of strong value to a location in which they have positional social value. Unlike China where value is largely determined by inherent family class and money, the woman in the first world determine value by your relative male social ranking. So your job is to become a high ranking individual, and since you dont have the confidence or verbal game to approach as an unknown quantity and pull that off from that angle, let the woman come to you through your innate social standing given a value add position of power and influence. This is your best and chance although it takes more work to get this high social position than simply approaching girls and hoping for the best.

@detox75 Thanks a lot man for the advice. Social status is important I know. A good job or a good crowd of people around me can raise my social value and only then will the good girls come easily. Please advice how I can get a group of friends.

Good work, keep going.

As for making a group of friends, watch this video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-L6OKmCa9UM

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You are going to have to offer value to get friends, so I would stick to working on a high status position to attract them because you are not going to do it with your social skills at this point.

Thanks man. I read your post and it's pretty inspiring.

I think so too. Maybe I should go for a finance job or something. Something I can offer. Recently I've been taking a look on asset managment PR role.

Thursday is good. I asked for one HB 8 direction for 10 seconds and she was ok to me. Not big deal. Then I asked for another 4 hot white girls for direction and with one of them I talked for 3 minutes and walked for a little bit. She was nice to show me the maps and took me to the place.

I complimented and smiled on a HB6’s handbag and she liked it. Complimented on a 50-year-old blonde’s dog and carried an OK conversation. On the subway I comented on a HB8’s handmade stuff and she liked it! But still lacked to content to carry on the conversation after 5 sentences. Will improve. One day at a time.

Just got my penis extender. It's cheap and has gotten good reviews. I will wear it for 8 hours a night and practice 45 min PE exercise on a one-day-practice-one-day-rest basis. I've been practicing Muay Thai recently because I like the power. Will be good.

Bro, again, that's the kind of thing that works in Asia where: money = status = pussy. However that's not how it works here. Those low paying , high status socially dominant jobs I mentioned will do much more for you if your still in your 20's. Also stop with the penis extender nonsense, that shit doesn't work.

Thanks man, I can tell you have motivation, and you're taking action, unlike 95% of the guys out there. I see greatness in you, KEEP GOING.

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Low pay but socially dominant jobs. MMM I see. Something that attracts more attractive people. Could you tell me more of the professions that fit?

PE extender is a mean of boosting my confidence or maybe making it a wholesome plan for the sake of it. I do wanna get big. It's not draining too much energy. But I am out practicing now. Will have more exciting news coming soon. Thanks bro for the advice.

How does it feel when you are able to pick up any hot blonde and be smooth and all that with them?