| I went out to pick up by myself. I haven't tried to go out since I haven’t been able to find a friend to go out sarging with me. I am currently in pharmacy school and although I have a good number of friends not many of them are single males who are looking to go out and game. So On the 7th, I go out and game. I get to the club and get a little drunk. I know it a bad habit to drink before because it builds a false sense of confidence and I may be reliant on it. But fuck it. I am alone and that shit felt kind of embarrassing. But I've been wanting to go game. So with about three weeks prior pumping my self up to go out I was finally able to. But I needed to get something to drink. I order red bull and grey goose (my favorite fucking combination by the way.) I notice that I know the bartender. She and I are Facebook friends, I don't remember how. But she's married and has a kid, no interest in her at all but she was nice and took care of me. They have a two drink minimum when ordering with a card so I get two drinks. I ask if can come back to get the second. I go out to the patio area to smoke a cigarette. I can’t find my matches so I ask the two guys standing next to me. They look shady. Guy gives me a bit of a hard time. Dick. But I don't let that phase me. I am kind of drunk at this point. I see a blonde and brunette. The brunette is (later I learn German and Hispanic a 7/10) and a blonde (6.5) I start talking to the blonde. I hear her coughing this is after I smoked a cigarette. I say I am sorry are you coughing because you smell a smoke smell because that's me. She says no, she's just been coughing a lot lately. and say I like her hair. She was talking to her friend the brunette. She stopped and seemed opened to my conversation, she seemed like she was a bit tipsy. She thanks me. I introduce my self and extend my hand. Her name is Fallon. It took her 30x to tell me that. I am writing this almost 2 weeks after my first sarge. So I am trying my best to remember this day and my encounters. We talked a bit, she said she a does nails. I notice her nails and ask about them. I touch her nails she lets me. I take it as an IOI. We talk a bit more. I notice her friend is kind of bored and not paying attention. So I start the oldest fucking routine in the world. The opinion opener talking about the friend whos not over his ex. In my case, it was my roommate and his girlfriend. Where he hasn't deleted any of his Instagram photos. The brunette says "Oh, he's definitely not over him" . Fallon is incredibly receptive to the opener. She relates to the situation saying how she was in a situation similar to it. I hold on to her side as she goes on a nit more. Second IOI. I say that she has a warm personality that I feel comfortable and close with her. She feels the same. I see the brunette is not paying attention or kind of feel s left put. I start talking about how in pharmacy school. The brunette says he's is a in nursing. We went to the same school so we kind of bonded on that. The girls kind of left t the dance floor asked if I could go she said yeah and grabbed onto my hand. They both take to the back to dance. I keep talking about trying to perceptive and stiff and build more comfort. As I am writing this I can't believe I couldn’t see that they probably wanted to dance. But I felt I still had to initiate that some how or escalate. I need to reread that escalate stuff. Anyway, they head to the bathroom. I can't follow them because bouncer is guarding girls rest room. Weird right? So I lose them. I head back to the bar. I am just hanging out and get another drink. I go back outside and have another cigarette. I regroup my thoughts, psyche myself up, and try again. I end up going back to the bar and see this other brunette whos a 8. We talk for a little bit; open by saying I like your hair. I then start talking about school and notice I got nervous and stuck with school. I should talked about something else or used that to lead somewhere else. Like "I like how your bettering yourself; I think that’s an admirable quality. Looks like there's more to you then I thought. "But no, I started to act like a guidance counselor and asked about her course load. She seemed disinterested and politely walked away. I asked her if I could see later she was receptive; but a . But I kind of looked for rapport there. I'll try to not do that again. I go back to the bar and see this dark haired girl with tattoos. She's a 8.5. She is receptive to the hair compliment, I say I like her tattoos. I say she must get that a lot. I then say I am thinking of getting tattoos and she says "Don't" I say "why not"? Kind of leave it there. She seems bored too. I leave. I then look around the club and see the Fallon and the brunette. I end up catching up with them, they are both very drunk. I try talking to the brunette, she just grabs my hand and starts grinding on me. I start dancing with her a bit and she and her friend go to the lower floor. Bouncer for some reason is guarding the area and I can't follow them. I am very drunk at this point. I think I have a cigarette outside. I meet this guys and befriend them. I go back in the club and see them and try hitting on this girl with on one of them She more receptive to me but I run out of things to say. I don't really know what else to do. I leave at this point because I am really drunk. At the very least I got to hang out with Fallon and the brunette. There's a bit more of an interaction we had; I kind of really wanted the brunette but if I wanted success I should have focused on Fallon. But she was with her friend. I didn't know how to get alone with the other. For a moment there I thought the only possible way I could have escalated was into a threesome. Anyway, this is my first report. I hope I can get some constructive feed back. Sorry about any grammatical errors I am way too tired to proof read.
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