Hi my names bittybanger, and I have decided after trying shrooms that I have wasted so much time doing nothing, (literally nothing) and it is because I do not set goals for myself. I wake up without purpose. Did I really wake up?

nah bitch im sleep walking.
i need goals...

It is january 25th 2015, Im 20 years old, I way aprox. 130 lbs, I have 1 lay, I love but hate my friends, I have no job, I have no money.

What I want in life:

I want to be healthy; eat more, eat cleaner workout more and gain weight.

I want better, closer friends. I know alot of people and love to party, but my closest friends are most likely the reason that I'm not getting the pussy I deserve. I know the people that will get me that, and they know me, soooooooooo why am I not calling them more? ???? ???? for future reference we will call my 4 next potential besties AK, BB, CT, and DD. Any other kid I know will be named bitch1 to bitch10000.

I want lays. Approach, kino, fuck. Approach, kino, fuck. Approach, kino, fuck. <--- I must run this routine to get laid. I must do it more often.
Approach, Kino, FUUUUUCK!

I need my G license

I need a career. (also invest in stocks)
-I want to be a truck driver or machine operator for now. (Need my G license, Need to apply for I driving school, Need a job)
-step2. to get rich I want bittybanger to get famous, and I want to sell websites and apps after I started making a living in the trades.
- once financially free. I want to study physics, put my money into inventions, and destroy oil industry. I also want to rape all of Jacob Rothchilds and David Rockefeller Daughters and Grandaughters.

Quit poppers (weed + tobacco)

I want motivation.

Jan 25, 2015.

Tomorrow I want to wake up at the same time as either my mom or my brother.

I will hit the gym

I will apply for fucking bullshit murder your boss piece of shit jobs. what else will I fucking do. waste more time?

I will book my full G test so that I can apply for that school

Chill with either AK, CT, or DD (you dont deserve to know their names!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I will not smoke weed


BittyBanger ouuuuuuuut

Sounds like you got some pretty ambitious goals. We all need a revelation and get motivation sometime. Looking forward to hearing from your progress.

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Jan 26, 2015

The only goals i conpleted today were... working towards getting my g although i havent booked my road test yet.

I hit the gym but i skipped on legs... fail! Gotta stop that shit... full 5x5 tomorrow

I didnt apply for any shit jobs

I didnt wake up early

I didnt quit weed im about to smoke a bowl

I chilled with basic friends....


Goals for tomorrow:

Buy a new G2 and find 85$ so i can book my full G

Hit the gym and do a full 5x5 workout A

Apply for shit jobs

Dont smoke weed

Dont chill with my drugdealer

Hang out with kids who do more shit and that arent my walking talking chasity belt

Dont get the cops called on me

BittyBanger ouuuuuuuut

Goals for January 2015:

Get on a good routine (motivation, chores, bedtime)

Get my full G license or have the test booked

Hit the Gym atleast 3 more times

Fuck Savanna

Fix my skidoo

Apply for 10 jobs minimum

Eat more

Go skiing/snowboarding with the boys one more time

It's good that you're getting your life in order mate. It will only help in the long run. Honestly, working out has boosted my confidence so much. I've started working out twice a day now. I constantly feel sore but I also feel in shape.

Quitting drugs is a great objective. You should stop drinking, but as I have found out it makes it somewhat akward at parties (I don't drink or smoke so people get the wrong idea about me). The only parties where I can sarge and not be given grief about how I don't drink are the rugby parties.

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I like the goals. Now start doing the less glamorous work of getting there.

well fuck... 2 months after i made this post and i can look back and say "woowwwww I havent done fuck all." really....

and before i get started on my new goals which kinda changed I gotta say I have an ultragoal right now NO THANKS TO THIS ONEITIS BS. Her names Hannah and I've friend zoned myself. I'm only a sexual/physical guy when i'm drunk or on drugs, met her at a party (college res and she was my neighbour I live back at my moms now), hung out with her like 10 fucking times now WHAT THE FUCK!>......! .....!!!!! and and and, havent held her hand havent put our heads together havent wheeled havent FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK meeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

sooooooooooo.... goal #1 furta week: Make a move on hannah, get slapped in da faaaace or get laid. (also to note, prob best to do it in the first 2 minutes im hanging out with her next.... this friendzoning myself is bullshit and holy fuck fuck ff f f ff fuck im hittin rewind.

goal #2 furta day: UPper body workout. 5-6 workouts per month aint gonna cut it. gotta get swol

goal #3 furta week: fuck this bish named taylor. this one's actually asked me to hang out over 5 times now but we havent cause im a fucking lazy stoner. she hasnt texted me in a while so i coulda fucked this one up but fuck itiiiiiit. ill fucking pump that pussy sober if itll help with wheeling hannah sober

goal #4 furta day: eat more. eat eat eat eat. im starvinggggggggggggg lol.

goal #5 i need a job (G) (DZ) idk idk idkdidkdidkdidkdidkdidkd fuck lifes hard

bittybanger with one in the chamber out............... bang, pce

10 months later?!?!?!what??????well fuuuuuuuck i failed new years resolution haha i wish u guys knew me im such a funny guy. im in the middle of a "ritual", something ive been doing evernight for almost 2 years now. the funny thing is everytime its supposed to be my last "ritual" but its not. i just repeat it haha. run the shower and smoke poppers telling myself im done for life but just do ot again tomorrow.

i know my posts lately have been about my fucked life and motivation issues and shit but thats truly whats important to me. at the moment i live in a shitty city but i dont care like o ised too about sarging. i lost my virginty and havent "SARGED" since. I have got laid again tho but im really not that proud sooo, enough bout that. i dont read the forums anymore but i used to alot and alot of you guys just seem way too caught up in knowing the perfect line or the perfect routine but the truth is, it doesnt exist. you have to train yourself and create your own routines naturally. and you gotta tackle life issues and being a beast ass mother fucker who flips skiddoos or catches 20lb fish or make lots of money cause thats whats truly alpha. Yeah you gotta master game. but no way in hell do u have to be pua.

i wrote a 10 day journal on this forum in july 2014 and its honestly the best story of my life and except for a handful of friends ive only told it anonymously on this forum. I'm probably gonna go re-read it for this ritual thing cause along with the month that followed when i returned home it was the happiest time of my life.

I've got new goals, and a wanna stop fucking around

the classics: quit the yachtiis those nasty motherfuckers
gym daily not monthly

the new ones: learn to meditate
create my day- law of attraction is life
get more hours at work
move to where i can easily get laid again
spend wayyyyy more time on a new hobby --
-----making edm music
get laid ofc
get mental help o.0


im not pschycoooooo.0 oooo

bittybanger out bitch

sorry for being a bad writer. i failed forst year academics writing