I'm 25 and have been in bed with 3 women but only had sex with one woman over three years ago (I was a rebound). After my latest epic failure with a woman, I decided enough was enough and have delved into red pill philosophy. Oh what a glorious world it is. It just feels so empowering to see beautiful women anywhere who I have no connection to and actually have a game plan to try to have sex with them. I've been going out the last couple days for the first time to do approaches. The first two times, I ended up just walking around malls, not doing a single approach, partly due to fear, part due to lack of good targets.

That changed today. After walking around a department store for almost 2 hours and foolishly passing on 3 excellent approach opportunities on beautiful women out of fear, I was literally yelling at myself in the car for being such a p**** after I left the store. I actually gave myself a mandate to not leave the store until I did an approach, which I broke, only making me more upset at my lack of balls.

So I go from the store to the gym and see a girl with a t-shirt I can comment on. I finally say "fuck it" in my head and just go for the approach. It was an incredible relief. I had an intense natural high for about 30 minutes after the fact. We had about a 4 minute conversation where she actually contributed and even threw out an IOI by asking my name. I was a little nervous and I gave away too much personal info too quickly in an effort to impress her and keep the conversation going, but I think it could have gone a lot worse for my first real cold approach. She left the free weight area almost immediately after our conversation and I didn't try to go for the number, but I couldn't have cared less. I finally got over the mental hurdle in my head that was preventing me from speaking in the presence of beautiful women.

Now of course, I can't help but have stronger sexual fantasies when I see young, beautiful women. I saw a girl today with gorgeous long, wavy hair that bounced as she walked, and all I could think about was how it would bounce while I f**** her. I need an outlet for this sexual energy other than masturbation and look forward to putting 100% into mastering this craft we call pickup.

Dude I am fucking proud of you.

"It is called a life changing day, the day you say enough is enough." - Jim Rohn

You will always remember this great day, and for good reason. You've just begun to turn things around. You are an action taker. WELL DONE.

You reminded me of the time years ago I had a girl lay on top of me and I didn't even make out with her or grab her butt.

Ahahahaha....

Welcome young grasshopper walk around slowly through the mall and watch for girls that eye you.