I have decided to start a journal with my FR in order to analyze myself, assess my current gaming situation and make sure I don´t stagnate.

First, I guess I should analyze where I am starting from. I am 22 years old and have had sex with over 10 girls (most of them full-closes). Right now, my main speciality is night game. I don´t really sarge during the day, but use it instead to calibrate myself (chatting up people etc.) and make sure I keep a good mindframe. I like to think I am really good at generating attraction, but could use some work on my midgame. Sometimes, I feel as if I wasn´t learning as much as I could be learning from my sessions and I think I am stagnating. Hopefully, this journal is going to help.

Tonight, I shall be going out with one of my wings (a real natural; that guy has probably contributed more to my game than any books or forum entries I have ever read). Field report to follow shortly.

Day 1

Alright, this is how I did... I went to a small, hip-hop themed club with my wing. Being that it was kinda small, I decided to adapt my strategy and to focus mainly on working the room. I spent the first couple of hours approaching everybody (guys and girls alike) but not sticking with anybody for too long; I wanted to raise the awareness level of the room towards me.

When I had raised my value enough (at this point, I had befriended a couple of people, danced with a lot of girls and run into some old friends of mine), I picked my target: A 20 year old HB 8,5 in a girl only 3 set. I opened the set with my wing and one of my gadgets (a ping pong ball; works like a charm. Just start playing some game with your wing and invite the group to join. HBs love ping pong balls.) and started talking to one of the obstacles while my wing talked to the other one. After a couple of minutes, I talked to my target and started getting heavy IOIs (stroking her hair, nervously moving her feet, etc... Didn´t really have to work hard for it, since I had already DHVd and social proofed myself with my roomwork a while ago), so I started generating comfort by natural talking and at the same time gradually escalated kino. After a while, I felt like kissing her, so I casually tried to kiss her but she blocked it off. Guess I didn´t generate enough comfort. So I ignored her, worked on some other girls for a while, and reapproached her again... Started working on her from where I had left it before, but when I tried to kiss her again after a while... DAMN. She blocked me off AGAIN. Seeing how this was going nowhere and how I was making a fool of myself, I decided to freeze her out and enter another set, with the main purpose of pawning it. And by set, I mean a one set; one of the gogo dancers.

Since she had been noticing me ever since the evening began and her shift was almost done (it was 5 AM), it wasn´t hard work to get her to come down to where I was. The events that followed didn´t require a lot of technique: She came down, started dancing with me and passionately kissed me after a couple of moves (seriously, learning to become a proper dancer is one of the best inversions I have ever made). After a while of dancing and kissing her (I didn´t exactly go out of my way to make sure my original set doesn´t see it), I BRBd the gogo dancer, and started talking to the original set again. This time, I isolated my target (easy, the set already knew me well enough, I had built up social proof and my wing was entretaining the obstacles), went to a quiet place of the club with her and started building more comfort. After a brief amount of time, the friends of the target decided to leave, so my target had to go, too. After a deep look into her eyes she leaned in to kiss me, we exchanged numbers and she left. At this point, I was also feeling kinda tired, so I decided to call it a night and go home. Probably gonna try and build a timebridge using the number I got in the next couple of days; although it could be a flake, since things didn´t go as smoothly as they should have gone.

Results: 2 KC, 1 number.
Learnings:
- Don´t escalate too quickly. Kissing is just another form of kino, but getting blown off is a major setback.
- Make sure to actually SLOW DOWN the pace and start building up rapport after the opening and attraction phase.

More to follow next week.

Bounce. [/u]

Day 2 - Daygame - The fallen girl

Alright, this one doesnt´t really count. BUt whatever, I am posting it for the lulz, and because at least it counts as practise. So Im on the street, about to go to gym, and stop by the supermarket I always go to to get some energy drink before going in.

So I go on in and there is that HB7 in the supermarket, and she is acting all weird, telling the till guy how much she LOVES these cookies he is selling... So I ask her "what´s up with them?" and we get talking... She asks me where the subway is, so I walk there with her. While walking, I ask her if she´s OK (she had the CRAZY EYES), and she tells me she´s not. After talking for like 45 minutes about our fucked up lives and building some massive rapport (mainly by using voice modulation, body language and highly emotional subjects to create commonalities), she tells me she hasn´t had sex for quite a while and that she wants to go to my place. I kindly decline (coz fuck it, I don´t want to take a depressive girl home, and gym is important) and have a good nice workout.

Day 3 - Nightgame - The breakdown

Not much to say. I failed miserably yesterday. I suck. Fucked up big time. Bad game. Bad everything. Was stuck up. Went to a nightclub with a ton of hot babes and for some reason none of my approaches worked, and the few times I got a girl to talk to me I was too stuck up to make the conversation flow naturally in a fun way.

Results: NONE:
Learnings:
- I am a sucker and know nothing about the game
- I suck
- I suck
- A proper warm-up is fucking important. The pre-party matters even more than the party itself. If you don´t warm up before the party (talking to girls on the street, in the line in front of the nightclub or anywhere else, really) and are thrown straight into the club, it´s really hard to focus. TALKING MODE, moth***er.

The show must go on.
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If I have failed like this, there must be something wrong. So it´s time for CHANGE.

I think I have been focusing on nightgame too much. From now on, it shall be more daygame (even tho it´s really complicated for me, coz I work for 12 hours a day, 5 days a week). THat´s where the AFCs are really sepparated from the PUAs. Watch out.

Day 4 - Nightgame

jkdfjksdfjkdfsdfhksdfhksdfhk. FML. I went to the club with my two wings, took some time to check the area, find a suiting target... Decided to pawn another girl who was close to the target. Opened. Created comfort. Isolated. Both her and my friends left. We decide to leave the club and go get a cab... And then I FAIL ON THE FRIGGIN LAST-MINUTE RESISTANCE.

Learnings: Freeze-out. No matter what, freeze-out when this happens. Stick to the damn rules. It doesn´t matter if you really don´t want to blow the set coz you have become too attached; if you don´t have the right mindset and don´t play by the rules, you WILL fail.

Create a good excuse to go home. I´m gonna be checking out my hood for good excuses to go there, coz "wanna go grab some food at a great fast food place I know near my place?" sure soudns better than "I´m getting tired, LET´S GO".

Day 5

Evening/Daygame: The plan was to go to the club, but I head out really early with my one of my wings, since we wanted to warm up before the party. As we walked down the street I approached a blonde 6.5/10 (hey, you got to start somewhere, right?) and had a nice chat with her about her plans for the evening, her hobbies, etc. After this we went to a bar for a couple of drinks and headed to the club, all while chatting up random girls on the street. After a while, we met a group of 3 brazilian HB8s who were with two guys. Since the dudes were kinda cool and the girls were displaying clear IOIs, we told them to tag along and come into the club with us (since we had a free pass and they didn´t). So we went into the club, walked around the room and inceptioned it (gonna write a thread about this later on), and shortly after split and started working on my own (I tendentially prefer to be left alone to game; but I need to know somebody I know is around the venue in order not to feel like a loner/social reject). After befriending some other guys and DHVing them (one hand washes the other, eh?) I hit on my first girl (a mexican 8.5/10). I danced with her for a while, had a nice chat with her (we were on the outskirts of the dancefloor), got her number and kiss closed.

After walking around for a little bit I randomly ran into that girl who I know my wing is in love with and has something going on with... So I decided it probably would be wise to go find him and tell him she´s around before he fucks up and both their beautiful little hearts get crushed. When I found him and I told him that other girl was around (he was sitting on a couch with a Russian 9/10 from Moscow) he freaked out and told me to transition and take care of the girl he was gaming at that moment NOW, so I introduced myself, started gaming and he smoothly disappeared. I found this girl to be quite amazing (we definetly had something going on; even though her English wasn´t the best we definetly had some chemistry and shared a lot of laughs), so I decided to spend the rest of the evening with her. We went out of the club, sat down at the beach and continued doing our thing until the club closed. I am fairly sure I could have asked her home and it would have worked; but since I wasn´t really feeling like having sex that night, I number closed her and will call her sometime this week (I am sure she´s not gonna be a flake; I invested too much time and escalated too smoothly for her to want to flake out on me). She´s a tourist and is only gonna be around for one week; so I got the advantage of having a ton of easy and fun dating options, no social consequences for her to worry about and a good time constraint to make sure stuff gets done.

Learnings: Not many. I am satisfied with my game yesterday. Maybe it was because of the warmup / daygame before going out, but what I did yesterday was some REALLY SOLID gaming.

Results: 2 KCs with phone numbers.

Edit: FC the Russian 9 I met on day 5 in the field. Probably one of my best and most congruent FCs ever. Lay report INCOMING! BOOOOOOYAH! Got FUEL to get going again!

Day/night/whatever 6-7

Not sure if this should be a field report,a lay report or a surrealistic story, but whatever. Went to a club on Friday night with 3 friends. One of them (he used to be my wing, although he has recently quit the game) has a girl who he is serious with, so that girl and a friend of her (HB 9, model) also joined us. Apparently, they tried to set me up with the HB 9, since she was alone and started displaying HEAVY IOIs on me (I knew something would eventually happen between us if I just played it cool enough... I had known her for months, but I knew that a wrong move would make her blow me off, since she is one of those godlike HBs that are the bomb and KNOW it). So we went in the club, our friends left us both alone (yeah, definetly trying to set us up...) and after building up enough rapport I finally made my move and kissed her. After a while of intmating, we decided to go back to look for our friends, but ran across some other girls she also knew instead. As we were standiong there taljking to them, I saw my friends, so I was like "yo. Be right back", and started to go across the club to meet them... When all of a sudden, I run into the HB I had FC last tuesday.

From there on, the rest of the night is short and easy: spent some more time with the HB, left the club after like 30 minutes (God, that other girl is NEVER going to talk to me again. Abut whatever, I guess shit happens. And pretending not to know a girl I had already FCsed would just have been a bad person move. And I need my game to be CLEAN in order to feel good and congruent about it) and spent the rest of the night (and the next morning) having the craziest sex at my place.

Got up at 3 PM. The HB was leaving today. She asked if I could drive her and her friend to the airport, and I ofc aggreed. We went to a bar to have some breakfast, picked up her friend, and were driving to the airport... When she realized her passport had been stolen. Hilarity ensued from there on. The plane was departing in 5 hours, so I went all Michael Schumacher on them and drove them to the police station... We reported the stolen passport... I Schumachered them to the Russian embassy, where we spent like 2 hours trying to get a new passport... (shit was getting surreal at this point, I had only slept a couple of hours last night and I was feeling as if I was in a James Bond movie at that moment, with everybody talking Russian in that momumental building full of cameras) and raced to the airport, where they got through after some epic beef with the customs police (they wanted to see every item they had bought in Spain, since they had an EPIC tax-free check, but after building some rapport and explaining the situation to the police for a while, they aggreed on letting us pass throgh). Mission accomplished.

It was 10 PM at this point, so I rushed home to get a quick shower (and apologize to the other girl rom last night for behaving like a massive douchebag, I am not sure I should do this if I want to game her, but whatever... I really felt like doing so) and went to another nightclub. I have to say, it was a pretty shitty field experience. After three hours, I left coz I was completely fucked and cared more about the time and when I would get to go to bed than any HBs or my friends. I slowly walked home, with the rain dripping on my skin, and once again thought "damn. I love the game".

Learnings: - The game is no just about girls. It´s about meeting new people and experiencing new stuff. The game can help you in most of lifes situations.

- Don´t go out just to go out. If you are sleepy and don´t feel like going out, just stay at home and sleep. If you want to have fun with your friends, you can meet them in other settings. But if you go out, SARGE. Anything else is kinda pointless.

Day 8

Went to a nightclub with one of my wings. Kinda funny night. I didn´t mean to pick up any girls (call me low on sex drive, but I have had enough sex for a while with the sex I had last weekend). Managed to get into an optimal inner game mode, even though I have been going through harsh times lately (lots of things have been worrying me a lot). Opened a set at the entrance already (and some on the subway, on my way with my wing (who also is my roommate) to the club), and went back to it again and again for the whole night. Spent the whole night dancing and opening various sets. KC a croatian HB7 on the dancefloor after doing a staring contest with her (if she loses, she has to either pay for a drink or to kiss me) (seriously, girls love staring contests, I initiate them all the time. Even during the day). KClosed a Spanish HB8,5 after some really funny chat with her. And KC a Cuban HB8,5 who also wanted to fuck and give me her phone number (too bad I lost my cell phone and forgot my pen and paper at home, so we couldn´t exchange any data TT). Gamed a ton of girls on the street after the club. Fun times.

Results: 3 KC. Big reputation increase in that club (and some people kind of know each other there). Definetly plan on going back there again.

Learnings: Not many. Typical Friday night. Arrive, do my thing, leave. Heh. This is fun. And definetly good training.

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Day 9 - I accidentally my life

I think I have reached a new low tonight. Basically, I had an epic fight with a guy who used to be one of my best friends (and a natural from who I have lerned A LOT about the game), and I am fairly sure our friendship is over. Not the best state of mind to go out in. Also, it was freezing cold, I got a bad throat ache, I had only slept for 4 hours the night before and the nightclub I went to was EMPTY (seirously, there were 40 people in there AT THE MOST, mostly mixed sets. Toughest environment EVER).

After hanging around for a while in the club, I started getting REALLY frustrated/pissed at myself because nothing was happening (basically, I was just standing around with my friends or alone like a proper loser) and got quickly locked into a horrible mood. The frustration quickly started burning me from the inside like acid, and I couldn´t possibly get myself to smile. Looked like the typical night where nothing would possibly happen, so I forced myself to fucking man up and chat up a blonde HB 8. Talked to her for like 15 minutes, but couldn´t feel any chemistry between us. She was being responsive and sent me one or two IOIs, but wasn´t really complying to any of my escalations/compliance tests. After a while, I just "brb"ed her and moved on. Whatever. Warm-up.

Danced with some Spanish HB 6.5 and talked to her friends, but also moved on some time later. After a while, there was 20 people at the most left in the venue (I felt more like a gladiator in the middle of an arena than a PUA in the club), so I decided to sit down for a minute and meditate about life, what I am doing, how to save the night and my lifestyle (which is going DOWN!). While I was sitting there, deeply sunk into my deep thoughts, the HB6.5 I danced with earlier on showed up and sat down by my side. We got talking and I built up some rapport, and after 5 minutes her friends showed up and wanted to leave (one of her friends was pass-out drunk. Guess is this is also a good solution for shitty nights), so I got the phone number of the girl and kiss-closed her just for the sake of it. Not that I can use the number for anything, since I have no cell phone at the moment. But whatever. Gotta keep the love junkie inside me sedated.

Results: 1 KC, 1 phone number.

Learnings: ENERGY. ENERGY is fucking important. If you are lacking energy, nothing good will possibly happen. No matter what, if you want ANYTHING to happen, you have to bring in some energy into the set. Slap yourself, get up, and FIGHT.

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you've got good game, you are definitely entering an advanced state of the game and i say good luck to you. I am also starting a diary from today on to motivate me to SARGE because i have just started university and feel shit for not gaming which is actually affecting my studies dramatically. Hopefully youll continue with your journal and i will as well.

Thanks bro, I really appreciate the feedback. It´s good that you also want to start a journal, and that you feel like shit when you don´t game. It definetly shows that you got something coming up. I will be following you.

As for myself, I don´t know. I still have a lot of work to do. Even tho things are going well at the moment, there is 2 main points I want to improve at the moment (mainly because I know that as soon as I have these two points secured, I will be in the game forever and won´t be depending on others/wings to keep things going):
1. Build up a big network of likeminded people around me (I guess joining this forum is a step)
2. Improve my daygame.

Let´s MOVE.

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Day 10

Remeber what I said about daygame? I wasn´t kidding. I am gonna get a bro (with NO game at all, if anything he repels girls), go to the mall and won´t come back until I get a phone number. Posting this in case I fail. I want to feel the shame.

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Feeling the shame, although I did a bunch of (unsuccesful) approaches. Meh. Whatever. I can get used to it. I can master this situation.

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Also, fuck this shit. I will not accept failure that easily. Tonight, ladies and gentlemen (OK, only gentlemen, but I am feeling fancy), I shall go out sarging on my own for the first time EVER. The night is my field. I got big with it. So WATCH OUT.

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