| So, I'm not a guy that goes out alot to parties and concerts etc, but saturday there was a concert and i knew two girls that where going there so i decided to go. On the bus there i met a friend of mine witch was an advantage. Mystery says not to drink, but i knew that a few beers sets a spin on the imagination like no other and i become a natural "routine machine" so to speak. The real issue here is, i was introduced to a girl and she asked my name, i imediately made it into a game, where i guessed the first letter of her name A, and i told her mine, we bantered a little and i commented on her having big but beautiful eyes, spiced with mysterys "can i touch them?". A great side effect of this namegame was that she now rememberred my name. We met outside, and while her back turned i threw a snowball at her friend, and the three of us had a snowballfight. after it was over i told her what school i was attending and talked a little to up the comfort level. I was not however comfortable, as i acted just because of David D's words (a book title) "feel the fear and do it anyway". I got both of them on my arms and commented on how short they where, and that they could be my little sisters.
When we got inside again we sat down on the couch, and my anxiety level was starting to rise. Despite that we started to cuddle, and we kissed, my first kiss for a long time... Her guyfriends on the other hand where a real P in the A i had'nt built any comfort with them and they said, "Dude take out the phone camera and film this." I did'nt want her to be confronted with footage like this the next day so i stopped. (any advice cus this is starting to get common. I said i was going to the gas station across the street to buy some water, and that she should come, but she said "no stay" and kissed me again, this time with the thounge. I had my eyes closed but saw the light's as the guys tried to adjust their cameraphones to the light. i said "not so fast" and got up, i'il come back i said. By now it was a relief to get out, i thought i was gonna throw up while in there. I pulled myself together, and went back in about ten minuttes. when i got back she was gone, she and her friend had left and the guys said she didn't want to wait anymore. i felt like this turned from relatively smooth sailing to a crash and "never see her again" burn. She had given me her number but the grinning guys made it seem like she got instant buyers remorse. I continued a little while longer but deided to go home. But fate wanted otherwise and i ran into her downtown, she was superhappy to see me but i had to run to make the bus. But here is the cach, me and her friend made eyecontact and the signal was "i'm saving my friend, thought i'd made it too" so i said see you later and turned.
One thing i can try to do is to somehow talk to her friends and tell her i'm nothing to worry about.
at least i need from you guys a textmessage or sonething to say on the phone. My goal is to see her again, but not untill the next time there's a party or something, so only timebridging for about two weeks guys, the easter holidays is coming up....
(try to guess what their names are, you look like an Alice)
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