Hello Readers! ^.^

I just recently discovered the community and made an account the other day. And I'm starting a journal here. Here's a little bit about me:

I'm not the nicest person. I'm a jerk. I'm a loser. I'm a no date nerd. My life is falling apart. I can't do it. I'm not good enough. Girls don't like guys like me. I'll never be as cool as that guy.

Those are the thoughts that run through my head every day.

I wanna rid myself of those limiting beliefs.

I wanna be the man that I know I can be. >:(

I'm GONNA be the man that I know I can become. >:O

What I hope to learn from pickup is how to pick up hot chicks! (LOL what else?) >:D
And also how to be the fun person that everybody loves!

My goals include

Trying to get a better, healthier body.

Starting to get better with Fashion sense.

Try to kiss close at least one random girl by the end of the summer.

Work on inner game.

And self-improvement.

I'm going to make a facebook account sometime next week and I'm gonna use some of the text game stuff to make a profile that'll help get meetings with some girls that I already know.

And since I'm gonna be at church all day tomorrow working I'll also do a little bit of social circle building there.

After that I think I'm gonna go sarging and write some good field reports!

Look forward to it!



- PaultheKing

Aw. It's sad to hear you talk about yourself that way, though I beat myself up like that all the time, too. Is it possible that you're whole and interesting the way you are? Is it possible that you're worthy of female attention and love RIGHT NOW?

I'm wondering if we don't just set these goals so we can feel like we have control over the process. So you're going to work on your body. Say you accomplish that, your satisfied with your body. You might celebrate your achievement for a second, but then you're just going to set another goal. Better fashion. Then more money. Better career. Then you've spent your life just trying to get somewhere, trying to change yourself. Is that how man is supposed to live, or should you be enjoying the day to day, even if you're not perfect now? Just projecting my own shit in here.

Also, make more concrete goals. ie: 5 hours of physical activity a week, clothes shopping with my gay friend every weekend, pay for a style cut, be specific, think of daily goals. General resolutions fail.

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31 and still figuring it out.

Yesterday I didn't go sarging after working at church because we all went bowling after. I did some social circle building while I was there, though. When I came home I went to sleep and forgot to post! (silly me)

Anyway, I just discovered something called the "newbie mission" and I'm gonna do that instead of sarging.

[@minsok:
Maybe I am whole and interesting the way I am. And maybe I AM worthy of female attention and love right now, as I am. And maybe I should start acting like it.

And about those goals...

Healthier body:
- Eat 5 small meals daily
- Sleep before 10 PM daily
- get an hour of physical activity in every day

Fashion Sense:
- I'm not sure how to get started. >_< ( I'm open to suggestions!)

I'm changing my third goal to NOT MISS ANY DAYS of my newbie mission.

For inner game:
- Finish Ross Jeffries's Unstoppable Confidence stuff by the end of the week
- Finish some of Hypnotica's stuff by the end of the week

Self Improvement:
- I guess all of this stuff fits under self-improvement.]


Okay! Tomorrow is the first day of my newbie mission!

Look forward to it!