Hi All, This is a little more of a field report for some beginners out there be aware ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!!!!
Ok, a little while back broke up with a girl stayed in touch got a little close again we kissed nothing came of it etc now ive been sarging since and so has she, obviously me and her got back in touch the other day and have actually started a really good friendship we where together for 2 years so we no each other really well, anyway ive been sleeping with this other women for a while now and getting very close, and the EX found out it was getting serious, and then out the blue or first ive heard of it tells me she is seeing someone else aswell, at first i thought nothing of it now i think it may have been an attempt to make me jealous (read on!)
While at mine one night we where watching a movie and she asked me so what does it mean seeing someone, i basically said your in a open relationship i guess you spend most of your time with each other but is something happens else where its ok..."so you can still sleep with other people" she asked again i said yes little while later she started poking me play fighting etc (flirting like a school girl as i put it ) and i played back was a giggle wrapping her up in a blanket and that just playing lol..at one point she pulled at me nearly pulling my trousers down i said wow there coming down, she laughed saying nothing i havnt seen...she complained her legs hurt (when we where together i used to massage them so naturally i went come her ) i removed her closes but she stopped me at underwear and i said what nothing i havnt seen before she laughed and told me
"i no but its becoming a little difficult to tell the line between friend and boyfriend with you, im not like this with other male mates but im getting close to this guy at the moment who i want to be my boyfriend and im barely like this with him"
"i told her i understood and didnt want her feeling uncomfortable so down to her underwear black bra and panties sat with her lieing back and me between her open legs rubbing them the black panties covered nothing and i could tell from her body language she knew this and felt uncomfortable, so i put a pillow in place ...
she just smiled said thank you and i continued, (NOW PLEASE BARE IN MIND AT THIS POINT I AM JUST BEING ME NOT GAMING HER OR ANYTHING CAUSE SHE IS THE LAST PERSON I WOULD HAVE EXPECTED TO WANT ME AGAIN SO IM PAYING NO ATTENTION)
Without thinking and a few minutes later when she was more relaxed i removed the pillow, to massage her thighs asked if it felt good and u ok, she just nodded in agreement, at this point everything was on show panties had moved completely and it looked a little shinny to me
but i still just ignored thought oh well seen if before dont want to point it out ruin her comfortableness etc... plus its a nice sight for me
lmao
anyway bout 20 minutes later and massaged finished lied next to her started play fighting a little (SHE STILL IN JUST UNDERWEAR) and there was a moment of complete eye contact right as we both stopped laughing and where about 2 inches from each others face she looked me dead in the eye and even thought to myself if she was any other girl i would kiss her and fuck her now but she doesn't want that, so i did nothing and just started laughing again (i remember the thing we where laughing about she laughed to) but for the rest of the night, although she cuddled up she made little eye contact avoided talking bout anything personal really and just finished the movie and food i rubbed her legs a little more after she massaged my back for me
and then she got dressed and left.
Now please bare in mind i didn't peace this together in my head till after she left and kinda thought SHIT!!! she wanted me in the moment and probably felt uneasy because I DIDN'T ACT !!!
So just a little lesson to all PAY ATTENTION AT ALL TIMES and you are better ASKING FORGIVENESS THEN YOU ARE ASKING PERMISSION....EVEN with girls you think you might never have a chance with again in a million years and that its all just friendly banter IT MIGHT NOT BE!!
CHAT
