So today was a success and a fail.

I was planning on hitting the bars tonight around 11, got a call from a friend asking to pick him up some booze and hopefully chill a bit. I decided I'd grab him something and make my way after to the bars.

I get to his place and notice two HB8s sitting on his couch. Made eye contact with both and asked their names, sat across the room from em and just chatted with a few mutual friends for a bit. HB8 1 was putting on some new tunes. I didn't even know what song it was, but I looked at her and just smiled and shook my head. A little playful neg.

Someone turns on the lights and I notice she has purple hair. Here comes neg #2 (What? Purple hair? I don't know how I feel about that). A couple people leave and a spot next to her opens up. I try to talk to her from across the room, but we couldn't hear each other well. I took that as an opportunity to move closer and sat next to her.

Threw in some more negs, "oh look we have a pyro" as she plays with a lighter. We make a little small talk and my friend comes over and asked me to move over, I moved closer to her. I ended up peeling the label off my beer and handed it to her and made sure to touch her hand and leg in the process, she liked it and giggled a bit, but was looking for something on the label :/

I brought up flirting with a milf from earlier in the day and she asked if I'd ever do one. I said yea of course and asked her if she would do a dilf, she said it depends, which I quickly replied to with "so, that's a yes!" She got embarrassed and laughed some more.

After a little more flirting and negging, they had to leave. I used this to shake her hand and held it for a little too long and lazer eyed her while holding her hand. another giggle! She got up and went to the door with her friend (whom was really quiet the whole time, I didn't even bother with her). Purple hair looked back and I lazer eyed her again. She had to turn away and laugh this time.

As she was leaving, I let said, "don't think too hard!"

Hopefully I see her again. I'll definitely number close if I get the chance.


Left there after a while for the bars and ended up just being a drunken fool and sitting watching people. Didn't talk to a single girl cause I couldn't decide on a target. Got called gay by some motherfucker on the street and just told him to fuck himself, I didn't need anyone bringing my game down (not that it mattered).

So, I learned I can talk to girls if I'm in a communicative environment, but I can't in bars. Idk what's up, hopefully I can find a wing soon to push me a little more. I'm not scared, just indecisive.