Is it ok if i post here a longer story? Im new and i didnt read all the forum and all the rules.

size doen't matter bro

just post it i am sure it will be interesting and we will gain some knowledge from it

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Hey I just joined the forum and my main goal is to know you people better. Ok now lets get the story.

I know its a long one and people dont usualy read long posts but please give me a suggestion of what should i do.

The background story
So it was a girl on facebook that started to talk with me like 3 weeks ago. We talked and we planed to go out together (was a pretty funny conversation but it doesn't matter) . The moment i met her I knew i had a big problem . She was very shy and it was hard for me to have a conversation with her and I started to talk about my life for a little while ( i thought maybe she opens a bit) . Guess what...she was still shy and she talked only about school and teachers ( btw we are both in high school and she just got transfered from another school) ...I know ...talking with a girl about job (school ) isn't a good idea .Nothing happened back then. 3 weeks passed and we met at school and talked a bit .I found out that she was going to club and I told her that we will see us there (it was a day when most of the people from my school went).

When the real problem began
The same day when i talked to her about going in the club another girl contacted me ( i was with her 1 night long ago ) and said that we should meet in one weekend ( she was from another town) . This new girl was hotter then the one from my school but I didn't wanted one night or a long distance relationship. I was between a one night with a hot girl or a long relationship with the girl that I prefer. I refused the new girl even she insisted to see me and went at club.I was like all or nothing and the pressure because if I had failed at club I would be disappointed. It all began around at 3 am when she texted me to come outside and meet her( the club was full of people and i couldn't see her). I know it was late and she was probably tired but I still took the long shoot.Surprisingly she wasnt shy this time and she got very emotional this time . She was like an open book ( I looked at body language and and other signs). Her friends were going home and she asked me if I could get her home so she could stay with me a little bit more.Still nothing happened because a drunk friend of her was bothering us while we were alone. I went with her at home and after she went in she looked at me 4 second and closed the door . ( before we went to club i told her that i had something to tell her for long time in a text message but i didnt gave her any details) I rapidly texted her to come outside and tell her what i have to say.She came .The point is that I drank and I wasnt all rational but I wasnt that drunk. I told her that it would be better if i whisper her what I have to say ( i wanted to kiss her ,the problem was that i didnt touch her that much before the kiss). I didnt know what happened but she looked like she thought that i have something to say to her and when i tryed she turned the face so she could her me better and i blocked for 1 sec. I told her that its better not to tell her now.After that I told her it is better that she knows it and i tryed to kiss her again but the same thing happened ...she wasnt ready.After this I told her the same thing ...that its not the time and i left after we greeted each other.

From 2 girls I got nothing now.What to do with the girl from high school? And what about the other one? I have to admit ... getting a kiss from a girl is my weakest point.
Btw sorry for my bad english.

Ok so i learned that drinking during pickup is bad and i think that its game over but I still want some suggestions.