I have been studying a bit about inner game. On tuesday night i went out to a club and had absolutely no success whatsoever. After going over the nights proceedings one thing stood out that i did tremendously wrong. I was not myself. I would speak to people trying to be the perfect gentleman that our mothers told us we should always be rather than the fun loving nice guy i am when im with friends.

In saying that, last night i went to a costume party and decided that this was to be the night to be myself. I new a lot of people going to the party and decided to dress up as a cheerleader. I got there early to help set up and as guests arrived they would look me up and down, give me a wink and a smile and say i love what your wearing.

As the night wore on i got talking to a hb 8 who was also dressed as a cheerleader. I wasn't focused on what i was saying nor how my kino was going. All i wanted to achieve was to be myself and that's exactly what i did. We ended up in one of the bedrooms making out and i ended up getting her naked. Unfortunately that night it didnt go any further because there were too many people floating around, but a group of us have a trip planned for new years and we will be sharing a tent.

Last night was a tremendous learning experience for me and its taught me that i am a great guy and thats what i'm going to be from now on.