Hi fellow seducers,

I think it's best to start writing about me first of all, is it? Well here we go..
I have lived what we call "normal" life.. I have Mother, Father, Brother and a dog (who will love me, and think that I'am charming, funny, talented etc..) [ well not so sure about brother and a dog, but yea you should get a hint where i come from. ]

So I have no pressure on myself to do something great, I get no push from family.. which in my oppinion is sad for me. That have lead me on the way that I have no direction in my life and with no direction you have no motivation as well. If I read back what I have written it feels like I'm blaming my parents, but that's not my goal here and I truely belive that you make your own happiness.

I have a lot to write about my life, but i have to go to work in about 30 minutes so I make it shorter atleast for now.

Why I decided to make a journal?
*To keep myself motivated to go out everyday on my free week ( I work on a ship 1 week work and 1 week off )
*To keep a eye on my progress

I have done daytime cold approach approximately near 50 times, so it is managable for me. And I think especially when im on in that place where i just started i can share you guys some valuable ideas to get you go as well.

See you soon, (I have my next week off, so expect writings then)
StackiN

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2. October

Well I kinda promised myself (to my diary that I will go out on 1. Oct) but I couldn't.. I was tired because my work week. But I grabbed my balls on 2. Oct and went out I got 2 numbers, potential was alot bigger but I have some sort of standards (I date only the ones I find attractive),
1 number I got from shopping mall, that girl had headphones on so I went in with "hello" no reply back she was walkig on, i kept following her by saying hello about 50 times (not very quiet voice, she even walked faster ..) And she went to her work place so I was chatting with both of the workers and it went smooth..but I dont know what to do with that number..language barrier is fucking in the ass big time.

2 number, was from girl who was super classy she looked like she just jumped out of fashion magazine.. We talked a little had a very good connection and I was doing some kino (which i usually dont, to much) and I asked what time I call her tomorrow, she said that at 16.00 she has appointment in hair salon so after that she is free for me.. Will see if we will meet or not.

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3. October

Because I got bed around 4-5AM I got on field around 6 PM and by this time there is lesser chance already, work people already at home and students same. SO got to find those left overs.

I remember walking around in streets and went to the mall. And I saw a girl who I quite liked and walked past her, and she walked to 2 girl group ( so they were 3 already ) And I thought to myself.. I haven't seen nice girl walking by for a quite time and I went back to open this set. Unfucking belivable in that group were my classmate ( so i instantly stopped my "game mode" because i knew those girls. Why? No specific reason.

I went on a elevator and in the mall there was some band playing music and I spot my old classmate, very hot girl and he is working in TV. She was standing so I went next to her and pushed little bit and acted like im watching this show and she instantly looked, who is that fucker , there was blenty of room. And we started talking and shit, we have huge-connection I atleast have everytime I meet her I get nervous and my heart is racing and diffrent emotions flow. She looks like she is not in "zone" also. She wanted to meet me next day but and told me that we should talk in facebook ..but I havent written anything and neither have she. I am quite clueless here what to do, she can just be polite and say we should meet up, I dont want to be that "needyguy", so i have a dilemma.

6-set ( personal record ), 6 girls were sitting i walk in and say hello, they all were dissing me first 30 seconds but man.. Im hard not to notice.. One girl tryed to lead talking on but she couldn't when I was watching her like a beast ( i think i didnt even blink at once when i were in that set ). So she started laughing and said that she can't talk like this , and i took over . Well they were hard-nuts all of them were 3+ years older than me, and they were constantly testing my manhood and onepoint I told them that they make it so hard for me.. but then they said that im doing good... like what the fuck.. And they didnt have the normal flow of conversation when i were there so i decided to leave the set. And said i might be back, i walked to my table when i had 3 girls and 1 guy over there. And big LOL that guy asked what I talked with those girls, that was funny for me. I told him that it all starts from "Hello". My table girls told that all those girls were regulary toucching their hair and all that IOI shit, what i took as a surprise.. that my girl mates even see it, and the fact that i didnt notice it even at once .. which is surprising i always do, but when its 6-set you can notice all those details.

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4. October

As it is, I went out again. This time it was quite late already when I arrived to city it was already dark outside. I walked around didn't see any stunners walk around .. until I reached to some fashion practice in mall, young models were practicing for upcoming fashion show where I will go, when I can atleast.

Those models were quite young I think, but I'm very bad at guessing girl ages so I might have mistaken. I consider my eye-contact level ( stalker one ) , no blinks were made on that fashion practice. I looked them well their ego's were elevated of corse, but they really didn't know who am I as well so..its all good One girl looked at me and I gave it her right back, but I didn't approach them on runway well because I dont know why. (cant say that i was afraid of it, well maby) My idea is to go on this show and try to hook up with some of them there.. It might be hard.. but who knows.. I got to but that extra sweat in to get that extra confidence gain.

So I had meet up with my friend for a little pool, I left my models behind. And I went on a bus, on a bus i some how managed to sit next to quite beutiful girl, and i instantly started talking with her and got her number. ( but we have language barrier) she dosnt talk my languga too good its little bad.. but I will give her chance. I think.

I hope you enjoyed piece of my today

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6. October

I wake up, turn my mobile on and I notice a msg from my best friend (/msg call me if you wake) So I called him, to ask whats the plan. He asked would I like to do something in city, from that point I knew that he was interested to practice approaches and general game, so of corse I was down. I'm surprised that it took so long for him to actually tell it to me, because he knew that im gaming a lot and I know that he is slightly interested, but nervous about it a bit.

He had his hair cut and after that we met. It looked great on him, so little confident boost were already there. We went to this mall were this fashion show was for the last day, I'm walking a bit ahead because he was texting or smth, I notice 2 girls standing both model looking girls, quite tall and looking classy. So I go straight in, expecting my mate to follow me to try to get something out of it.. he came near the set at first, but wondered off like in 5 seconds. I had fun time there were talking with those girls laughing, but found out that they had boyfriends and they were leaving as well so I moved on. We look that show for a bit, there was some dance act which was very cool. And I decided to go on streets because that mall was crowded and for him to start it ain't best place to start, way to much pressure.

We walked around streets I told him to ask some lady who will walk past "where is the nearest cash machine(SPAM)", I showed him how I do it and then he made it, it was hard to look for me how he felt nervous.. well mainly because I have been in same place. I didn't want to pressure him to much on his first day, so his brain can adabt it slice by slice by not overheating it.

We walked in to other shopping mall where I met shopping assistant, we were talking alot, she was 23 years old and very cute, propper teddys, face and ass ..hole package so called. She was quite confused what I do want at first, but I made my intent clear quite fast (i see personal improvment here) and she was pinging off good signs. What was funny she told that she has 20 years old boyfriend and he is like a child..that was surprising for me, that she tells me about her problems. I asked her number she said that she dosn't usually give her number (well its a test for me to break it), but i said goodbye and left.. she might have feel like shit, because that what she pinged off said that she wanted me to take her number, but i think its good to let it go sometimes. When I want i can go to her shop again.. but i aint that needy to go in for another round with her.

To be continued (going to bed now)

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6. October continues

After that we went on and looked girls to hook up with, I made him do some warmups.. but it was still challenging for him, that what i saw, was still nervous. So I made few examples again to show that its not that frightening at all. Few minutes later, I see beutiful girl coming. I knew that to let my friend ask from her is yet to challenging for him so I went in myself.
I was being chill-relaxed as I was and were talking with that girl.. and she was so intrested that she asked shall we get to know each-other better. She is 18 years old, good body, cute face and seems like a sexual person (had no problem to be very close) I took her number and texted to her /msg "call me if you are around", well because she was living to far from city. It might be risky call for me.. but I thought that if I hit ball to her court it will be more convenient for me. She even replayd me back "okay ", so i quess it went good?.

We went on to another mall to find another sets, I had a plan to go to bookstore and we were almost there when I notice 2 girls sitting in restoraunt, both of them very beutiful and well clothed. And seriously they were 17 years old.. I couldnt belive it, they looked like 20 something. I was talking my friend invested very little, those girl wanted to eat but they said they couldn't when we are there.. so they didn't take a bite when we were there. One girl said couple times can you leave us alone for now. (there was a hint that, she want's to see us again) That didn't bother me at all because i knew that they were intrested, their body language and eye-contact was screening that. So i took her number. ( brunette one ) She was gorgeous in my eyes. So we wen't on (to let them eat their meals), and we went to groceries store to grab some nuts. And we met those girls again, and we were talking again.. she asked where do I live
That was shitty question for me I live in bad region, compared to her one of the best regions in my city.. That pulled my status down, my friend told me that she looked surprised (in a bad way)
I called her today 7. October and asked her out, but she said that she have to study.. I didn't want to be needy, so I bretty much said goodbye after that.

That is pulling me down constantly, but I have to get that shit together (be very fucking non-reactiv to it) or get my own place, but idea where to get extra money (if want to help me with ideas, give me ideas)

And without my own place, its logistical nightmare. Can't call girls over, can't call friends over.. it is frustrating
Specially it is frustrating if you see all those missed opportunities because of it. I want to meet girls every day off, but having no my own place makes it so freaking (pointless?) It might be my sexual frustration talking here, but .. that's the way it is

ITS FREAKING HARD TO BALL, IF LOGTISTICS ARE F#*KED - a fact

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