Well it’s been one hell of a month and to say I’m utterly lost is a start. To catalogue the times I had went out with two girls I'm calling Freshy and Herd. I developed a serious liking to Herd because when those glasses came off and that hair was down and dyed she had some stopping power. Regardless you want to hear about the date not girls that you’ll never see. First,

I’ll start with Freshy. I went for an instant date she agreed to come and I was unaffected as I usually am when I go out on dates now. My goal was just to have some serious fun, ribbing, laughing,and the whole nine yards I had a great time with her and she seemed to have a fantastic time with me. After I dropped her off at her car I got no number and no k close, but I didn’t need it I usually push the k close on first dates and it works great but girls end up putting up ASD.

After a couple weeks I ended up finally getting her number while doing that Herd came up I had previous minor conversations with her but I was talking to her and Freshy now I think this may have put freshy off because I never got a response and so promptly dropped the game on her.

Within the same week me and Herd decided to go out for lunch she said I was sweet for rolling up the window and muting music when her parents called opened all doors and led her through like a real mutha fuckin gentleman. We had a lot of rapport and it was kinda freaky how similar we were to each other. We mirrored body language unintentionally and things seemed in the green for me. I was going to meet my first goal of the three i set for the semester. But things would somehow turn out to be horribly wrong.

Even though we laughed and had a great time I was about to drop her off and I went for the kiss. I’m not going to lie it was a bit of an awkward one, but I thought it ended well I tried to go in and she kinda went sideways and I hit cheek, but then she went in and kissed me.

Now I have done my fair share of first date kisses and this was probably my worst it wasn’t wrong feeling though somehow it just wasn’t. She laughed and almost forgot her things in my car in pure nervousness. She sends me a text within seconds saying so much for playing hard to get. To which I left for a long time before responding with something unimportant and short.

The next day I walk her to her next class I even felt this was chumpy since I don’t do this shit normally. Then I pulled out the big guns the spin-into-kiss that seemed to charm a few women in the past. She came in kissed me and said all while laughing “fucking asshole” I thought this was pretty funny met her with a laugh and left.before I spun-k'ed her I asked if she wanted to hit a friend of mines party she was enthused and asked if she could bring a girlfriend of hers i obviously didn't care. at this point your probably thinking "what is this guy bitching about sounds fine to me"?


Now for the part that crushes me I don’t know what to do and I wish I had answers but I always have a problem after I k close girls on the first date i believe it's ASD. so a couple days pass and I was sitting at my house urging to talk to her I figured I would play the question game in which you ask a series of questions.

Basically this ended up in me telling her she was interested in me.

she said every guy I talk to I’m supposed to be interested in?

I just asked if she kissed every guy she talked to and that I didn’t know her enough to be interested I just wanted to know because I was done hurting girls.

She then replied that it was awkward in that first date when she kissed me (I didn’t physically read it this way and I consider myself body language suavy) and she said how she doesn’t normally kiss on the first date. (i'm assuming given time to think about what she did made her regret it)

To which I replied they all say that but I would have had fun without the kiss and now you’re afraid im only after one thing huh?.

She Then sent me a huge two text that I have to scroll down to read so I will shorten it up. Basically she said she wasn’t afraid and it was just a kiss (which is what I thought kissing doesn’t mean much) she didn’t feel anything cuz I was a stranger I know nothing about you but ur not rele my type. I did have fun hanging with you which is why i said I will come out this weekend but im not planning on taking "this" any further and if that’s what ur looking for im just not that type of girl.


And the next one said something along the pussy ass lines of she thought I was hurt in the past and that I am not really an asshole and it’s just an act to protect my heart

Which is kind of bullshit girls have fucked me over sometimes but i get over it like any other person on this planet.

I figure alot of this shit out or i just drop them finding girls doesn't bother me i'm just sitting here as i type this wondering why does she still want to come to a party with me. she knows literally no one there, yet she seemed to have wanted to come and i dont think she is going to back down. i will re update with what happened if i get some responses on this post. i just want to know before saturday what exactly my plan of action should be on this i'm thinking nice and slow since she seems to hate the rush. I'm not sure if i need to blast through her Anti slut defense but that is my best guess because she thinks i am a serious ladies man who gets a shit ton of girls.

P.S there was no Werewolves or explosion in this story...yet

Alright since i got some views from the community i might as well post the result of the night.

I had a fuckin amazing night gamed a couple girls got a number. The girl i mentioned previously ended up showing up pretty late with her monster of a friend. I had so much social proof at this party it was ridiculous and since i had already previously gamed a couple girls i had my own cheerleading section for beer pong. Knew i was going to be running some tight game at this point and really enjoyed havin a whole house full of people i knew and they were treating me like the AMOG which increased my social proof.

She had a great time there but i skipped on a kiss i just felt like it wasn't needed. soon as i walked back into the party i was getting high fives from all the guys because she was "such a hottie"

Which helped me with some other girl i met earlier in the night

all in all good night got mega wasted won a couple beer pong games by same cupping with my buddy.