Introduction
My PUA name is Stealth - my great friend and master, "The Red Pill" who is the greatest pickup artist I've ever met gave me this name to become a PUA who operates "under the radar". I also want to live up to my PUA name Stealth by becoming a man who can make women mysteriously attracted to me while all the work is done "behind the scenes".

I'm turning 25 next week, currently living in Japan (Tokyo) with my parents. Working part-time. I quit one of the best universities in the world two-thirds of the way through. Unfortunately, I've lost my direction in life. What keeps me going however, is the strong desire to find that direction, and to transform myself and my surroundings to design a lifestyle that gives me a purpose that excites me daily.

Some stats: Lost my virginity at 19. I've had 5 sexual partners in my life. 2 LTR's. 1 currently in progress.

Why become a mPUA?
Time is limited. We all have around 29000 day to live. I’ve lived around 9000 so far. There’s only 1800days until I’m 30. It’s a sad truth of life that we’re all going to die one day. There’s a great possibility that there’s only one life we can live - then one has to make use of that one opportunity we’ve been given. I believe it’s such a waste not being able to become the best selves we can be. I can see so much potential inside of me, thats why I have to grow.

Regrets - perhaps my most powerful motivator. And I’m full of it: why didn’t I have the courage to ask my first love out at 13, why wasn’t I able to fuck more girls when I was younger, why didn’t I finish university, why did I let myself become so anti-social, why haven’t I ever dated anyone I completely connect with, why didn’t I start my journey to becoming a PUA in 2005 when I picked up “the lay guide”. Regrets are painful because we can’t reverse time nor change past events. I can still see many new “regrets” lurking around the corner, ready to rip apart my soul.

At the very least, becoming a mPUA, I believe, will prevent future regrets with regards to fucking many beautiful women, and ultimately finding someone I could consider marrying - and making her attracted to me.

Finally, there’s also the unknown I’m excited about. I don’t know where this journey will take me, it’s going to be an adventure - and thats what makes it 100 times more enticing!

Goals, Timeline, and Strategy
Short-term Goal (by November 30th):
1. Complete the Stylelife Challenge
2. Make at least 500 approaches
3. Go on x10 D2's or Bounces
4. F-Close x5 girls

Medium-term Goal (by February 29th 2012)
1. Have a stylish studio apartment called Stealth's Sex Pad (SSP)
2. F-close HB8+ @4/month
3. Be a PUA Instructor (making great $)

Long-term Goal (by September 13th 2012)
Earn the title of master PUA. At the same time, be congruent with my lifestyle, and where I'm headed. To be happy for the success I've created for myself, and to be excited for the future that awaits me.

Ratio and Statistics
I'm a geek, and I want to know my ratios. I'll keep track of the numbers every time I post.
- Warm-up: Non-transition sets for overcoming AA & getting ready for Approaches. Includes crash & burns (c&b)
- Approach: Transitional sets for the purpose of NC/KC/FC
- Bounce: Moving the approached set into another location
- Number Close (NC): Getting her number (includes email only
- Day2/Date (D2/D(x)): When girl goes out to meet boy for the first time after meeting, or multiple dates - D(x)
- K-Close (KC): When boy kisses girl
- F-Close (FC): When boy enters girl

Thank you guys in advance
The reason why I'm posting my journal online is because I really appreciate constructive feedback to accelerate my learning. At the same time if I have readers, I'll feel responsible for writing something new and fresh, and getting myself to meet my goals. I thank the forum and the community in advance, and would love any feedback, suggestions, and comments!

Now lets get rollin'

Here are the approaches I did from September 8th~9th (I didn't record ratios)

September 8th (Thursday)
NC: 1

Meet Legoman at Shinagawa Station
On the way back home, I saw a gaijin (foreigner). I talked to him because unconsciously, I wanted a sarge partner who is a foreigner in Japan - its automatic DHV. Turns out to be a fucking great guy who's into picking up girls (direct style) and evolutionary biology. His nickname for now is Legoman.

We talk for 2hrs. Enough with the theory, I had to approach.

2 sets walking towards us, then past us. Directional opener in english. Then told them to stop, called Legoman to come. He arrived and I introduced him to the girls. They are gyaru's (search online), my target is a HB6. Works at an event company. Like showgirls. We did a little talking. Did new DHV-routine and told her I worked with famous celebrities when she said she has the chance to meet them too. Used some big-name celebrities and she was impressed. NC'd, I had a feeling she's not a flake. 15minutes later, she msg'd me. Her name is Saka.

September 9th (Friday)
NC: 3
At Shibs with PUA Diplomatica
I talked to PUA Diplomatica online and met him for the first time at Shibuya today. He's persistent and knows the material well. Overall, a great guy who has character who I can talk to as a friend, not just a PUA wingman.
Sarged with him and learned a few things:
-Step back and the girl may walk towards you
-Japanese Nanpa (pickup) is extremely simple - he realized over-complicating pickup is never good. You start out with a lot of material but you cut what you don't need and you have an effective routine. Like the 20:80 rule, this is crucial.
-Keep talking to the girl even if she ignores you, and keep persisting! His master followed a girl for 15minutes while she ignored him! (gotta watch out for the cops though!)

We did a few C&B's, approaches. He had to go. No NC's so far.

Legend and The Red Pill in Shibuya
I was going to meet "Legend" and "The red pill" today at Buya! I was so excited, I love these guys - they carry along side them so much energy and passion even though they’re almost 15yrs older than me. Thats something I really have to respect.

On my way at the crossing, I did a directional opener. HB5 - name’s Nishi. NC’d and then suggested she joins my friends after I check out the place. Legend and Red Pill were having a double date and I joined in. They were cool with it. After my sarges today, I was at the top of my game - I was extremely smooth as I intro’d myself to the ladies. When a girl came and asked if she could steal a chair, I said: 500yen. She laughed. I had so much energy and confidence inside of me. 15minutes later, I called Nishi and she came upstairs - I introduced her to the bunch. The Red Pill gave me so much praise - I opened a girl over the shoulder, did a FTC, NC’d, then called her over to meet the coolest guys on earth - massive DHV. Everything he taught me, I initiated. He was happy, and so was I. I’ve grown so much compared to 6-months ago. There’s something really pleasing about making the The Red Pill proud - I never lived up to his expectation and was never able to apply the knowledge he taught me, but today when I did, fuck it felt fucking great! I’ll never forget this day!

Nishi had to leave for a trip overseas so the 5 of us went to a bar to have drinks. I had a soft drink because I can’t drink. I wanted to F-close Yasu, the thinner of the girls. I examined logistics by telling her I always wanted to live by myself and I would design my room this way. How’s your room like? She said its messy and she needs to know 3 days in advance before someone visits. She’d rather prefer visiting other ppl’s homes. Fuck! The Red Pill did well by taking the other girl’s expensive ring and telling her he’ll give it back the next time they meet. Fuck I love this guy!

When we broke-off the girls, I did a few c&b’s around Tsutaya. Every HB I saw, I approached. My masters told me after I chased my set, I had too much energy. Its better to calm down, slow down my voice, and then speak to them. I eventually missed my last train. I asked a salary man if I could share a cab with him (cause I had little cash) - doing this in Japan as a Japanese - you need a fuckload of balls. I can easily tell you that 95% of my friends wouldn’t do this. And I had balls - fully loaded with the confidence I gained from my approaches today.

I reserved the whole weekend just to do PU. See how the experience paid off:

September 10th (Saturday)
NC: 7
Bounce: 2
School Festival with Legoman
I was excited, yet worried. I didn't know how my partnership would turn out with Legoman. We met at 12pm, arrived at around 1pm at the school.

Everybody looked at Legoman - he's blonde, tall, and an example of a handsome man riding on a white horse from every Japanese girl. Instant DHV. As we entered the school, there were 2 girls. I told Legoman to go for a directional opener and we were in set. We bounced them and did a trip around the school - ate Kakigori (shaved ice with syrup) with them. Did small talk - they were both extremely shy. Also, me and Legoman's teamwork while conversing wasn't in sync. Didn't switch on their attraction switches. NC'd anyway. One girl was a 4, my target was a HB6.5 cutie. The Legend would call her a munchkin. Fuck she was cute!!!

We went out to the courtyard and then Legoman was chatting up 5 girls. I joined and talked to 2 chicks on the side. He didn't feel I was infused in the conversation - I wasn't at the start. He's a blonde gaijin so thats instant DHV, but that wasn't enough. 2 more girls came. 7 girls and 2 guys. He suggested at the end that we should all meet together again and take him out to do something Japanese. He directed the message to everyone and then the girls were confused as to which girl should give him her number. 7 girls exchanging contacts takes too much time. He should have said it to everyone and directed to his target and told her that she'll be the organizer - so lets exchange contacts. Btw, these girls were all little cutie pies

The Red Pill was right. Being gaijin (foreigner) or even Brad Pitt doesn't establish automatic attraction. Legoman's a handsome man and he's unique here in Japan. But that only works up-to a point. Being gaijin, opening conversation is easy, but transitioning into a NC is still a challenging task we both have to master.

I was taking a long-shit while Legoman operated. He was talking to a butt ugly girl, and a fucking outstandingly cute girl. A 2, and an HB8.5. HB8.5 had beautiful black long straight hair, had an innocent cute smile. I just feel like melting thinking of her. As I entered the set, I started chatting up the ugly one so she doesn't feel left out. I even gamed her FFS! While doing the NC with the ugly one (the HB had her bitch shield up and said she'll get it from her friend later), the organizer/teacher from the school came and tried to stop us from NC with the girls! Fuck! lol

Everybody on campus probably knew me and my friend were picking up girls, so I started feeling a little self-conscious. We opened an average looking set sitting down bored. When we talked to them, they were like "why are you talking to us" and "ermm...so what are you trying to say?". I was uncomfortable in my own skin until...

We met 2 girls inside the building. HB6.5 and a HB4.5. One of them lived overseas so we clicked. We bounced them to the courtyard. They introduced us to her male friends and we clicked really well. Now I was the alpha-male - the male's and females all loved us. I gamed the HB4.5 really well and told her meaningful stories about me. I mostly negged the HB6.5 because she was up herself. But didn't disqualify her enough. Legoman suggested we bounce quickly before the conversation gets rusty. I told him that we were doing fucking awesome and told him we should stay. Should've listened to his advice. When things got a little dryer, we decided to go, and NC'd. Then the organizer came in again and told us we're not supposed to NC girls there! Legoman got pissed and confronted him. HB6.5 entered her email into Legoman's phone (no number). HB4.5 put hers into mine. Later we found out HB6.5's mail address was fake so Legoman was pissed off as hell!

We left the premises. Leaving a mixed reputation. But it was fun.

I needed a drink so we went into a small supermarket. I did a "what drink is good" opener to a 23yr old HB7. She works as a trader for the stock market and has big clients. Pretty fucking hot. She was the first to initiate the bounce:
Her: Okay, it was nice talking to you guys.
Me: Cool, I'll see you next time.
Her: Next time?
Me: Oh yeah, give me your contact then and we'll meet up sometime.
NC’d but not sure if she’s a flake because I only have her gmail address.

To Ebisu
Me and Legoman headed for Ebisu. On the train were 2 chicks. One was a cute little gyaru - HB5.5. We spoke for a while and she practices english a lot.
Her: do you have Facebook?
Me: I do...but the thing is, I only add my good friends on facebook. I don’t really add people I don’t really know. Ermmm...okay, fine, you’re not dangerous are you?
Her: No! (giggles)
Me: Okay - this is my name, let me write down yours.

I was stupid. I should’ve rejected Facebook and opted for the NC:
“I only add my really good friends on facebook so I can’t add you. What you can do is give me your contact and if we get along, I’ll eventually add you. Sounds good eh.”

Legoman wanted to practice cutting the conversation short. When we got to Ebisu, the 2 girls wanted to hangout with us. But then we said “bye” in a really cold way and then left. I don’t know how it works out but I didn’t have too much of a great way saying bye in a cold manner. Could’ve bounced them for 15minutes at a cafe, then said bye, otherwise they’ll most likely flake on us.


At Ebisu, Legoman really wanted me to try the direct opener where I tell them:
“I’m sorry for being so direct, but I thought you’re really cute and I wanted to talk to you. Are you okay with these kinds of things?”
Its a soggy direct opener and I think it could be changed so its more assertive, but it was fucking great trying it out. The reason why? Because I experience massive AA being dead honest with girls. I always do indirect openers, so direct is something I gotta work on, I thank Legoman for making me realize this.

But I couldn’t get myself to open sets. I was so anxious. He did a couple of sets and then we moved to Harajuku.

Harajuku Station Sarge!?
This is something new. Legoman’s a creative man and I love it. He pushes my boundaries by approaching direct, and this time he wants me to sarge at the train platform. This is the game:
-The train arrives, everybody gets in. When the train leaves, we have 5 minutes for the next train to arrive, and new girls come and wait for that train. We PU those girls who are waiting. This time, its direct approach.

He walks on one side of the platform and I do the other side. I couldn’t open a single set while Legoman opened around 8~9. I was so low energy and feeling sleepy. I regret eating at McDonalds yesterday and getting little sleep. Eventually we open a 2-set together, and I do an indirect opener. Then Legoman tells the girls that we were actually trying to pick them up because we thought they’re cute. Fuck, the second he said that I felt so anxious and stupid! Its something I needed to go through so thanks Legoman! Being direct and honest is so difficult.

We walk down Harajuku and practice a few of the following:
-We sit down on the railing, and every time a girl passes by, we say “hello”. We practice the distance to the girl, speaking loudly, doing it by using our hand gestures, and without it. We get no results at the end but it was good practice.

We walk towards Shibuya and I spot a HB7. I had higher energy so I do a directional opener in English.
Me: Is it this way to Hachiko?
Her: Yeah, it is.
Me: (a few seconds later) - I actually thought you’re cute and I wanted to talk to you.
Her: Thank you!
Me: (transition into Japanese) Are you working? etc...

Turns out she’s 35, more than 10years older than me. My friends tell me good things about older girls and its something I wanted to try. I NC her and she asks me when I’m working because she wants to visit my restaurant where I work part-time. I need to FC her, perhaps develop a relationship where I make her feel like 18 again!

Legoman: I hate you! I was gonna approach that girl!!!
Me: Well, I opened first

Me and Legoman had good teamwork by the end of the night. We did crash&burn (C&B) outside Tsutaya where it was crowded like hell. Here’s the opener:
“Can I pick you up?” (Nanpa shitemo iidesuka?)
The goal was to find out how many girls stop by and listen to you.

I did 5 of these and none of them bothered to stop except 2 German ladies. I transitioned by saying: “We’re doing a multi-billion dollar project backed up by Arizona University to find out whether girls can connect with us when we ask “can we pick you up”? - they were fugly so I bounced, but it was a good transition I wanted to practice.

I was so high energy I was going crazy!

We did a few sets inside* Tsutaya. A 21 year old boy called Furuta talked to both of us. He asked us where he could stay for the night because he came from outside Tokyo. He was a nice guy. Just asked out a girl he liked for almost 8 years and got LJBF’d. I felt empathy and sympathized with him. I didn’t push too much PUA material onto him because I felt he wasn’t that type. I told him to leave some time, perhaps 2 months. Date some other women to improve himself because he may have some attributes the girl isn’t attracted to. Then go again if he feels the need to a couple of months later.

*Important note regarding AA
Sarging with Diplomatica, I learned that while people may be comfortable sarging in one area, they will be completely anxious in another. I can do direct openers like no tomorrow, but when its direct, I get fucking anxious. We gotta master different areas, so indoor sarges are important too. I’m good indoors

The slow mysterious opener
Me: Hello. There’s something about you. I...have the feeling that...you look.........great.....in white. (extreme pauses in between - she listened to every gap).
Her: (laughs with her friend - her friend says - she’s wearing white!)
Me: I like girls who look great with white. (I grab her arm, put it around mine, and we walk to meet her friends)
When I tried to bounce afterwards, she didn’t let me go! Fucking hell. Anyway, this girl is a 2 and I’m being generous. She’s probably 25kg heavier than me, and 10yrs older - turns out she’s the same age as me. Fuck...

Then her friends arrive and we meet them. One of the guys didn’t like me because I didn’t reveal my age. In Japan people are quick to ask you your age and I hate answering because its something I feel a bit embarrassed about, and the fact people base their conversation on your age here in Japan a lot of the times and I hate that. You can be 40 and still be attending undergrad picking up hot girls, I hate how people ask age so much here! But then afterwards I reply and say I’m 25 this month. Next time someone gets frustrated (especially a male who’s trying to be alpha) for me not revealing something I’ll AMOG:
“You don’t like me? Well, thats a shame, I’ve know you for....2minutes, if my good friend tells me that I’d care, but I don’t really know you so I don’t care”

Anyway, I started to get a massive headache and felt nauseous so retired for the night. Legoman wanted me to go towards his station but fuck that - I felt sick as hell and I have another sarge session tomorrow with Atsushi.

September 11th (Sunday)
NC: 1

Went to the school festival with Atsushi. Atsu's regular approach is handing out posters for a party society he runs at university - and then number closing. He brings good vibe to the table so we sarge together.

School Festival at Meguro
Fuck there were so many cute girls here. It was like heaven. HB8's, 8.5's, 9's walking around - fucking cute as hell! Except I had extremely bad AA despite how I rolled yesterday. Even though you were a legend yesterday, the next morning your AA meter goes up. I approached a 5 set in english. She spoke of none, so I transitioned into japanese and told the girl she looks Korean. Moved onto comfort, and said they should visit my uni campus (I don't go to uni, lol). But then when I suggested a contact swap, they went "urrm...". We're at a school festival doing indirect approaches without letting them know our intentions - very scary for a girl. It would be better instead if we said, "I think you're cute and I'm looking to make new friends. We should get to know each other because you seem cool."

0 NC later, we retire and head to the school in Ebisu. On the way, I met a cute young gyaru asking directions at a train station who had fucking big boobs, and an extremely cute face. Went for number close too fast, need to work on building attraction. She was a HB8.5. FUCK!

By the time we arrive, its 3pm and Festival's finished. Near the school, there's a 2-set. I open in Japanese and ask whether the festivals over. They say yes. Then I get into the nanpa (pickup) routine.
Me: If you're not doing anything, lets hang out
Her: ERmm...thats alright...
Me: Alright, lets get going!!!
Her: We didn't mean alright in that way...

I dragged the set, did a few DHV's along the way (I work with celebrities, I speak english), but nothing ever clicked. It was like bragging. Fuck, DHV without basic attraction is FAILURE!

Harajuku Sarge
I was feeling a little tired again as we were walking around Harajuku/Omotesando. Spotted an old man scouting an HB8.5 cutie, he's probably gonna end up trying to fuck her with his impotent dick. In Japan, there' so many scamy scouts around the Omotesando area recruiting girls for their "idol" company. Its making girls more suspicious of people talking to them so I really hate those fucking scouts! Perhaps I should also start an idol company, and number close HB8.5's if normal pickup turns out to be unsuccessful, lol.

Meet Lem
I borrowed Atsu's A4 poster of his society and started doing invitation pickups. There was a cool looking girl with a purple patch of color in her hair. I opened. She was an extremely nice looking girl and I asked her in English: "are you...Japanese?" I think thats what hooked her. She does modeling, not really my type, but probably a HB7 to the public eye.

We ended up speaking for 2hours because she had something at 7pm. From the outside, it may seem like she was killing time by talking to someone. And perhaps it was. But during the conversation, I was so indulged in it, that the 2hrs went by so quickly. We connect really well. I spoke with inspiration, talked about my friends, made her qualify herself (3 things about you apart from your looks that you have).

The thing I hate is that I lied (I'm a university student in Japan, I'm 19 next week, and a bit of my past like where I studied in High School). I wonder whether after she's in love with me, I could bring out the truth and have her still attracted to me. The fact I'm 25 really disturbs me. Girls I met today said I look like 18 so looks isn't the problem. Its just the fact people judge. I'm 25 and so I'm expected to be graduated, an adult, and have a safe, long-term job with a big company where I work from 9am until 8pm, only to realize I'm 35 with nothing left but flabby abs and a wife I had to resort to because I had no other choice. Now I'm justifying myself, I know, but I feel like a devil lying to her

Btw, Lem is marriage material. She's one of hundreds of girls I've met in my life whom I connect with on so many different levels. She's still young, but can converse. Girls in Japan are usually fucking stupid and childish you can't have a decent conversation with them because they're so immature. Lem can be fun, but she can be very mature. She listens attentively, and I feel great talking to her. I hope she feels the same way. I sound so AFC at the moment, but I had that "she's the one" feeling just now.

Closing
Me: It was cool talking to you. We might bump into each other randomly one day in Harajuku.
Her: Yeah, I'm always around on the weekends...so...
Me: If I randomly see you, I'm sorry but I'll feel its like destiny seeing you again
Her: Yeah, I agree!
Me: I'll give you my number anyways! (I gave in because I thought we'll never see each other again)
Her: sure (writes it in her book)
Me: Give me yours
Her: I'll message you later..
Me: (disapproving look)
Her: Okay, I'll give it to you
Me: Cool

She was a bit resistant to give me her number which made me a little sad. I should've told her the story of the 100% girl and boy. FUCK THAT WOULD'VE BEEN THE GREATEST CLOSURE!!! ARRRGHHHH!!!

Me and Atsu go to Shibuya to open more sets, but all unsuccessful. Shibuya at night is the hardest place to sarge on earth I bet. If I can sarge here and be successful, I'll be successful anywhere

What I need to improve
-Have the girl pick me up: change the frame during the conversation and make the girl be the one to pick me up and ask me constant non-stop questions. Be attractive, make them attracted to me, and create a situation where they're the ones number closing me instead of me doing all the hard job!
-With Lem, I should've bounced her to Starbucks. Did a FTC - that I needed to get back to my friend. Saved up my DHV stories, and routines for the next time I see her (I probably used up 80% of my materials!). That means I need to learn "The Cube" until the next time I meet her![/youtube]

September 12th (Monday)
I stay home and wank all day. I gotta ban porn and masturbation and limit myself to real sex.

Saka from September 8th messages me:
Why do you look at me from above? (common phrase in Japan implying: why do you treat me low?)

The previous mail messages went like this:
Her: Thanks for inviting me yesterday! Sorry I was busy. Did you want to invite me out to go driving??
Me: If I meet you again and you turn out to be a cool girl, only then I'll take you for a drive
Her: Why do you look at me from above?

In this scenario, I'm thinking hard how I should reply. But as The Red Pill taught me, every response I get is an opportunity for a DHV. I have a few options:

1. I'm not the type of guy who sleeps with women the day he meets.
2. A lot of girls ask me to take them out for a drive but I just don't have the time to do that.
3. The thing is, I don't know you well enough yet. I can take you for a drive but I prefer having a good conversation with you at a cafe first. Trust me, we'll enjoy the drive much more once we get to know each other

I'd opt for number 3. Any other comebacks or suggestions?

Stealth

September 13th (Tuesday)
Sleepy as hell today and I haven't opened a single set. But walking down the crowded streets, I feel like a different man. I have a smile on my face and I feel I'm exerting so much energy. Thats no excuse not to open sets because I know from experience that the energy drops when you're not talking to beautiful girls.

With regards to the sms game yesterday with Saka:
I believe I displayed an attitude I would've shown to a HB9 or HB10, while she's only a HB6.5. I remember reading somewhere that the game you play on the girl, especially in terms of ego - is different depending on the girl's attraction level and her level of experience. If she's fresh out of an all-girls high school, I think you can be cocky funny, but it has to be cocky

From The Red Pill:
How's that for motivation?

So I ended up with Legoman until 8:30pm and we were talking about our past results and how we can improve them. The transition to NC is what I'm finding hardest SPAM. Openers and AA can be fixed, but I still can't envision a smooth NC. Time's running fast, I've only got 365 days to become a mPUA, and I gotta pace things up.

I'm gonna sarge on Sunday again with Legoman (because his date flaked on him, thank God

Here are some routines I wanna practice and master:
-five questions game (answer it false)
-The Cube
-ESP 1~4, and 1~10
-Mystery's finger touching routine
-Salsa spin
-Card Magic
-Matchstick games

The one I want to master most is the cube because I can connect the deepest with the girl. Anything it takes to NC, I'm gonna do it!

September 14th (Wednesday)
Warmup-2
Approach-8

Stylelife Challenge Day 1
1. People perceive me as:
A little silly and irresponsible - doesn't take things seriously enough. A bit beta-male and "strange". Energetic - and great impression with new people.

2. I wanna be perceived as:
Someone who exerts positive energy to everyone around me. Alpha-male and an influential leader whom men and women listen to. Fun to be with, and fucking cool.

3. 3 Behaviors to Change
-Being indecisive/unclear
-Beta/awkward personality - sometimes hard to talk to
-Taking things personal - frustrated easily by people judging me

4. 3 New Behaviors to Adopt
-Be the Alpha-Male: respected leader loved by men and women who is perceived as powerful
-Decisive because I'm congruent with my beliefs of who I am and how I want to be treated
-Believe in myself - Have my own character and identity which I love and respect. Never be pushed around by others!

Never let them see you sweat
Semi D2 today where 35yr old Yumi visited my restaurant with her 3 friends. As I was serving another customer, I saw her waving her hand. Gulp. Completely sweating. Fuck...gulp. As I get closer to them, I feel my heart beating faster. I introduce myself in a really bad way (completely anxious) and they also give me the distant smile (like the one where they don't know me but they smile out of respect. I told them they could get the buffet for free but I worded it in a bad way. I should have set "service" but I said "you don't have to pay". In Japan, it makes a difference, these fucking nuances. As I explained and recommended what to order, and as I watched my colleagues look at me smiling, I got even more anxious, and at the end of it, I could feel my face getting red, and I was a tomato about to burst!

I went back to the kitchen and I was like "FUCK FUCK FUCK!" I told my peers that she was unbelievably fucking hot! I only saw her at night and I was in a really fluid mood from all the pickup, but completely caught me in my AFC mood. I panicked, I sweated, and I thought it was over.

Worse comes worse, I went to talk to them later, and I felt so awkward because I had nothing to say. I was still sweating and feeling anxious. I thought Yumi was a HB7.5. But she's easily a HB8~8.5. Plus she looks 25. Man someone shoot me in the legs!

Before they left, I went around and asked whether they enjoyed their meals (in a beta way). Did small talk while feeling uncomfortable and then they said thanks. I said bye, and bailed as fast as I fucking could. I fucked up...

Until a few hours later she gave me a text: I had mixed feelings. First of all, I was so happy when she replied. I was like FUCK YEAH! But then, I can't drink alcohol. I'm completely allergic to that shit. So...ermm....FUCK. Well it had to come sometime, but how the fuck do I avoid drinking while not making her feel uncomfortable for her not drinking?

Man life isn't easy.

Transition Improvement
My friend Kouto from work wanted to see me sarge in action. So I went out with him - it was great because I got the motivation to sarge even though he didn't sarge at all.

I opened a couple of sets, practiced the ESP opener "do you believe in ESP?" (failed miserably with a young girl saying "help!" to 2 of her guy friends). I did indirect openers all day, but I was successfully able to transition by pointing out to an attribute of the girl. Like the girl's bag, or her style, etc.

Before, I could never transition because I felt so anxious and didn't know what to talk about. Now that my AA levels are much lower, I have the openness in my mind to explore her while talking to her.

After Kouto left, I kept opening some sets but never tried transitioning to the point of number closing.

I also got a response from Saka - the girl I treated like shit. I thought she's over so I was getting over it, but I guess she can't bail till she has my cock in her mouth!

Here's a framework I wrote down on the train back:

Stealth's Routine Stack *While doing all of this, kino escalate from the start!

Learning points
-Use fun routine games when I successfully transitioned them, and got them talking or invested into the relationship
-BOUNCE BOUNCE BOUNCE! (or at least move around and let them follow you like a dawg and change background scenery)

This is money dude- keep it up.
This is also good shit- nothing helps me more than anticipation, keeping her on the edge of her seat while I speak- it helps me manage her and the interaction.



I would slow way down- move slowly---here I came up with a theory that may help you with this. horse-theory-vt99475.html?highlight=horse

These issues seem to be your Achilles heel- why you're not achieving your true potential. Body language, communication and energy. Energy is great, it shows you're passionate, but you have to channel it. The minute you figure all this out- you'll be dynamite. I would also guess you talk really fast- dont. It shows you're insecure.

The tone and cadence of this voice is one I try to emulate, don't worry if your voice isnt that deep, but speaking like that you could make anything sound interesting. The poem itself is from one of Italy's greatest PUA- don't worry if you don't speak Italian. You'll hear what I am talking about. the-voice-vt100513.html

Keep it up- Ill keep reading! You're doing great!

Thanks for the detailed and thoughtful reply M2

You're truly right about channelling my energy - sometimes it goes out of control when I'm really high. Often too high that the girl finds it hard to keep up with me. Also voice - I need to slow down and I'm been practicing lately.

I don't understand a word the Italian guy says. But I can feel the changes in emotion I'm feeling based on the way he speaks. A PUA needs to direct the woman's emotion and I'd love to do this by mastering my voice!

I recorded my voice reading your blog post as a sample, what do you think?
http://kiwi6.com/file/hng28850r1

Did you post it? I don't see a link to listen...

Also, thanks in advance!

Ill check it when I get off work today-