S. may be the real deal. I've talked to her a couple times and she's one porno loving nympho. Gets off on anything sexual, and is ready anytime anywhere to suck cock. Says she has a decent sex life at home, and wants to stay faithful, but definitely has adultery on her mind.

Every time I get her aroused my email, IM, or phone she comes back later the same day to tell me how she got off with her husband. I may be being drawn into her arousal fantasy: get some stranger to mind fuck you into a state of heat and then go find sexual release with hubby.

I've get better things to do. I'll let you know if she gets bored with hubby and gives me some action. She's actually a cool chick.

My latest girlfried S. had a mini-crisis about "us" and whether I just wanted her for sex. Of course I do, but there's something more to it. So I made it better and will get my fill next couple of days.

Still on the look out for something younger, hotter, and more stimulating. Does the search ever end? LOL.

Wow...it's been a week since my last post. My new girlfriend J. and I have had some amazing sex this past week. On Tuesday we drove out at night and had sex for about an hour in the back of her SUV. With a blanket it was pretty comfortable. Later that night we had awesome sex in bed. I felt a real connection with her that night.

Thursday she baked me a birthday cake, and I wasn't really up for sex. Tired. But she was! And we had at least an hour of awesome, loving sex.

Now she calls me constantly, tells me she misses me, etc. The pattern of me staying at her house during the week and her here on the weekend is developing.

It's wonderful. Don't think I have one-itis. Just don't have the time or energy to run more than one relationship, given that my new girl wants to be exclusive. As long as I get what I want (sex and love), I'm up for that.

She's pretty hot, thin, energetic, and very flexible. We could be porno stars...lol.

BTW, the MySpace chick, S., who was promising amazing blow jobs was all talk. No loss. I saved her emails. They make for good reading.

Back for my weekly update. I only saw J. once this week. I wasn't able to drive up to see her until Thurs night. Normally I would beat off to relieve the pressure, but I let it build just for her.

She was in a mood more to talk, which I endured for a couple hours, both before and after we got to bed. Finally, I basically went alpha, and cut her off. Then she got upset about being cut off. Then we talked about that.

Just vomit!

Then we had some sex but she was not into it. So I straddled her and beat off and came on her stomach one big load.

She remarked how much calmer I seemed after I unloaded. DUH!

I'm getting sick of her. She talks too much and isn't horny enough. It's not enough to let me fuck you, I want you to be weak with desire to have me inside you.

The online chick S. is in fact, the real deal. I've talked to her a number of times on the phone. She seems to be a genuine nymphomaniac with a specialization in sucking cock. She's married and shit, but she's counting the days to swallow what she calls my "masculine nectar."

I'll keep you posted.

Now I am avoiding J. The sexual tension is gone after a month. I'm no longer attracted to her. She annoys me. A babbler. Thin with tits? Yes. But bad in bed. And if you're bad in bed at least do me the courtesy of having an orgasm or two after I've been fucking and licking you for an hour or two. Geesh. The woman can't even get off with a vibrator. Cougars!

Meanwhile, S. is just about ready to cave. We've had a couple of long, very sexual conversations (and I mean porno movie sexual, because that's how she is in real life!).

She's younger, infinitely hornier, and all she requests is a regular cum bath and a regular pounding. She's v. busy and v. married but all she thinks about is me....Cool thing is, she tells me about her sex with her husband, and I tell her about my sex with J., etc. Neither one of use care what the other does.

It's like an "open" relationship. We like each other a lot, fuck other people, but really want to fuck each other. She's been a good girl during most of her marriage, but, my sense is that when she has the time after the holidays my cum will have a good home.

Initially, she was debating about whether she would blow me (her favorite thing). Then it was, whether she would fuck me (much more morally troubling for her). But she's said she needs both, not getting it at home, and she's practically stupid with lust thinking of me.

Could be anytime now my friends. I'll keep you posted.

Not much new to report. Been working, laying low. S. is coming along. Looks inevitable. She wants me.

J. was history. I let her break up with me (easy way out!). But now we're texting each other playfully and I wouldn't mind sex with her now and again. Not sure if she's into that.

A new contender for my masculine juices has emerged, K. A nurse with lots of kids and a real attraction to men. She's old like me, but younger. No bullshit with her. Nice body.

I could be doing a couple of these gals every now and then soon. But I seek younger prey, and that is where I have to raise my game. But going with the older women has been a necessary first step in gaining some experience and confidence to go after the HBs.