Reading back on your posts its amazing how your attitude and mindset have changed in the course of 12 months. You're miles better now than you were before and if you continue to work and have fun then you'll see even better results.

Thanks again and your support / esteem building throughout the other thread was invaluable. These were things I didn't really believe in a year ago but for my old self I won't be too hard because I remember I was just starting to get out there and make an effort to improve myself. It's a shame the way I went about things was in such a narcissistic frame of mind and it's a shame I alienated and was an arsehole to certain people back then just to get what I desired. But in some ways that was exactly what I needed to kickstart the engine - a little bit of force. Now I'm just trying to grease the engine over so it'll run a little more smoothly. Again guys, the new journal with the 10 pages of improvement is in the sig. Although I have stopped posting there now I'm still sticking with the PUA community.