Wednesday December 3, 2014
Today, I hit a moral delima, and became depressed. I'm trying to keep too much personal philosophy from leaking into these FRs, but I feel like many PUAs will come to this place and hopefully if someone reads this it will sway them to make the choice that is best for them.
Yesterday after I went home I opened my new toy. The domnio affect trilogy. The first portion called step by step seduction is broken down into three parts. Beginner, intermediate, and advanced.
I prefer not to skip around so I listened to his overview and then while listening to the beginner track I discovered a few new extremely powerful techniques that fit smoothly into everything else I know. One thing he emphasis is developing the framework. So for beginners he just gives you some checkpoints, transitional phrases, and a framework.
I sat there for hours milling over everything I knew while pouring it into the framework. This was a visual thing. I use little symbols to represent concepts. It speeds the process up tremendously and I can physically move stuff around.
I created this Titan of a routine. It's really simple to follow, and has 8 paths that branch off from the cues I get through pre-approach analysis where I determine how sexually charged to go, followed by a primed approach I learned in Stealth Attraction. If she refuses to look at me at all during the primmed approach I'll use a transition and some persistence to force an indirect (but can be a direct approach depending on how she reacts when I close the distance)opener.
After the approach thread ends I transition into finding out what she does. This pretty much tells me all I need to know about her psychology. Now, I know which of the 8 paths will resonate most with her type and I'll run that conversational game while hitting the check points Wayne describes.
I don't want to break down the 8 paths or any details of the routine because it would take too long. The point of this is that Justin Wayne's framework allows you to pour your full skillset into the pickup. Adding primmed openers and my own personal philosophies is all me.
Really, this beginner stuff he gives you is designed for you to create your own personal most powerful system based on your own skills and knowledge and hit check points. You can literally know nothing about pickup and follow his advice and still have strong basic game. The thing I created is unique. No one in the world runs the same exact game as me now, which makes this even more fun. Even if you study pandora's box or some other calibrated female psychology based routines, the thing I've created takes the best teachings from many different masters and fills the holes that everyone knows each method posses.
I stopped at the beginner advice. I'm going to sharpen my advanced system at his basic level first, and when I run it smoothly and naturally I'll move on to the next lesson.
Anyway, enough tooting my own horn. Today I went to the mall. I was by myself this time, and felt different. I wanted to play with this new toy. I saw a woman like 600 feet away heading my direction in my peripheral vision.
I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and pretended to have a fun and interesting conversation. I was just saying random shit to myself that made me laugh. She got within opening radius and I tried to prime her.
She avoided looking at me at all costs, so I transitioned with an excuse me. which he ignored and tried to keep walking. "Wait a second." I say as I approach her. She stops and turns to face me. I walk and spin my body so I end up on the side of her shoulder to shoulder and I can speak to her over my shoulder. I ask her where a store is in the mall.
She begins giving me directions. I think excellent all according to plan and the framework appears in my vision. Time to transition... I look in the woman's eyes. She looks like a nice girl, and I examine my framework... This framework is going to make this girl fall in love with me.
I'm not talking about that fleeting love you get over quickly afterwards. That's more of an infatuation, or lust. This is probably the closest thing you'll find in the pick up community that focuses on using true love to pick up girls. It needed to be this powerful.
In pickup you here these guys state that attractive men have an advantage. It's true if the PUA just runs his simple routine that focuses on the girls who will say yes to him. The old game 10 girls get 1 phone number trick. So naturally your level of looks, ethnicity, and style of game directly correlates to the types of yes girls that come your way.
The system focuses on turning maybe, and sometimes even no girls into yes girls. In order to do this you form a "romantic connection" which is another way of saying you make the girl fall in love with you. This allows you to break the yes girl barrier that pick up artists experience while running game which results in flaky bitches and 9 blow outs out of 10.
I felt out of my depth finally.

I'm not about to make this woman fall in love with me just so I can sleep with her. I told her thanks and left out of the set.
I then went to the bar next to the mall and bought a bottle of red wine. I sat there drinking wine and eating. IOIs coming from nearly every woman in the bar... This game is trying to turn me into something evil...
I ignore of the women in the bar and go watch the new hunger games movie by myself. The movie is really sad and sends my emotions spiraling down even further. I thought to myself what if I ran into a Katniss, and made her fall in love with me like how she loves the guys in the movie. Where she would gladly lay her life down for me, but I'm a conman. At certain parts during the movie I broke out into a few tears.
If I go through with this I'll be spreading hatred for myself.
I take a lot of influences from the teaching of Manga Artists.
Masashi Kishimoto has a villain from the recently ended (RIP

) Naruto series who's philosophies on the world can be applied here.

(Pain)
After having the hero in a bind Pain is about to deliver the final blow. A girl jumps out in front of the hero. She confesses that she has always loved him, then attacks Pain. Pain fucks her up and it looks like he actually killed her. Then he says:
"Love leads to loss, which leads to hatred." - Pain
I get home and start to weigh everything to determine if I should go right or left with this. I don't want to go around creating love, then loss, followed by hatred in these maybe or no women. I asked myself again should I go this far to raise my level. Tomorrow I could go out and cold approach a few pretty, and well qualified yes girls. Close one turn her into my GF, then relationship test her for marriage. Turn a friend zoned woman into my gf. Then marry her have kids and a pack of caucasian shepherds.
I looked at the reasons why I'm elevating my game. There are some specific things I want to accomplish in life legacy wise, and this is a necessary step towards that goal.
Now my goals, and my basic life principles are in contest. I started getting advice from my subconsciousness on the matter. Cool trick, just brainstorm on the solution and the mind comes up with so many different justifications.
I was still torn. I needed to view this from a different perspective. I took a break and started listening to music. As I was cruising through youtube I saw a sweet little synchronicity window of opportunity.
I saw a cute stars face next to a song she came out with on my birthday. November 10 2014.
Taylor Swift - Blank Space
Signs said I should watch this video what can I say?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e-ORhEE9VVg
A bunch of different thoughts related to my own situation came up.
I was still feeling bad though and listened to some more music. Eventually putting this on to solidify my choice.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0zfBsCV9kY
I've been typing for a while... thank you for sticking with me through this. Now the final tally is:
Even though the girls will hate me. They are a sign that I am on the right track.
That might seem crude. I have a principle that when you meet a jealous mother fucker (aka a hater) then your on the right track. I'll have to re-read it to see if I mentioned this, but on my Halloween field report while I was dressed as a King some dude called me the "Queen of England" outside of a club. It made me laugh because he signaled I was on the right track. I told him he was beautiful and blew him a kiss as I walked past.
Women will get over it eventually, and move on with their lives. They also will benefit from being seduced by a skilled man.
I'll show her what she really loves. Then she'll want more of what I gave her and only go for guys who can elicit similar feelings on the level that I display.
I won't say who, but there is a particular star I intend on courting. My plan is to use Social Circle Game to get in and approach. It's just easier that way, but first I want the sharpest game I can possible master from our little world.
Mastery requires for me to practice. I have to practice on these women so when the real moment comes I'm in my best form.
If the first attempt doesn't work, of course armed with this skill-set I can simply rampage among the stars.
I understand if your ambition isn't this great. This life is a personal journey. For me, I now have a belief system to follow which will allow me to work towards my own personal success. I'll have to turn into a bad guy for a while until I can let the good guy shine later.
Say hello to the bad guy!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJppscXXTEA
In order to not feel like a conman I'll only talk to women that display qualities I love. The honesty my intention should shine through.
Anyway, 3 solid days of doing an approach. 87 to go.