I promise to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.
This will be my account of building my game back up after letting it fall to the ground. I am not great at balance and when I succeed in one area, I become less effective in another area. I became really great at game, and living vicariously as the man I always wanted to be, however that at first, is a very expensive, very long days and nights, and sometimes very degenerative lifestyle. So now that I have made my money and success, and am currently building it up, I want to finally get back to my true passion... Pick up. Since I once did well, I have created this hunger that builds every time I pass a woman and tell myself in my head how hot she is and then realize I never even showed her that I was attracted. So I am far from where I once was however I find that some of it is still there, I will have a very hard time opening, funny enough, however once I do open her, I do very well at times, and sometimes even pull that very night. SO HERE GOES NOTHING...

I went out last night, had a great day at work and made 2 sales which was an unexpected big day!

Left to go to my buddies bar, just wanting to wind down from work, had a couple of beers (wasnt planning on gaming), after that, decided it was a good night to go out, decided to drive and park on Mill avenue.. Got a great parking spot (Lucky) right in front of Whiskey Row and got out and began walking up the street. Now I remember that when I would go out before, I had reached such an acceptance and peace that I never became offended to remarks or anything for that sense, I would never get angry over anything, I believe that it probably came about by getting used to rejection and leaving the set by laughing, never taking women seriously, and so on.

Last night was very different, I was angry over everything. I would try to skip the line at the club by walking up to the bouncer with value and congruence, and he would try to charge me, he would laugh at me and send me to the back of the line, he would insult me by telling me I am not allowed to come in without waiting. I LEFT FURIOUS... not a great start, I was then waiting in a line, and I watched this guy as he walked up to this girl and try to open the conversation, and she shoved him off as she over dramatically screamed, It made me more angry...

The motorcycle club arrived and rode up and down Mill ave as they revved their engines going up and down Mill, piercing my ears and annoying me as I wait in the line, not talking to anyone around me because I was "Too Cool"... I figured it out... I had the ego of a MPUA when I was not only an AFC... Oh Bravo... this simply wont do...

I now see my journey in front of me.

While I did feel like shit and was just a crazy flurry of ANGER all night, I still remained out all night, walking up to people, talking to some, ignoring most, I did stay out all night to show my subconscious that I am serious about doing this, no going home at 11PM...

This is my first AFC field report and the first of many PUA field reports to come!

I am not normally angry and intimidated and so easily offended, so all advise is welcome and appreciated.

Critique away. I would love to hear some ways to destroy EGO.

Cheers!
-BRAVOPU
(only a tag for myself, not affiliated with any pick up company)

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BRAVOPU

Expect Nothing, Experience Everything