i recently had my first full sexual experience, and i made the mistake ive heard by the experienced on this forum always say not to make, haha and thats let it become a huge goal. it was nothing that crazy, and made me realize that my other interests were really important, and i got back into them, but this is the odd thing, since ive had it, ive had no motivation to be party or try and sarge, i always though it might give me a sort of lack of caring that might be cool, but now i realize it is just pure motivation loss. i look at my afc friends and they so badly want to experience, and i just cant be bothered anymore. im posting this because i dont know what to do next, i feel a weird natural feeling like its wrong not too care, and that might just be the instinct to want to do what everyone else is doing, but i really have no idea. i know some people have been in my position, people were in the position im in now back when i thought that nobody could have the opinion i have now. is this a hobby i should continue pursuing? i feel like im different now because i just dont care and maybe its because all my friends are desperate afc.
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i have no idea why i decided to write this in field reports last night, i think i was a little too tipsy. my mistake lol

Well man its not for everyone, some people just don't have the interest or motivation to pursue it. It takes a lot of time and practice, as does getting good at most things in life. So maybe stick to your other hobbys? If you really want to become a skilled pua you would have the motivation for it naturally. I am learning about this because I have the drive to and its something I want to incorperate into my life/lifestyle. But just follow your passions man, its all you can do.

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