Hi there guys. I stumbled upon Pickup since I was 15, now im 18. I have been taking quite a passive role towards game leading up early in my life. Ive finally decided... all of that changes. Im going to go out and get the results, no matter the obstacles I perceive before me (and man am I good at self sabotage!)

Goals:
long term- I hope to have perfect game, where Im so seductive that I can attract any woman I desire. I want to grow as a person due to my experiences with these different Women, and ultimately "leave them better than I found them"
Short Term- Most obvious Get laid, its a given lol. But primarily overcome my anxiety over women, Which in a sense is me giving up my control over myself (makes me feel frustrated sometimes) Also having deep interactions with women, and gaining compliance.

What Im choosing to Sacrafice?
The time that it takes to improve. The feelings of comfort ive become so accustomed and addicted to. Im willing to look like a complete idiot, if it means getting better. My resistance to Outcome.

In conclusion, Im intending to stick through with what Ive laid out for myself. Ive had a dream and now its my chance to make it a reality. I remember a thought I had today that made me feel better "to become successful, you will make *some* kind of an enemy"