Hi there gents, I'm Aegon.

Two months ago my life changed for the better when I read "The Game" by Neil Strauss. since then I have been practising Gaming and applying some of the concepts these MPUA's have come up with. The success of my story is undeniable when one considers from where I came to where I am now. I am by no means God's-gift-to-women, just a normal, average guy and if I have to be objective about it I'd consider myself reasonably attractive, average height and lean enough.

Since then I have read a number of books on the subject, simply to gain a wider variety of opinions that may contribute in effectiveness in terms of Game like:

- "Introducing NLP: Psychological skills for understanding and influencing people" by Joseph O'Connor & John Seymour
- "Rules of the Game" by Neil Strauss
- "Mystery Method" by Mystery
And I'm currently on "Models" by Mark Manson.


My Game has significantly increased in the past two months, in fact I've been laid twice, had numerous dates, kiss-closes and more than a handful of useful numbers. Some of these exploits I have covered in both field and lay reports and although they were great to boost confidence I seem to be getting stuck with HB7's and 8's.

I suppose up until now I've been telling myself that I'd rather build up my game and get used to the techniques and at the same time build up my confidence in order to approach more higher value women like HB9's and 10's. In that sense my confidence has grown but it is still a major sticking point for me.

So the point of this journal will be to document my future sarges, in the hope that I will eventually manage to full close a 10. Judging by my progress over the past two weeks this could be a possibility within the next two months (hopefully). So that will be my goal deadline, and obviously if this happens sooner I may continue the journal in any case just to document progress.

How I plan on going about achieving the goal:

1. Open at least 2 girls a day (For experience purposes & to continue getting over approach anxiety)

2. Improve my day game (Up until now I've been heavily reliant on night-game)

3. Continue building canned material (I have been mixing 'Inner Game' with Game and I have found that some canned material is extremely effective and although I am a decent conversationalist, sometimes I find canned material very useful)

I will try as much as possible to update this journal every day, or every second day at the latest, however I have just started a new job and my current degree is quite intensive so I hope this will not keep me from updating the thread. Should anyone have feedback for me or constructive criticism let me know . I will try to discuss the next few sarges in detail so that you and I can both identify potential sticking points.

Thanks for your time gents

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-Aegon

Monday:

Today I fell a little bit flat. I only have evening classes due to my postgrad classes so I wasn't at varsity for most of the day. So I decided to do a little self improvemen and so I decided to work out.

Like I mentioned previously, I'm lean enough and not fat at all but recently I noticed a little extra fat around the edges owing to a couple stressful test weeks and maybe one or two more beers than should have been permitted. I hadn't been to gym for a while but I worked hard, maybe moreso than I should have.

In terms of opening, I learned a very interesting lesson today. Approach anxiety affects Most human beings, even girls. This was made clear today when I was in the checkout line at a store. A woman was shopping with her toddler who was crying and being a general pest because his mom was trying to teach him patience and not just instant gratification.

As this mother joined the line behind me you could see her getting more and more tense as the toddler was making noise and bothering the rest of the shoppers in line. So on impulse I asked her if she'd like to jump the queue to go in front of me so she could get out of the uncomfortable situation.

She thanked me but told me how she is trying to discipline the toddler and before I knew it her and I were involved in a laughing conversation as to how I used to give hell to my folks as well back in the day. What happened then was very interesting.

Before our interaction took place you could visibly feel the tension of the shoppers in front of us and behind rise with the screaming of the kid. As we started laughing both the kid stopped crying and the tension in the rest of the line evaporated. In fact many people started smiling, of which a couple of them were very attractive girls.

I realised I had unintentionally opened up the entire line. And I was very surprised at the positive reaction. Needless to say I said my goodbyes and moved on.

I still wanted to go out tonight but I must have drunk less water than I should have at gym as I currently have a splitting headache probably due to a mild case of dehydration so I'm gonna postpone that for tomorrow.

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-Aegon