I've studied Pick up on and off for some time now. Being that i was always good with women, It brought my game full circle. Through pick up i was able to see why certain things always seemed to work. It also pointed why even i failed sometimes. Originally my game was taught to me by the females i befriended. I absorb information easily and have a knack for both identifying and learning patterns. Critiquing myself is something i have always done. Even when i experienced success I've tried to find ways to do it better,faster and easier. I'm always trying to improve. needless to say, I have scored with a shit load of females.That being said my success with women has come at a terrible price to me. Most of my sexual encounters were with someones girlfriend, wife to be , wife. Ive always seen the most scandalous sides of females. Even when i began to tell stories my bro's would tell me I have to be making some of this shit up. I honestly sometimes wish i didn't know the things i do. because as a AFC it would be easy to trust women. Thats the problem. I'm not trusting anymore. That is the price of my success. Is this some type of Pua withdrawal? and is this common? I turned to the community to help me figure this shit out cause im it losing over here?

Your post is pretty long-winded.

You don't trust women anymore?

It sounds like it is the type of women you have associated with. Those are probably women you shouldn't trust, or accept that they had a past.

If you change the type of women you hangout with/pursue then you can learn to trust again.

Accept things for what they are.