Hey gents,

I'm new here and looking to get involved, had the BIGGEST test in the short time since I've started sarging (still stuck on 7s smh) today. I am a college student at a university in New York who had a neighbor who does some porn over (Not a star, but does some popular vids). I asked her to lend me some cigarettes, and she said she would if she could do her laundry at my place. She came over to my house, and hung out for about an hour and a half.

About halfway in I went in for the kiss. I was expecting a HUGE amount of escalation given what she does to make money on the side, but instead she was very nonchalant about it (she just said "oh" like she was mildly surprised). She wasn't overly excited or uncool with it. Note: we both were very stoned and this could have played a part. A chick friend of mine thinks that she is just so used to hooking up with people given her profession that it was just very normal for her and that was she was so normal.

We only kissed for a few seconds and I broke away b/c I didn't get the reaction I expected. I said "let's get back to this reddit post" bc that's what I distracted her from and she said "Oh, it's cool" in a slightly surprised way. I got a slightly awkward vibe from her afterwards, but we still hung out for a bit and had fun convos. She left right when the laundry finished, and I offered to walk her out. She walked straight out of my house without pausing to let me kiss her, but it is possible she expected me to walk her to her place since she's my neighbor and she walked me back all the way to my place once (we've hung out three times). Another factor: she hooked up with my roommate once.

I REALLY need your input I respect you guys and want to get some feedback and start contributing here. thanks