I became a different person, I was cocky inside and I knew how to talk to women. I no longer cared about getting married someday, I assumed every girl wanted to sleep with me. I had women approach me at work and outside with situational openers, I still remember how happy and horny I wasvwhen I talked to a girl, it felt like all I needed to do was to open my mouth to build attraction. I wish I remembered how I talked and what I said but all I remember is girls saying "your very cocky", "you agree with everything I say" another said "your very stubborn". I think it was the WAY I talked to women, my voice sounded like sex was implied and by the way I looked at women and especially my tone made it like every girl I talked to WAS my girlfriend. Im starting to remember a little better now.... I remember my rule was never be funny unless I knew 100% she would laugh, never look foolish, never let her have the upper hand unless it was for tactical purposes, only talk about positive things around her, never talk about past relationships, wait for HER to set up the date, the date is always at my house, make sure she cums and leave her satisfied.
I had a system that worked for getting women and it was almost too easy. First go online get the number, next text until she asks to meet up, then get a haircut at the same place across the street and then commence drinking. Show her the apartment. Go to bathroom to let her "think'. Ask to kiss her then kiss her. Ask her out. She says yes now sex is implied. If no was said then kiss again instead. Have great sex for hours.
I was able to do all this because of the vodka... there is a sweet spot with alcohol that takes experience to find and I was deadly mathmatical with it. I knew the amount over what time to get what desired effect. Have you ever drank and lost your buzz and no matter how much you drank you couldn't get it back or if you feel good but then you drink too much and get too drunk.... well there is a spot between this where you can continue to drink and only your body is drunk but your brain is intact if not better. I could reach the sweet spot in minimum 3 hours. I started with 2 shots of vodka then wait half hour and have 1 more. Keep having a shot every half hour until you catch a nice buzz then pour half shots instead until your buzz goes almost away. After the high buzz goes away start with 1 whole shot every half hour again. The key is to come down from your buzz and get it back again, you'll notice by now that the shots have no effect after losing the buzz before, its almost like your body built a tolerance. Now you really have to calibrate your personality to your shot intake.... if you feel like your talking too much, are loud, angry or emotional then SLOW DOWN OR STOP. Instead you should have zero anxiety, be in control, feel excited and happy, THATS the sweet spot. Only drink now to continue to maintain this feeling, NEVER take a shot for the hell of it, this is how alcohol should be tactically drank. Oh yeah and dont mix hard alcohol with beer, the point is to know exactly the amount over time and how the alcohol affects you and this cannot be done by mixing.
Then I met Emma, she told me she was in a band and was on Jason mraz's label... about the only truth she ever told me. She came over my house for a date one night and brought her guitarist along with her, we stayed up all night making a song and they asked me to join the band I agreed. She sent the song to Jason and he asked me to come to England to record the song, again I agreed but he had to check my stage performance first. After the date I ask her out making her officially girlfriend #3, huge mistake because this girl was nuts. She would tell me stories of how killers came into her house and killed her kids and cut her open and pulled her guts out and left her for dead and all sorts of bullshit. The truth is all but one of her kids got taken by the father, she had no scars and after we dated she sent her last child to florida so he wouldn't interfere with the band. She would cry when we had sex and admitted to blowing her guitarist some nights when we were together. One time a friend of mine who had a crush on her knew she was coming over my house, so he invited himself over, washed his johnson in my sink, did his hair and put on sunglasses then sat down next to the door waiting. I told him he couldnt bang my chick and had to leave so he started crying. Emma ended up breaking up with me on stage before a show because I 'bothered her drummer'. She kept my keyboard I let her borrow and the band broke up a month later.
Girlfriend #4 was a drunk warm approach, I woke up with her in my living room on the floor with her on top of me. She was hideous, I must of been really drunk but she said I asked her out the night before. As soon as I came to I grabbed the bottle of vodka and took like 7 swigs then I walked 4 miles in the snow to get the morning after pill. I tried to kick her out of my

House but she became obsessive and didn't leave for another 2 days.... I had to call her friend to pick her up, we did not have sex or kiss the entire 2 days and I broke the bad news to her about a month later because she couldn't take a hint.
The last girl that I asked out was a HB9+, a latina with big ass nice big breasts, face hair eyes lips she had it all. I texted her online and banged her In less than 36 hours later. By this time I was dating Teneille, Kristina, crazy Emma, Natasha and now Marissa, and they were all starting to suspect something was up. Marissa ended up moving in... well actually she never really left and I was fine with that. I was star struck by this girl and she fell in love with me almost a week after when she told me. Now trying to hide a girlfriend in your house from another girlfriend upstairs was a daunting task, in fact I only dated all 5 of these girls all at once for about a week. Kristina owed me 40 bucks and I never heard from her again, Teneille found out and it really broke her heart I felt terrible but I couldn't actually stay with someone who uses hard drugs. Emma left me and Natasha never really got over me I just seen her recently and she's still in love lol.
I lost my nightshift job the night I had sex with marissa because I rather had gotten laid then to work. She barely went to her classes anymore and she quit her job to spend more time with me, can anyone see how this is going to end? I hated taking Marissa out because 2 reasons, number 1 was she always wanted to do something and I wasn't used to actually having to work in a relationship. I usually just banged and left but she lived with me so I couldn't cheat on her and couldn't use dating sites anymore... but I was happy. Number 2 was she was too damn hot to be in public, guys would just stare, make cat calls, yell out cars, use functional openers on her etc... I had to tell a lot of people to get f@*$&ed. Marissa was probably the most crazy of them all, she would tell me to bang her like the guy who raped her did, she wanted to have sex in all the places she had sex with her other boyfriends (weight bench, in water at public beach with kids looking at us bouncing and I'm not proud of it ) I found out she had an abortion one week before I banged her and this is where the relationship went downhill. She was an compulsive liar and everything she said was bullshit. She told me she slept with 4 guys but I found out it was really 14, I caught her watching lesbian porn and she denied it, she once pretended to be drunk for a whole night after never having a sip of alcohol. She would just constantly do weird things and I had to break up with her. I broke up with her in person in her car, bad move because she started the car and floored it threatening to hit a pole if I didn't get back with her so I said I would. I got out of the car and said I was just kidding and broke up with her again so she waited until I was crossing the street and hit the gas, needless to say after I flew off the hood of her car I just kept running... I haven't seen or heard from her since.

LAY REPORT:
I'm back from my training a few days ago in my new apartment. I set up a date at a boardwalk with a girl I've been talking to for a few weeks now. I tell her meet me at my house first, she comes in I get her a drink. We laugh a little then leave to boardwalk, we sit down in looking at the water when I say. "I want to kiss you" we do then I say "I would like to see you again, only you". She agrees to be my girl and the only reason I ask her is because now sex is implied. We get back to my place I bring her to my room and start kissing again when she says " I'm not having sex with you tonite" I COMPLETELY ignore it and start working my way down her stomach, then ....sex. I ask her later on what attracted her to me and she says "your passions that you tell me about" which is exactly what I purposely did to build attraction over the phone with her, I even told her my daygame passion and she loves it.
I don't actually want her as my girlfriend and I know I'll have to break with her soon. I wonder how PUAs shake off women after sex, ignore her texts?

Finally fixed my car today after 3 long weeks with no Daygame Im able to start again. The self titled Daygame book by Tom Torero came in today I'm devouring it and yes I plan on reading it in front of my girlfriend HB7.5/8 tonight. She is coming over today and I'm going to break the news tomorrow morning when she leaves that I no longer want to see her. I'm making a self promise that I will no longer ask girls out solely to get sex, its a tactic I always use because of its high sucess rate. But it kills me when she texts me such sweet things and I ignore her or just say ok. Its very obvious how disinterested I am, I mean I like her a lot but I am super picky... actually I think I'm the pickest person I ever met. I really hope she takes it well and doesn't start crying and begging and writing poetry over text. One time a girl actually made me cry (I'm man enough to admit it!) over text because she was an excellent poet and used her poetry to express how much I hurt her. I know this girl is going to take this bad but if I grow a liking to her its going to hurt more later on. As you know by my previous posts I always leave, even when I'm in love... I'm going to try talking to someone about how I can change this part of me.
As far as other news... I lost quite a few girls during my 'gamecation' but managed to set up a date with the girl who lived next door, Virginia. I'm not beating around the bush she knows when she gets here what my intention is. I'm also trying to set up this date with another girl who was practically in love with me during 'gamecation' but now responds only once when I text and is becoming more and more disinterested. I want her bad she is a HB9+ and would be the hottest lay I've ever had, I need that confidence boost right now. Any suggestions on how to re vamp the attraction over phone and text would be appreciated. As always Keep Sarging!

Online Game: Back! So I dumped that chick she took it very well.. idk if that's good or bad? Lately due to weather, laziness and a bit of AA I haven't daygamed in past week. I have made substantial progress in my text game tho... I feel like I have control over the interaction... I no longer am worried about what she will say next. Where I go wrong is when I run game when I'm really happy or bored as I overgame the target.
As of now my sticking point online is setting up dates... I'm too forward and fast also I tend to have phone sex a lot which is not good (buyers remorse, akwardness next day). Also over masturbation is an issue, should I quit? Is there a regiment for quitting? Lol anyway...
Even tho I advise going out there in person and not online... my text game has painfully taught me further how to use : Good opener:attraction phase:number close:comfort/sexualization:day 2:seduction.
I have a challenge with this virgin girl lately. Seems ignoring her is only thing she responds and she responds ABSOLUTLEY 0 to attraction material but eats up comfort/rapport. Went for number close twice, normally I would pull out but since nobody has had that opportunity with her yet (que drums), she is a challenge. Plus she is sexy, quirky, conservative and cute which is actually what I look for long term, I'll keep it posted.
I need to go daygaming and stop being a lil bitch but I did walk city for 1 hour and not even 1 potential target so I did try at least. Virgin advice would be seriosly concentrated on if anyone has experience.
Keep up with you PUAs later peace.

Newport @ night
Me and 2 good friends good for what was supposed to be a semi uneventful night at a popular bar in Newport. Beforehand during the day I daygamed 2 girls but were just warmups for the day nightgame (gutter game). We start with a drink at a bar but nothing that made me catch a buzz from or else I wouldn't daygame as it doesnt count. After the bar I got in my infamous 'zone'and approached a really cute russian. Her first words were "I don't speak english very well".... I instsntly felt like Tom Torero and went into 'where are you from rapport' and after I sensed attraction I assumed a comfort position of arms crossed. She ate it up and we went on an instant date in less than 2 minutes for some coffee. Problem was there was no coffee shops open at 11pm and my friends were following up and getting closer and creepier by the second. So I kindly took her number and played text game for the night.
I gutter game another girl and she invites me to a party later but denied the number close. My friends who came with me who said were 'down' to talk to women were making every excuse in the big book not to approach. One of them did (J.O.B.) but he refuses to approach correctly and gets blown out every time. The other friend by now is angry for 'no reason', I will never take him seriously when it comes to pick up.
Back at the original bar I meet this girl that I've been talking to online.... like 30 pounds heavier in person than the pictures but nevertheless still good looking. I confront her, she feels my confidence and she invites me to a midnight swim but since my friend was jealous and we drove in his car we had to leave. Back at home feeling shocked at how well the sets went, i got a good nights sleep. I officially got my first daygame number and insta-date and highly motivated.

Hometown
Not much to report, devoted an entire day to daygame but only 2 available approaches were made. Went to a campus and surprisingly nobody was around maybe bad time. So went to walmart but realized I have no idea how to do indoor game so I backed down. Ended the day at a park and approached a cute woman who as I approached took a turn into a walkway and I was so surprised I tried to eject but she said "hi my name is lisa.." but I ejected anyway due to being threw off. Met another girl and teased about her looking so young, grabbed a fb close but didn't follow up on it.
I have yet to go solo when I daygame, I keep tricking friends into going with me and they aren't Into it due to AA. I need to go this alone, its not the problem of approaching alone, its more of how bored I'll be all day by 'myself'. Its another stickig point that I will get over soon enough.
Also since I am unemployed due ti being layed off I have very little gas money so I don't expect very much sucess stories in my hometown. So to counteract this I made an oath to approach every HB I see anywhere (outside).

Still here. I have not given up but as many know I am in the military and went 'away' for a month. I was actually in Wisconsin and let me just say the girls up there... are ugly please don't daygame in WI. I did daygame there and got 2/4 numbers but deleted them right after because I live in Boston. Got home in OCT. and car broke down plus money issues as I got paid late and as of about a week ago I haven't daygamed since. I daygamed in Providence and I guess I went on a bad day or something because there really wasn't much but did approach. November will be a big month for me... I plan on giving pick up the center of attention and I know stories are soon to come. I'm just content with not giving up yet I know this industry has a lot of persons who give up but I can't and I won't. I don't know where I get this drive from. My new wingman said he daygames a lot and picks up chicks but didnt approach not even one girl so I'm not investing time with him again. There's no other choice around it its time to put a stick of dynamite between my legs and go to the heart of Boston by myself and approach till the sun goes down then approach some more. I'll keep this updated. Till then DONT GIVE UP!!