So, like many other people I've decided to chronicle my growth as a PUA in journal form. I feel like I should've started this earlier, but since last night was my first real success I've decided to start it now.

Date: Oct 2
FR++

Ok so first a brief background, I met this girl ( HB7.5-8 ) about 2 weeks ago in one of my classes. I started talking to her because I thought she was cute, and she turned out to be really interesting and fun to talk to. Later that night I found out she was extremely religious, had a boyfriend, wore a purity ring (no sex before marriage) and a bunch of other stuff that just screamed 'my legs are shut'. So I decided to just be friends with her and she could be good social proof.

Ever since we met we've been super flirty with each other (which is just her personality so I didn't read into it) but the point is, she was super comfortable with me hugging her, grabbing her hand, touching her face, etc. So! Last Thursday she pushed me off after a hug saying 'I realized I'm letting you get way too comfortable with me.' So, now I decide it's time for some push pull. I refuse to hug her, or hold her hand or anything that she enjoys doing so much. After a day she's all over me because I'm the only guy who won't flirt with her anymore. I'm pretty unresponsive and give her a 'you have to work to earn me back' attitude.

Last night (Oct. 2nd) she texted me saying that she misses cuddling (her bf lives an hour away and they never see each other) and she invites me up to her room. Now, I'm completely down for some harmless cuddling (just who I am) and her being her, I didn't expect anything to come of it. So I come over, and we talk a bit, then she invites me into her bed. After a little cuddling I kiss her cheek (she does this to me all the time, so I know it's ok) and she says I can kiss her anywhere but the lips. So I kiss her neck, ect, get her turned on.

Long story short, we both got naked and she gave me a handjob, wasn't too good, but she's totally down for oral next time. So, after about a year and a half of absolutely no action, this has definitely given me a huge confidence boost.

Afterwards we talked it out and decided that we should keep this a secret, just stay friends, not be exclusive, etc. So pretty much I got my first friends with benefits. No sex, but that's fine since I really don't want to take her virginity and this is way more than I had before.

So I'll try and update this as much as possible with both successes and failures, but I feel like I've taken my first real step at mastering college game.