hello, first of all thank you for just opening this post and I am gonna warn you that its gonna be a long post so grab something to drink
first of all little bit introduction of me to you guys to know me better
I am an asian guy who lives currently in belgium for three years now
i speak english, dutch; tibetan, hindi,little bit french
my looks is average
my high is average for an asian guy
my age is 18
i am not the poorest or the richest guy around but i have enough money to buy food, pay my rent
i am still going to school
at school i m not the most popular guy and I am ok with girls
compare to other asian i am not that shy but sometime i am too afraid to talk to girls and most of the time i dont have balls to talk to hot girls at school
i am funny most of the time but sometime i am little bit weird funny
i am not completely loser with girls and I had girlfriend before and i am also not a virgin until now i have kiss with only three different girls
HERE IS THE REASON WHY I STARTED WITH PICK UP
its been three years i have been in belgium and its much better than where i came from but its also not very easy coz people here speak like 2 language french and dutch ok thats not the problem here
when i first came to belgium i used to live with my father but then i decide to live alone coz we got some issues , my father is very typical asian(i mean no disrespect for any asian) He got problem with everything i do and he wanted to decide everything for me by that i mean my future job and my future wife and their is lots of other bad stuff happen which i don,t wanna talk about so then i decided to live on my own so i can do whatever the hell i want
i was living alone on my own at the age of 17 and its very cool and nobody telling me what to do but i was alone , my friend come visit me sometime since the day i start to live alone i was free and happier than before but the feeling of not having girlfriend is much stronger when nobody is around you coz before i used to have step sister when i live with my dad but now if i came home i was alone their and it remember me of having no girlfriend more than ever sometime i stay home whole day if my friend were busy
Even when i go outside and when i see couple holding hand each other it makes me feel how lonely i am more than ever
So i started the pick up even before when i live with my father i used to read books about pick up but i was not that seriouse about it so when i live on my own my life was much better but its kind a suck in other way so i decided to change it
i start reading books like mystery method, magic bullets, i start watching video and pua artist show and watch lots of video about pua like adam lyons and jon sin, mystery style and then i decided to take a action about it and start going out to the approach but it was 20 times harder than i though it takes me 25 days to get over approach anxiety and then i have problem with transitioning and i started to read a lot about transitioning and then i go out again but its not really working and slowly my approach anxiety also started to come again so i kind a decide to give up but then i saw the pick up artist forum and i register on it and start reading the forum and for the first time in my life i believe 100 precent that pu is true before when its not working i thought that pu is just fake and its only for goodlooking people but on the forum i read the post of lots of people who have been improve and it gives me courage and the best thing i saw was the journal of afcdaniel and that makes me decide that i should do it
so from now on i am gonna start again with pu and start writing journal like daniel and hope you guys can help me and i promise i am not gonna dissapoint u guys
i just need you guys to motivate and give me advice and tips
thanks for reading until the end thank you very much