So Zar and I have gone out and have been doin' this Sarge-A-Thon for almost two months now.

We've picked up a few good habits and a few bad. *ahem*

Tonight is day 49 which landed on a Monday and nowhere really to go. So we end up in HB. Our usual spot is closed due to reconstruction. BLAH!

Earlier in the night Fontana girl and I are chatting through IM and she tells me she wants to chill and asks her mom if she can barrow her car, since Fontana's is in the shop. She ends up at my crib around 8ish.

We chill, listen to some tunes, kick it all that jazz. around 930 I start phoning Zar to see if he's staying in from being sick or if he's handling the usual biz.

Dude's already out drinking at a friends house. LOL! A true animal in the "Casanova" world. Fontana and I roll out and get down to HB and start bouncing from one dead bar to the next.

We finally find a chill spot which has some music, trendy fools and SOME cute chicks, nothing too impressive though. Zar's been having a bit of influence on me with my scale and women. Hahaha.

We're inside and I'm sitting on a stool with her in between my legs so I can have my arms around here and that also has her in perfect position to where I can whisper some cute, but mainly goofy shit into her ear.

This chick's Bi, so while waiting for Zar I start pointing out chicks in the bar to see which ones she took to and which ones she didn't. It was pretty chill. I've never done that with a girl before mos def a fun experience scoping out chicks together.

Zar shows up and gets a round of hugs and high-fives. Then we bounce outside to the smoking patio. As I'm walking out this blond sitting down looks at me and says, "NO!" I start to bust on her and telling her that her girly instincts are to strong.

We all sit down and Zar's caught up in convo with blondy. I'm building mad comfort with my chick. Talking about anything and everything. The conversation just flowed. There wasn't a point where it seemed like we were "trying" to keep talking. All good stuff.

I see a 2set behind Zar standing smoking. Point it out. BAM! fucker goes in. After he gets done we take off to Denny's to grub.

While there I run the Strawberry Field Routine on Fontana girl and she said she'd eat as many strawberries as she could w/out getting sick. LOL! Cha-Ching!

We're all grubbin' talking shit and then we take off.

We get back to my place and start listening to some tunes and then we start fooling around.

Fontana is on top of me and I start to take her top off, she helps. Then her under shirt comes off. I unsnap the bra, one handed of course. LOL! We're going at if for a few more then she takes my beanie and shirt off.

I flip over and throw her on her back, stand up and turn the lights off. I remove her jeans and her panties. I get in between her legs and go in the the make out. I'm running my hand all up and down the inner parts of her thighs.

I finally go in for the kill and start doing the claw I think it's called from Steve P.'s White Tiger Tantra. Shit works really well. After a minute or two of that the chick was pulling me in for sex, trying to grab my shit. Big ups to Steve P. for that killer technique.

The girl looks at me, she's all hyped up and asks, "Is this your plan, to get me on your bed and tease me like this?" I lay down next to her and make out with her some more. I start fingering her again.

I get her on top of me and move toward the edge of my bed so my long ass legs can chill while I have her on top of me.

We're grinding and kissing when all the sudden I just wasn't feelin' it. There was just SOMETHING missing and I couldn't put my finger in, I mean, on it.

I grab her head like I would if I was going to kiss her and look her straight in the face and pop off with, "I'm really into you, I'm attracted to you physically, you're crazy fucking cute, I just can't do this right now."

We stop fooling around and lay on my bed. I try not to spoon because my right shoulders all fucked up, so I just laid there and went to sleep. Woke up to nobody in my room since she had to be home by 6 a.m..

Not sure what's going on in my head. I know it wasn't the chode in me coming out. Because the final thought wasn't a scared one, it was pretty fuckin' confident. So I know I'ma have to get my thoughts together on what I want when I'm pulling chicks to my pad.

So with all that being said.

Until next time...

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